Meeting them is by chance; keeping them is by choice ♥











Heheeeee went to chalet yesterday to celebrate my sister's 21st. Fill in events that day next time. Wanna blog about MMAPIML (my most awesome people in my life)

So glad most can make it.
Hope it wasn't too boring for you. They are like the first few friends I introduced to my family. C:



I hope I hope we can have endless things to talk about, I hope we have time to stick together and just blabber nonsense, I hope we'd really meet out more often after A's! Okay or not?!



Might have said it many times but please tolerate once more: I love you guys! HEHEEEE ♥


Of course, many many many other friends!!
Everyone is so important to me. ^w^









Random notes:
1. Phone died, no Internet, feel like living in a cave.
2. Drinking game again after the celebration ended. With real wine and stuff.
3. Collapsed at 3am. Skipped sun-rise adventure (luckily because they went to the wrong side lol)
4. Slept on a wooden board. Dammmmn hard my back is breaking.
5. Bowling today. Quite fun. Think I'm quite good except I throw the ball instead of rolling them lol.
6. Time to load my mei le jia you. ♥
7. And start mugging soon........ :(
8. Sudden urge to play pool.
9. Wanna meet the girls for mj leh :(
10. A levels faster over!
11. Read my sist's friend name as Alien instead of Allen LOLl.
12. I'm hungry looool.
13. Writing my list of to-dos after Alevels! Can't wait!
14. Gonna run :D (for food and teeeveeeee)
15. I'm a happy girl.

When the line is drawn, it is obvious I'm at the other side.


Never thought things will be like this. Just like a carrier dumped into the drain, it can kill a life. (something like that).

In the midst of stress, fatigue, systematic way of life, I lost track of feelings, time, responsibility and myself.
Sorry.

That was a careless mistake, a causual remark; don't take it to heart. Xoxo

It reflects how lousy I am: a fail student, lover, daughter, friend, life.
It just hit hard and weirdly, hard.


Always so selfish, so bad. I can't stand myself, too. Sorry, really.

I wouldn't say the results didn't have an impact on me. It did, for a second. I stopped feeling sad over things pretty quickly nowadays. I guess time is really running up. Both for my studies and for my life?
That's what I feel constantly anyway. So it wouldn't help if I'm down. Why not cheer up and work harder? Hmm yeap that's what I plan to do.



Went to the library to do some work today. Finished only Maths. Daniel was there throughout to accompany the lonely soul~ He was busy playing cow vs alien game on iphone, 60+k high score. Mad man. I played many many many rounds before hitting a mere 14k. Not bad actually. I'm not someone good in games, no matter what type.. Okay maybe I'm pretty good in those detective/mystery solving games... when they make sense. xo


Those are my favourite too.



My photo of the day super cute right?! It is a birthday gift from one of my students. So sweet of her.

Alright, time to finish my econs. Maybe I'll try Physics again if I've time. I have jia hao yue yuan tonight and after which, 1 hour of HP. God I think I'm watching the last part next week or what. Which is pretty sad. Afterall, everyone would be done with it and I'm only catching it like.. next week. I can't remember most of the things so  I'm planning to rewatch them. But... I can never finish rewatching all the potters before Thurs. Impossible. Hope I will be going for a movie marathon with fishball mei (new name yo) this coming Sat, if possible.

Gonna stock up on snacks real soon. C:


Below is a chunk of words and if you spent 1 minute to read, perhaps you'd feel it is true too.
xoxo,

Well, sucks much. Didn't really do well for both papers today... especially Econs. Practically can't finish my essaysss (sorta because one of the points aint a point at all?) and my case study.... GG.com.


Really not thinking at that point of time.
Lost 2 precious marks for chem as well. wtf why did I forget to change my answer? *stab self with RSD*

By the way it's RSD not RSB. Realised this mistake when I'm making sw guess what is it.



Through this two papers, I realised the problem lies with me.


I'm going to change. 
And make sure I do better for physics as well as other papers.




I'm NOT going to go through the same thing for Prelim1,2 and A level.



Let block test be my fall.





I don't know what happened to me but I never put in my 100% for anything for this couple of years.. Well, maybe I never did before.
Be it in academics, school, work, life, friends, relationships, resolutions etc.

