Bloody throat. You know when your throat itch soooooo much, you feel like putting your hand in and scratch? Hate you. Impossible to sleep soundly when it itch every now and then.

Plus the runny nose.... Nice.


Okayz ytd I saw a cockroach in my dad's car. On my shoe. Wtf.
I stepped on it. First time ever in my life. I feel the instant hatred generates wtf.
Why is there one in the first place kill me now.-___-
I've to sit on the same place today*pray pray*

Let's not talk about papers.



DEPRESSING.


Last but not the least,, headed over to sw's house for some studying. Ended up sleeping twice and crapping. Dead for chem.

So sick of eating bread/Maggie mee for breakfast, bread(mostly) for lunch and outside food at 5+ and go home for dinner.

I bth myself. Keep falling asleep. Win.
ok I shall go use toothpick to hold my eyelids.... The thing is I just had 7hours of sleep.
Maybe afterall I need to grab my first cup of coffee? Ewwww.

1. Unexpected tuition today.
2. Jog around in the afternoon
3. Hands and feet super dehydrated! Spam water tmr
4. All the late nights are showing up.
5. Twitter <3
6. going to study in school tmr. Econs!
7. My nail polish cannot remove. How? Wtf seriously. Shouldn't be lazy and not apply base coat
8. I want play!
9. I want travel around the world!
10. Craving for loads of food now. Always snacking at home and always starving outside. Which is better?
11. 1:11 am now.
12. Will do a random photo post (in case you miss anything on twitter)
13. Thinking of privatizing(correct usage or not?) my twitter acct.
14. My msn app is screwed. I'm not online but I see people talking to me. And when I wanna reply the whole thing wouldn't freaking load! Sorry to those who I didn't reply.

I'm doing up a 'selling' page (quite obvious right?)
Haven't have time to finish taking pictures of all the things.
Uploaded only 2. Hope I can finish that page by today!
It is effing hot now I'm going to have cup noodles as breakfast, shower and do some work.


Yes, finally stop slacking.
(or at least, start doing tutorials.)
I do remember, I am a JC kid taking A levels this year. Woooh.
So excited. NOT.



Btw, GE results were our yesterday. Didn't watch the news but stayed on twitter for the whole night (okay not exactly whoooooole.)

Soooo, what's decided is decided. There's nothing I can do/say to change it... right?
GY is a great leader and he still is.




I'll be back!
And I found the reason why I can't L4D liao. Played a good 15 minutes with zz yesterday. So.... sw? :D

Title pretty explained it all.

Today, 6 bad things happened to me.
Actually, I know something bad is going to happen la. Just that it was a little too much to take.


#1. Had a bad dream. Well, considered...? My dream was happy, blissful, perfect but the moment you pluck open your eyes and see 6:52am on the clock, you know number 1, it's all a dream -.- and number 2, I'm almost late for school.

#2. I did not study for econs. There is supposing a mirco test today but it is postpone to tomorrow.

#3. Slim chance to UK. Haizz. So I went to splurge on some things I've been wanting to get.

#4. My napfa is silver. I don't know what's wrong with the school system, seriously. 1 moment: you cannot take your mock run results another moment: you can choose your best set eg. actual run's timing and mock test 5 stations (That's what I chose la) but ite they took the whole mock test one and I ended up with a silver. I can't hide the disappointment. Seriously, my mood instantly dampened as though I fell into an endless pit... or something near that. It's like something you worked hard for slipped by.... from your hands. Right from your hands. If I don't care I wouldn't have ran like hell already.... So much for choosing the best results out of two. -_____-. Mock=26points=Silver. Actual=25points=Gold. Dumb or dumb? Okayz they should do something about it.

#5. I pulled out my nail (by a little) during PE.
Very hard to explain but here's a.... sketch? 


It's wasn't that painful until nearing the end of PE lesson. I painstakingly passed/catch the ball okay.
After rinsing it the pain factor magnified.

