Met the two very irritating kids and headed to town on Friday. Good Friday.
Everywhere is packed with people *Suffocates*



Did some shopping with shimei who keep trying jeans and weiloke who was in his toms and he looka likea kungfu master.



Ate cakes at TCC.




It's hard because ninja kept hiding/wl kept poking his head out of the camera.

Gay Ong: Red

Ninja Cool(khoo): Orange

Jelly Chow:  Yellow

Plastic nose Tan: Lime green

Big head Tim: Blue

Tiffy Lee (wth so normal): Another blue which I don't know what is it called in English

Lemon rolling Ong: Violet!

Bad day. Bad day. *chants away*

1. Woke up at 2pm when I've tuition at 10.30am.
2. She's still pissing me like crazy every single moment.
3. A lot of packing to do
4. My hand hurts.


School is tomorrow.

That's means hectic lifestyle, again.
Rushing homework, more homework, study, learn bleh.
The cycle repeats.



I'm losing interest in blogging. -.- Yes I can't believe it.
I guess you are bored reading at posts like this.
Nowadays people are telling me blogs are boring, not interesting, cannot follow, retarded blahblahblah.

However, do they know how much does it takes to write out a decent post?



Every single word, every single picture takes time and effort.
I've to read my post again and again to make sure they are more or less coherent. Unless I'm really tired and will only do the editing the next day/couple of days.



Because it is a part of my life I can never omit.

The emotions I feel right now, at this very moment, will be forgotten in no time. However when I pen it down right here, I'll recall when I read this.



And god, I'm actually losing interest in something so important?




If only you read them as how I write them. 

No words can express how down I'm feeling right now. My life is in a fucking mess and I can do nothing to help, at all. I never felt so helpless before, never. I feel sad. Sad is a word I never really understood until today, this very moment.

Today wasn't a good day.


I studied carbonyl (dk for what) so left the important ones, untouched. Who can be more stupid than me?
I seriously can't find an answer.
Well, that isn't any big deal cause it's my fault for not preparing for it earlier. No one to blame.


I hardly dwell over unhappy stuff in studies. I know I can do better if I have prepared for it and that's makes everything better. At least I know I can. Just put in the effort.




However, what happened was really too much for me to take.




Who the hell injured his/her backbone during standing board jump? You got your answer, me.



It's hurts as though someone is constantly pounding into that area. Hurts so much every when I'm sitting.
I never hurt my back before so I am really at a loss now.
Well, I hope salonpas works, provided I can buy one by today. If not, I really doubt whether I can get out of bed tomorrow.


That's not exactly something that has the capability to crush me like a peanut.


I checked the weather forecast. A supposedly cloudy day turns out to be a hot-wet day. Hot initially and poured later. Glad the rain stopped.

Rain will dampen my mood for sure. Especially when I'm outdoors. Nothing makes me as pissed off as soaking wet shoes, damped paper (which will crumple/tear) and smelly clothes.


Well, if rain do bring me down I would most probably die of depression by now.




Something else happened.






In my whole entire life, I never really lost anything, physically.
The most is some skin when I suffer from sun burn, some hair when I chop them off, some nails when I clip them, some blood when I hurt myself... Nothing irreplaceable.


Who really bothers about material-loss anyway?
They are not born with you to start with.





However, just a moment ago my whole toe nail dropped off.
I don't know how to react. Calm yet dying. Mixed feelings.


The best solution is probably google for answers (since I doubt I know anyone whose toenail dropped off).
Freaked out by the results. Tell me, how?


All I know is cry, continue to google, bandage my toe and hope it will heal by tmr.
This year is really bad for rooster.

I believe many people should be really glad today is Friday. A good rest this week end before full-study mode.


Started with physics practical which ended up as physics 'lecture'. Argh. Hope FA is good.

Had some food before heading to GP lecture. Yawns. Boring as usual. Also, do not sit beside JiaChen! I drew him as a crocodile and he kept pulling my wig hahaha.

At least it's nice okay.

Had chem lecture. Headed to classroom for GP tutorial. Stayed back to finish up physics. Skipped mass dance thingy and went for CCA meeting. Ended at approximately 6+? Screwed up alllll my plans. No like.


I feel more attached to my CCA now. Undying passion. Wooo. I really wanna take a few good pictures but 1. I don't have a good camera and 2. I can't find my model 3. I don't know exactly how to take a good picture anyway.