So let's start.


On this eventful day - that is 23March2011 - Let's make positive changes.
That doesn't only apply to me, it applies to you as well.


Another highlight of today is:


Let's see. I don't know where to start.
There are many regrets and wrong choices I made in 2010....... One of them is meeting you.

Because of you, I join ASW monastery. fml T____T
Because of you, I start to feel my best friend is an evil doremon LOL.
Because of you, I learn to share the darkest secrets and craziest dreams.
Because of you, I'm moving with slowpok speed.
Because of you, I have tons of unglam photos up on facebook. Everyone must think I'm a freak or what.


Nevertheless, this one year has been really great.

You (and the other girls) impacted me, a lot.


You cannot deny you brought joy to a lot of people (by allowing them to tease you looool), you lend a listening ear when I need to talk, a comforting shoulder when I need someone to lean on.


*Disclaimer, a lot of people made an impact in my life, in one way or another. Not only her if not I sound so les*




I love how you point and laugh so hard at something but no sound comes out.
I love how we say the slowest one to finish packing is sw syndrome/sw shang sheng.
I love shooting you even when you're totally out of the picture.
I love how determined and motivated you are.
I love the times we come together, mahjong, shop, play, camwhore, sauna, talk, crap, gossip, laugh hysterically(applies for you only), etc etc.


Finally, this is how it feels like to have a homogeneous clique.




We get to do all the things together. Things I never do with my dearests.
they will never agree to mj/paint nails together lol.




Am glad I know you (all). 




.....This is turning into some gratitude letter.... supposing for end of the year..... to the girls..... not to the birthday girl.... LOL.



Coming back to the main point.
18. LOL. OLD. Nvm it's not like you're young when you're 17 or what.

Here, I wish you all the best for your A levels, I hope you will remain 100% positive, cheerful, thoughtful. I hope you'll be faster and get rid of sw and yq syndrome. I hope you will ace your geog paper later. I hope you will have straighter hair and bigger eyes, I hope we remain in contact one year from now because it'd be your loss to lose me as a friend yup yup!

Happy Eighteen !
LOVE YOU! *YUCKS I'M GAY*



Random things:
1. I un-privated my twitter already.
Haizzz nvm la weird followers jiu weird lo. It is frustrating when you want to retweet something badly and it is forbidden. LOOL. Plus, it'd be beneficial for people who read my updates via my blog as they do not have a twitter account. Yea.:D


2. Thanks zz for lending me his jacket during chem if not you'll probably see a block of ice sitting at J/K4. And vinus's one during econs! :D



3. ONE MORE PAPER TO GO.


4. Had a hard time ps-ing sw aiya paiseh if you don't like. This is sw when she wears enlarging lens, rebond hair and lipstick (you know how pale her lips looks right!)


5. Finally watching my movies and vamp diaries. LOL.

Ahhhh... This post is finally up. Well well... outdated post....


5March2011:
Highlight #1: Got back A level results. Almost died, literally. Am so freaking scared I can't get what I want because there are 6 demoralising factors. BUT I GOT IT HAHAHAAAAAA. Am really happy. :D


1 A level sub down. Now I'm worried for PW. Hmmm I hope for a B. or higher. BBBBBBBBBBBB.


OR HIGHERRRRRRRRRRR.


Lol enough of this.
Highlight #2: Went for our first event coverage. HA. Joke.

Why ain't they excited or what? Didn't have a lot of awesome pictures. Well.


Highlight #3: Left early and went to Singapore Flyer!

Before I start, disclaimers first.
1. I'll try my very best to make this post as interesting as possible because it has been a long time since I went out for some fun.
2. It has the potential to develop into a very good/interesting post
3. Most of the pictures are via yueqi so credit her. But leave some to me as I've to save from facebook, edit, re-size, upload and add captions (y)
 4. Hope you enjoy!

Oh, I like yueqi's post on this, Idk why.



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Went out to meet the girls. Surprisingly niuniu wasn't late. AND I AM. T___T I swear I will try my very best to be punctual for every meeting or what (at least I've the thought to, it's the thought that counts right?!)