Wtf actually I cried because of it la. wthwthwth.
Because I go pull my nail up a little, see the wound (as described above, if you can understand), and started to feel guilty/pity myself/whatever. So down to the point I just cried. Like -____- only.

Actually quite okay one but the moment they asked hahahaa I can't control. You know the feeling? You know when people actually care you cry even louder? The ironic thing is if no one cares you will feel super depressed. Life.
Or me? :(


#6. I forgot.

Went to grab some random stuff after that. (Y) hk file.
Finally got it. Chose for xxx hours in CC.


Ohh I feel happy again. Mood swing much.  Proven. 10 more days to period. I think.

Heyhey do you think I should change my url to it-is-still-her.......?
I'll probably get banished to the borders of the Earth if I do. 
Btw. I still love my friends, a lot! :D (ok super random)

 *edited*
Just in case I miss the one, hi! welcome in! :):)

Been really long since I started counting. In fact the viewership per day is pretty embarrassing. Used to be double.

It's either jc is too boring or I am too boring. I believe it's jc's fault..... Lol.



Btw I just have to mention this.
I don't know what the hell exactly you want but fts. Trying to make people feel guilty and treat you better? Haven't you wondered why everything is like this now?

blaming people, is that how well you can go? Is that the only thing you can do? They wouldn't even bother to change. Change yourself instead.


You are different and we are supposed to give in. But I hope you get the universal fact - everyone else is too. It's about compromising. You want everything without contributions. In the end, you will end up with nothing.

Come on the 12Jan! Free transport from woodlands MRT. 11am-5pm :D



 click below for POTD.

Very sad title. Because I'm very sad indeed. I dropped 50bucx today. -____- or accidentally gave it to someone when I'm purchasing something? Hmmm not very possible but still, that's why I rummaged through my ugly aunty black pouch.


Take that as a donation. Thanks for picking up my bad luck alright. Love love. (: Shouldn't dwell on sad stuff in life right? (y) 2011 will be smooth-sailing.







So today was very packed. At least in the afternoon.
Went to get my hair stuff (like finally, I think there is only 1ml left in the bottle and I refuse to use it.)
However, the one I usually get is no longer restocking T_____T WHY? They are good stuff!!


So I got two other brands - one of them is organic! (as stated) Not sure whether it's good or not. Haven't try them yet. And some other stuff too, which are random and I'm too lazy to list them all out. If one day I stop being lazy I would do a review on everything I've used. Hahahaha. It would suck anyway whatevs.

Been to many places today, a few of them are amk and bishan.

If you have read my tweets/some posts, I've mentioned I purchased from a blogshop selling Geo lens.

Okay we're not exactly friends. I know her as her boyfriend and her added me on facebook. I deleted the guy already. Trying to clean my facebook account.

Don't be offended if I deleted you. I see no point when we don't even talk or have any common platforms ( example of common platforms are like good friends' friends/same school/same workforce/once hanged out together etc etc). Facebook is about expanding your social circle, I know that.

However, now I see facebook as a more personal thing. Twitter is where I expand my social circle, as for now.




Back to my point.




Since I've been wanting to get a pair of lens to try (those extreme colors), I thought, why not buy from someone I "know".


So I ordered and paid for super nudy blue? or something like that if I remember correctly during mid oct.




If you've purchased geo before/blogshop before, Geo takes about 7-11days, excluding weekends or so. Should be a fast deal, right?





I waited






And waited.







And probably about 3 weeks later she mass email, sating our lens has arrived and ask me to opt for postage (btw I opt for postage in the order form)

So I typed my address for her again.



After waiting for weeks, (AGAIN), nothing. I checked my mail daily, nothing. email, nothing.


So obviously you're worried about lost parcel (this thing is still possible despite in modern Singapore -___-)




So I dropped a tag at her cbox.




She emailed me back, telling me my lens oos.





Okay... fine. You don't even bother to tell your buyer.







So I waited for it to restock.





2nd order reached her (according to her blog. I believe my lens is here already, right?)