Walked around the newly opened CWP with timtim. Meet up Ape and meimei after that. Parted at 8+.
Like slacking! :D


Tmr will be a good day. (L)

Come on the 12Jan! Free transport from woodlands MRT. 11am-5pm :D



 click below for POTD.

Hi, I'm not done with blogging for yesterday. Stay tune for it.
Just had porridge and I thought I can laze around the whole day. My tummy is swollen (literally, supper or buffet's fault?). I keep hitting them and they seemed hollow I feel pregnant.*rubs protruding tummy*


But now I've to get out, into the blazing Sun burning furiously to deliver something for mom.
Then to the supermarket for groceries as there ain't any lady fingers for curry tonight (BTW I THINK I'LL SHIT MY ASS OFF IF I EAT CURRY TONIGHT BUT MY AUNT WANTED TO COOK IT SO I'VE TO GET THE INGREDIENTS)
Am so reluctant to do so. Why not cut my fingers and cook them? Lazy's fingers.

I've to meet LiTing at 6 no matter what. I ps-ed her yesterday.
Anyway, I hope by then little monsters in my intestines get killed. you all suck.
Byebye.

Giddy. Awful. Idk what too.
Ate dinner but didn't help. I wonder is it what I read lol. Been spamming ghost encounters online like NBB.
And I found something quite interesting. At least I didn't know about that. So just to share with you.


One mentioned that if you have the feeling of walking through a spiderweb, that means you walk right through AP.
This is one thing I'm more keen to believe in.

Number 1, there's so many people walking through the same path same route in many directions some many times a day, how can spider form its web at speed of light?

Number 2, why the hell the person beside don't feel it when we're walking side by side?

Hahaaa at least I thought about such things before, but brushed it aside as I can't figure out.


Just a random note, I painted my nails on my own last night. Effing happy because this is the first time it turned out successful.

Except for the choice of colors. Did it under faint lighting so didn't notice I used purple instead of pink. The thing is, purple don't go well with silver. WELLLLLL.


Downloaded some movies but I wouldn't be watching them today. Need to sleep, headache. -.- Maybe I had too little food today, that's why.
Craving for koi, craving for freshly grilled prawns, sushi, kiwi, bbq chicken wings,

I'm feeling so awful even smelling my freshly-washed hair wouldn't help.


Ok I shall get some rest now and read the rest of my magz I got today.


Last thing, Happy birthday boy! C:
Other than the 4 guys in my life, you're the fifth that made me feel so comfortable with.
The one that cheer me up even when you're down.
No fanciful presents nor celebration, just you and I, I hope you're happy.
LOML. :D

Just finished dad's stuff.
Here's something to share. Bold = I think so too, red are my own thoughts. (I'm super criteria)

Hi just in case I forget, watched infestation. And, I really wna blog about how i feel about 2010. But u don't want before Xmas cause it will dampen the cheerful season (I like Xmas, sorry I know I've mentioned it a billion times) i like Xmas more than new year, more than valentine's day, more than birthday.
Xmas is like the thing to always look forward to. There's so many parties idk which one to go. :) so many celebrations!


Oh, I was complaining how sucky 2010 is. Yes I admit this is like one of the worst year in my life. Or in fact, one of the luckiest year. Talk about this in the next few post so stay tune.

A good post coming up, after I wake up :)


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updated 5pm.


First thing of today's post,





This is one of my favourite type of movies. Sci-fi/insect/horror/action. I like.
But the ending is crap. Ended with a "holy shit" Tada hate such endings. At least show some sneak preview/what to expect for the next movie right?




Slept at 5am, woke up at 8:30am. My body clock is so screwed. I'm like a walking zombie today.
Tuition was pretty smooth-sailing except for the fact that I'm late for 20minutes. Dad took the wrong route, he's mad funny.

Went to Northpoint for a meet up and had Pastamania, creamy chicken. Not bad not bad.
Received my first xmas present. (:

I think blog about xmas presents once xmas is over. Once and for all.

Waiting for my favourite girl's gift, to be delivered to my clean house? Hahaaa I bet she will be so lazy to move.


I took 965 think I've sixty plus cents inside my card and realised I only had 56cents inside. Was worried throughout the whole journey you know, what if the bus ride cost 58cents? Cannot have negative value right? In the end it cost 55cents, had 1cent left in my card right now.

I think I should load my first episode of vampire dairies, get a drink and homework and start multi-tasking.
Oh I've some research to do. Bye I guess if I have time I would blog later.