Woke up at 8+am for goodness sake. I'm a poor kid with insomnia and only managed to shut her eyes at 3am. I even tweeted to remind Apple not to be late. (Btw the first and the last thing I check is twitter.)

I really love Emoji.

During my journey to cwp, I lost my soul. Ok soles.
They came off right after I crossed the traffic lights. Seriously if I see something like what happened to me today, I'll laugh my ass off.

Couldn't find any cute/good/cheap shoes so went off to Heeren without soles. I'm that pro.

Kiseki Japanese Buffet Restaurant

Food #1, first round

Food #2, desserts reserved for sm

Food #3, Galare-alike by Chef Chow

Food #4, hairy peas(I LIKE). We had like 4 bowls of so of them

Food #5, hotpot which I favour

Food #6, the most-essential of all, Japanese Green Tea

Food #7, bucketful of fruits

Food #8, round 2

Food #9, round 3

Food #10, round 4

Food #11, super nice watermelon juice

There's are more but it will be too naggy if I post every single thing out.



Must-trys: Chawanmushi, green tea, fondue (!), watermelon juices, teppan chicken, soba (tasted normal, which is a good thing) and pork belly (but not too much, fats)

I would say, why-not? Will visit them again if I've the opportunity to. And I love to go for a round of suki and sakae. *Craves*

Some pictures of the day:

I've a weird parting. Bad night.

Told ya I've a weird parting. As though I just rebonded my hair

Shimei with her new hair lool. I still like the mushroomy her

o m g I wonder how I survived, W8 parting go die.

First impression of this, when was this taken? Realised this isn't me! wth sw is my twin from below.

Idk why I can't take nice shots with the dslr but relatively cute ones with compact.

This is like the ugliest picture of all time. Thanks uh sw. She's super good in taking unglam pictures of people *points to keliande yue qi*

What she can be

What sw usually looks like

Ok she got eyes one okay! But usually she's laughing like a cow so ya.

Super pretty beary xmas tree deco @ takashimaya(?)

After filling our stomach, we shopped around from Heeren > 313@somerset > Ngee Ann City > Far east plaza > Bugis Village

I got a pair of shoes from FEP (mine is threatening to die on me every single second so I can't take it)
Got the cheapest pair as I don't want to spend on another pair of shoes.


Just a quick shot. My school shoe next year. Pointed. You dare to laugh at me I'll kick you with them.


Hahaaa better than yq's one. (which is also considered a miracle. $10)


I got 3 pairs of earrings at BugisV. Super blinged stars ear studs. I like.
Btw there's a lot of new shops there! Can drop by soon. Tomorrow? Xmas Eve?

And the same pair of red pants yue got.

Decided we had enough, went to illuma but queue for koi is like #$%$%%^# long. So dropped the idea and headed home.
Trains at 10pm = still, packed.


Had fun with them and this is most probably the last shopping spree (unless the plan yq and I discussed came true). Maybe budget shopping too hahaha! C:

Sm die-die also don't want to take with us. T___T

I love outings like this. No complications.



Right after I came home, Aunt reached too. She's back from Australia, armed with clothes as well as bags full of chocolates and good stuff. I WANT TO GO THERE TOO. I can't fit into a tank top she got for me and my sister. I'm pui pui. (T_T)

*PSSS PLEASE FORGIVE ANY ERROR IN THIS POST. HUNGRY AND SICK GIRL DID THIS FOR YOU ALL.

Hello I'm here again. Pretty vexed about some things.
1. I don't know whether it will be accepted, or not.
2. I don't know which one to get
3. I don't know whether I can manage
4. I don't know whether I'm made for the task or not.


Been researching for pretty long. A few weeks since that day. I still can't decide.

The saddest thing is, my passion for most of the things died after 3-minute. And there's so many what ifs to consider.
Vexed vexed vexed.


Actually I'm quite determined, in another words I've already decided long ago but I'm scared I couldn't manage. That's what keeping me from proceeding. There is way too much to consider.


In fact, I just need someone to tell me, I can do this and approval.That is pretty tough. A few more days to sort out thoughts.

There's quite a bit I've to give up if I really choose this path....

And I can't do vectors, deadline: tmr. I'm so dead.