------------forgot what happened------------------




Until recently I tried to ask her via cbox (I hate email btw, 7k unread so it will lag me like shit)

and you know what greeted me?








I asked her (via email) why my lens so long she said supplier sent wrongly.

1 grey and 1 blue. At that point of time I seriously wanna scream at her, or her supplier - ARE YOU **** BRAINLESS HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO SEND DIFFERENT LENS/DO YOU THINK I AM 3YO? WHY NOT BLOODY TELL ME THE TRUTH (Till today I'm not sure whose fault is it, so two responses here.


She said she can refund one side of the lens and send me the right one. Who cares about $6.25 I want my lens. It cost $12.50 for 2.

I spoke to her nicely despite all this rubbish.



---------------skipped details-----------------


Finally received my lens after god damn it months
Ask me to self collect at her house. Like wtf. I told her postage for 2 times.



So for the third time, I gave her my address.



Mail came. Excited (since I want to try blue geo one before opening maxi's)


You know what? SHE SENT ME 0 degree lens. -_________________________________-


wo hen sheng qi so I wrote on her facebook wall. She said I ordered that. Like dude don't you keep order forms?


In the end I dig through my 7k mails and forwarded her my order form. She replied, telling me she'll mail out the right degree tmr (wah miraculously can get the lens within a day)




And.... I never heard from her again.




FML I LEARNED MY LESSON, THE HARD WAY.


www.dollylenses.blogspot.com. I'll never buy from her, ever again.









So today I opened that 0 degree lens. Have to use 10x before throwing it away. Maximise it.

And why you shouldn't try Geo? 




It slides around and it's pretty dry even on the first day.



Those of you (whether you wore colored or clear lens) would know that there's a side that would stick to your eyeball and if you turn them around, it wouldn't stay.

So I was wearing that pair and realised left and right lens looked different.
Like 1 is angel blue, the other is nudy blue (I used to have a pair of nudy brown and they looked sooooo similar)
Btw I ordered nudy blue.

How I differentiate? 
Angel blue has a black rim around while there isn't any rim around nudy blue.



I was taken aback. Dig through th bin (fml). Both same serials leh.
So I removed the one that looked like nudy blue, flip it and put in on.


Both looked like angel blue now (but confirm is nudy blue. It's okay though I prefer AB)

The thing is, it stays in my eye despite putting in via the wrong side.

It's scary.
I checked with the offical website, my lens are authetic. *phew*

Refer to this if you wana know more.


Nope, I'm not going to give up wearing them though.
Ok 9 more days before you go!

Hi, I'm not done with blogging for yesterday. Stay tune for it.
Just had porridge and I thought I can laze around the whole day. My tummy is swollen (literally, supper or buffet's fault?). I keep hitting them and they seemed hollow I feel pregnant.*rubs protruding tummy*


But now I've to get out, into the blazing Sun burning furiously to deliver something for mom.
Then to the supermarket for groceries as there ain't any lady fingers for curry tonight (BTW I THINK I'LL SHIT MY ASS OFF IF I EAT CURRY TONIGHT BUT MY AUNT WANTED TO COOK IT SO I'VE TO GET THE INGREDIENTS)
Am so reluctant to do so. Why not cut my fingers and cook them? Lazy's fingers.

I've to meet LiTing at 6 no matter what. I ps-ed her yesterday.
Anyway, I hope by then little monsters in my intestines get killed. you all suck.
Byebye.

Hey all, I'm feeling better today. I can't remember what time I slept last night, should be 8+ going 9.
I vaguely remembered what happened, but I do recall waking up at 10+pm and still not feeling well so I went to sleep. With my hair wet. idk what's wrong with yesterday alright? I bathed at 5pm, 5PM AND AT 10PM MY HAIR IS STILL WET?


Dreamt a lot and I like it. Very engaging lol.


Most people (in my fam) went to either work or kkh. I refuse to go there so I'm at home, alone.
I've to take care of the laundry and that would probably suck 2 hours of my time away. Haizzzzz.


