Bloody throat. You know when your throat itch soooooo much, you feel like putting your hand in and scratch? Hate you. Impossible to sleep soundly when it itch every now and then.

Plus the runny nose.... Nice.


Okayz ytd I saw a cockroach in my dad's car. On my shoe. Wtf.
I stepped on it. First time ever in my life. I feel the instant hatred generates wtf.
Why is there one in the first place kill me now.-___-
I've to sit on the same place today*pray pray*

Let's not talk about papers.



DEPRESSING.


Last but not the least,, headed over to sw's house for some studying. Ended up sleeping twice and crapping. Dead for chem.

So sick of eating bread/Maggie mee for breakfast, bread(mostly) for lunch and outside food at 5+ and go home for dinner.

I bth myself. Keep falling asleep. Win.
ok I shall go use toothpick to hold my eyelids.... The thing is I just had 7hours of sleep.
Maybe afterall I need to grab my first cup of coffee? Ewwww.

1. Unexpected tuition today.
2. Jog around in the afternoon
3. Hands and feet super dehydrated! Spam water tmr
4. All the late nights are showing up.
5. Twitter <3
6. going to study in school tmr. Econs!
7. My nail polish cannot remove. How? Wtf seriously. Shouldn't be lazy and not apply base coat
8. I want play!
9. I want travel around the world!
10. Craving for loads of food now. Always snacking at home and always starving outside. Which is better?
11. 1:11 am now.
12. Will do a random photo post (in case you miss anything on twitter)
13. Thinking of privatizing(correct usage or not?) my twitter acct.
14. My msn app is screwed. I'm not online but I see people talking to me. And when I wanna reply the whole thing wouldn't freaking load! Sorry to those who I didn't reply.

I'm doing up a 'selling' page (quite obvious right?)
Haven't have time to finish taking pictures of all the things.
Uploaded only 2. Hope I can finish that page by today!
It is effing hot now I'm going to have cup noodles as breakfast, shower and do some work.


Yes, finally stop slacking.
(or at least, start doing tutorials.)
I do remember, I am a JC kid taking A levels this year. Woooh.
So excited. NOT.



Btw, GE results were our yesterday. Didn't watch the news but stayed on twitter for the whole night (okay not exactly whoooooole.)

Soooo, what's decided is decided. There's nothing I can do/say to change it... right?
GY is a great leader and he still is.




I'll be back!
And I found the reason why I can't L4D liao. Played a good 15 minutes with zz yesterday. So.... sw? :D

Title pretty explained it all.

Today, 6 bad things happened to me.
Actually, I know something bad is going to happen la. Just that it was a little too much to take.


#1. Had a bad dream. Well, considered...? My dream was happy, blissful, perfect but the moment you pluck open your eyes and see 6:52am on the clock, you know number 1, it's all a dream -.- and number 2, I'm almost late for school.

#2. I did not study for econs. There is supposing a mirco test today but it is postpone to tomorrow.

#3. Slim chance to UK. Haizz. So I went to splurge on some things I've been wanting to get.

#4. My napfa is silver. I don't know what's wrong with the school system, seriously. 1 moment: you cannot take your mock run results another moment: you can choose your best set eg. actual run's timing and mock test 5 stations (That's what I chose la) but ite they took the whole mock test one and I ended up with a silver. I can't hide the disappointment. Seriously, my mood instantly dampened as though I fell into an endless pit... or something near that. It's like something you worked hard for slipped by.... from your hands. Right from your hands. If I don't care I wouldn't have ran like hell already.... So much for choosing the best results out of two. -_____-. Mock=26points=Silver. Actual=25points=Gold. Dumb or dumb? Okayz they should do something about it.

#5. I pulled out my nail (by a little) during PE.
Very hard to explain but here's a.... sketch? 


It's wasn't that painful until nearing the end of PE lesson. I painstakingly passed/catch the ball okay.
After rinsing it the pain factor magnified.

Wtf actually I cried because of it la. wthwthwth.
Because I go pull my nail up a little, see the wound (as described above, if you can understand), and started to feel guilty/pity myself/whatever. So down to the point I just cried. Like -____- only.

Actually quite okay one but the moment they asked hahahaa I can't control. You know the feeling? You know when people actually care you cry even louder? The ironic thing is if no one cares you will feel super depressed. Life.
Or me? :(


#6. I forgot.

Went to grab some random stuff after that. (Y) hk file.
Finally got it. Chose for xxx hours in CC.


Ohh I feel happy again. Mood swing much.  Proven. 10 more days to period. I think.

Heyhey do you think I should change my url to it-is-still-her.......?
I'll probably get banished to the borders of the Earth if I do. 
Btw. I still love my friends, a lot! :D (ok super random)

 *edited*
Just in case I miss the one, hi! welcome in! :):)

Been really long since I started counting. In fact the viewership per day is pretty embarrassing. Used to be double.

It's either jc is too boring or I am too boring. I believe it's jc's fault..... Lol.



Btw I just have to mention this.
I don't know what the hell exactly you want but fts. Trying to make people feel guilty and treat you better? Haven't you wondered why everything is like this now?

blaming people, is that how well you can go? Is that the only thing you can do? They wouldn't even bother to change. Change yourself instead.


You are different and we are supposed to give in. But I hope you get the universal fact - everyone else is too. It's about compromising. You want everything without contributions. In the end, you will end up with nothing.