by - October 07, 2010

Hihi.
Supposed to be studying but end up browsing through my archives.

Hmm I would say I can't believe I used to be that crazy over one person in my life.
Well I guess at that moment he was my everything.
And reading it kinda consoles me because, I'm so loved and in love you know.


Anyway, I realised I used to say I love you in almost every post and I meant every of them. I simply can feel it. Although they are the same words repeated over and over again.

Well, now 'I Love You' is three words so over-rated. ZZ
I use them for everything and anything.
I should stop doing that haahaa.


This is one interesting I found. Mad amazed by the stuff I wrote the last time (although there are a few sucky pictures, okay maybe not a few, many)
Speaking of pictures right, I look at 08 pic and omg I look young? -___-  Age is subjective.
And to whoever that feels my pictures now are all god-damn-overly-photoshopped. Let me tell you it takes less than 5 minutes to fix the colors. The most common thing I do is adjust the levels. And maybe some other parts if the picture is really in need of fixing. But this is hardly the case because, why the hell do you want to choose an ugly picture to start with? Out of a zillion pictures taken there would be a few decent enough that can be posted even without touch-up (But I still do it anyway, you know the level thing?)

The pictures in the past are god-damn-overly-photoshopped because I'm not that good with make up yet? Hahaaa and laobin said last time I look better cause more fats. Hello I think he missed my elephant arms and bloated nose.

Back to the interesting stuff!

Heart no longer aches, but I don't wish to feel the pain anymore .
I've moved on with my life, gotten over it.
Happy with myself, happy with my life. ( This part is about the break up with joel D: Come on, gotten over it long enough ^w^)
Perfect, isn't it?
No more crying, no more foolish waiting.
Because I've got happiness right beside me.
How long can it last?
I don't want to be like that anymore.

Even so, I'll handle well, this time round.
If you ever leave, break your promises.
What will I become? How will things turn out?
Idk,
Still so selfish, sorry.

I don't wanna be vulnerable anymore, and that's what's holding me back for more.
I don't wanna know anything right now,
Just stay close, don't go. :D


SO I SHOULD TOTALLY STICK TO THIS AND HOLD BACK THEN! 
Then my life wouldn't suck for the past.. 3 months or so!


But at least I tried to give my all once. In the midst of trying :D I don't know laaa. A bit weird if he reads it but it's okay since we're not talking anymore. Fuck think whatever you want okay? I'm just happy I'm happy right now.

Crazy but yea, I'm moving back soon.

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