/Today would be just like any other day.

Giddy. Awful. Idk what too.
Ate dinner but didn't help. I wonder is it what I read lol. Been spamming ghost encounters online like NBB.
And I found something quite interesting. At least I didn't know about that. So just to share with you.


One mentioned that if you have the feeling of walking through a spiderweb, that means you walk right through AP.
This is one thing I'm more keen to believe in.

Number 1, there's so many people walking through the same path same route in many directions some many times a day, how can spider form its web at speed of light?

Number 2, why the hell the person beside don't feel it when we're walking side by side?

Hahaaa at least I thought about such things before, but brushed it aside as I can't figure out.


Just a random note, I painted my nails on my own last night. Effing happy because this is the first time it turned out successful.

Except for the choice of colors. Did it under faint lighting so didn't notice I used purple instead of pink. The thing is, purple don't go well with silver. WELLLLLL.


Downloaded some movies but I wouldn't be watching them today. Need to sleep, headache. -.- Maybe I had too little food today, that's why.
Craving for koi, craving for freshly grilled prawns, sushi, kiwi, bbq chicken wings,

I'm feeling so awful even smelling my freshly-washed hair wouldn't help.


Ok I shall get some rest now and read the rest of my magz I got today.


Last thing, Happy birthday boy! C:
Other than the 4 guys in my life, you're the fifth that made me feel so comfortable with.
The one that cheer me up even when you're down.
No fanciful presents nor celebration, just you and I, I hope you're happy.
LOML. :D

Hi just in case I forget, watched infestation. And, I really wna blog about how i feel about 2010. But u don't want before Xmas cause it will dampen the cheerful season (I like Xmas, sorry I know I've mentioned it a billion times) i like Xmas more than new year, more than valentine's day, more than birthday.
Xmas is like the thing to always look forward to. There's so many parties idk which one to go. :) so many celebrations!


Oh, I was complaining how sucky 2010 is. Yes I admit this is like one of the worst year in my life. Or in fact, one of the luckiest year. Talk about this in the next few post so stay tune.

A good post coming up, after I wake up :)


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updated 5pm.


First thing of today's post,





This is one of my favourite type of movies. Sci-fi/insect/horror/action. I like.
But the ending is crap. Ended with a "holy shit" Tada hate such endings. At least show some sneak preview/what to expect for the next movie right?




Slept at 5am, woke up at 8:30am. My body clock is so screwed. I'm like a walking zombie today.
Tuition was pretty smooth-sailing except for the fact that I'm late for 20minutes. Dad took the wrong route, he's mad funny.

Went to Northpoint for a meet up and had Pastamania, creamy chicken. Not bad not bad.
Received my first xmas present. (:

I think blog about xmas presents once xmas is over. Once and for all.

Waiting for my favourite girl's gift, to be delivered to my clean house? Hahaaa I bet she will be so lazy to move.


I took 965 think I've sixty plus cents inside my card and realised I only had 56cents inside. Was worried throughout the whole journey you know, what if the bus ride cost 58cents? Cannot have negative value right? In the end it cost 55cents, had 1cent left in my card right now.

I think I should load my first episode of vampire dairies, get a drink and homework and start multi-tasking.
Oh I've some research to do. Bye I guess if I have time I would blog later.

Dear-lonely-souls-all-over,

Finally woke up before 1:30pm. Finally woke up in the morning - 11:30 I can actually pluck open my eyes. Good job good job.


Prepared really slowly blahblah but wo bei fang fei ji.............................
tyx had to summit her assignment by today if not she would be mark down. Final warning from her tutor so die die also must do today. So date was cancelled. Wanted to make my way down to Bugis to fix my extensions (been talking about this for the longest time ever) but I didn't. Too lazy. In the end just spent some time walking around cwp to get xmas presents and some stuff. Gosh I foresee overspending. I love xmas ! there's so much sales all around. I swear after this Xmas I ain't getting any other stuff anymore.


Got my nails done and I immediately destroyed it when I'm home. xin tong.
Anyhow, I still have to remove it by thurs cause there's work.  Downside of working in F&B industry.

Threw away A LOT of stuff, mostly expired. Medicine, finished/dried polishes, make-up, etc.
In fact I'm only done with nails corner. Threw away 1 polish remover and 3 colors. Find most of my colors boring. Had 22 polishes and mostly are different shades of pink. Gonna grab some hmm blue? yellow? I don't know. I hardly color my nails on my own cause I can NEVER do my left hand properly (fyi I'm a lefty)

They would be super ugly and I would remove them the moment I put them on. D:


I like clearing stuff cause I find weird/usable/whatever stuff around. Found a medical oil (those for sprains and stuff) and it expired on feb 1989. wts how long has that thing been lying there? It's chucked at the deepest corner in the medicine corner. Hahaha! Threw anyway I guess around 20 bottles of medicines and vitamins. Sucha waste I should have taken all the vitamins then.



Done with a xmas present!

I tried to get useful stuff for people. Gave up some of my brand new stuff, mostly masks, skincare and makeup. (mainly for tyx). I don't know I don't have friends that are like me. So I all my makeup/skincare/etc random shit I pass them to tyx. She will pretty much do the same thing too.


After a day of not maintaining.

“You didn’t love her, you just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe, she was just good for your ego, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the people you love.”

—Grey’s Anatomy

Hii first post via HP. I kinda like it. It is loaded with games although most of them are plain boring. I want to download some games leh. Okay anything but maplestory. 20kb/s. -.- Seriously is it ultra high in demand or what?

It's only maple that loads so freaking slowly. Downloaded most of the programmes I need and they run at 600kb/s, at least acceptable. So freaking turn off by how slow it's loading so not playing anymore.

Shall ask some kind soul to torrent some games for me. :D


I like the new keyboard, super easy to type. Soft and stuff like that. I used quite a bit of force to type (this is just me) so it's super noisy when I'm typing. D:


I like the new players, I like the new wallpaper, (hello kitty), I like the new mouse. I like everything hahaaa! This is getting crazy.


Everything is super neat on the computer table, I like. Just that I don't enjoy a lot of privacy now but I'm pretty fine with that. And webcamming will be a tad.. weird. Well.

Downloaded "devil wears prada" and I'm going to watch it after this post. Let me quickly bring you through. Today was plain boring.


Out to tuition without breakfast. Miraculously survived for 4 hours. There's so much things to plan for this week I swear. Hmmm.

Went to get some stuff and a new skin for baby phone. :D I got like I guess it's metallic brown? Yes, brown. I hate brown the most (always hate it when wl is using his brown G2, ugly leh) but idk what got me. That brown is super pretty and I sticked melody at a corner.

Have to get my pencil case tmr if not no time. Been pretty bored, even there's computer cause there's nothing to do nor play. but I'll surely hate myself if I'm addicted to a game or two.
Irony much.

Okay gonna grab dinner and watch devil wears prada! Blog a while later miss all of you!




Updated 12:16am,
Yooooo I'm back (Told ya I will) So basically didn't finish my 'devil wears prada' due to unforeseen circumstances. Well, will continue tmr. Sooooo couz husband came for a little while.

Then played plants vs zombies (SUPER DUPER FUN OMG) on com. That is probably one of the best thing ever found in HP computer heheheeee. It's like really really fun omg I'm going to get it on Iphone as well.You should totally try this game. Sist and I were shouting put kangtang (potato), sunflower, big mushroom and small mushrooms.


Now, shall off the computer hehehehee and watch Alvin and the chipmunks like now. Super chio voice I like. See you all tmr. Guess there isn't plans for tmr.

Btw, I'm using the same number so ya. Looking for the simcard. D: Should be, in my pencil case. Should be. Byebye good night miss you many! :D

And sist got koi back again :D:D:D:D:D bliss~