Wanted to leave with my sister to school na li zhi dao she left without me. Thank god today is afternoon paper if not I can spell I'm screwed backwards. Last paper wooooooohooooooooooooooooo.


Anyhow, it has been drizzling since I-don't-know-when. Sucha nice weather to nua in bed. Maybe just let me nua 10 more minutes? Just done ppt for UK presentation. I seriously don't know how I'm going to spend 3 minutes yakking about Cavendish Lab. Museum. Perhaps if it's the actual lab, I can.




Btw, really like the song on yq's blog. Weird weird weird I think I'm possessed or something. It seems that I'm switching from Eng/Chi songs?

Guess this obsession wouldn't last for very long..... That's so not me to go crazy over foreign languages.

Selling Sundown Festival 2011 Standard tickets! Help me spread please.

INTERESTED TEXT/EMAIL/FACEBOOK/TWEET ME. 

LINLIN_JIELIN@HOTMAIL.COM

 

 

 

 

 Not selling anymore. Noobie shemeh. Had the longest nap ever - 5 hours. It's practically all the sleep I get before Prelims2.... wait, I'm acting like Prelim2 is over. O_O

Headed to tuition after all the necessary nap. Thank god bus wasn't flooded with foreigners. Think I'm xenophobic, yes?

Did some online shopping, more of browsing. I take super damn long to decide what to buy. 

Lost my parcel T___T NO REFUND DE. Sad life.

It's 2.40am now; no motivation to sleep. (LOL?) nor determination to study. Oh and my phone just rang. At such an unearthly hour. 

Let's hope I don't sleep half my day away tomorrow. 

Last thing, I hope I'm not lazy to pull out my camera and take some pictures for this blog. The amount of words I contributed here will probably be 10 times more than what I wrote for Econs essays. In a less formal language.

Almost 12 hours of sleep... Okay time to catch up with my studies. Hate to say this but I hope I can pass my P3. What's wrong with me?! Don't understand why I'm doing at snail speed. Left 30 minutes for 2 qns yesterday. My heart almost stop and I can't nearly breathe.

There's major stuffing of information today... Because I've yet to START econs. Seems like econs and physics are forever last minute?


Cannot cannot.


Just recovered from all the stomach drama (no diarrhoea). Last meal was the one I had in canteen. No food today except last night's dinner. Am not touch it; can't imagine all the drama repeating again. Too lazy to cook some porridge (That's what sick people eat right?) so I'm setting with some maggie mee. Not bad, at least I can replenish some proteins with the egg in it.




And oh, @yueqi, the blue hair nan ren? Totally a girl ok.

OMGGG IT'S TWELVE SOMETHING ALREADY? SLAP ME RIGHT NOW. WASTED MY WHOLE DAY AWAY. SHOULDN'T HAVE NAPPED FOR TWO HOURS....


WENT TO CWP TO SETTLE SINGTEL STUFF BUT BTH. STILL NOT DONE YET. HAVE TO WAIT TILL FEB NEXT YEAR TO CANCEL MIOHOME. WASTE MONEY THINGY.


GOT A NEW DVD/BLUE-RAY PLAYER, WHICH WE ARE HAVING A HARD TIME SETTING UP. DAMN ALL THE TECHNOLOGIES. WHY YOU NO EASIER FOR TECHNOLOGY-NOOBBBBS?


I'M NOT FEELING ANGST OR WHAT, JUST FEEL LIKE BLOGGING IN CAPS HEHEH.




ANYHOW, BACK TO GADGETS/ELECTRONICS. AIMING FOR A GOOD EPILATOR, STRAIGHTENER/CURLER (BECAUSE THE ONE WE HAD IS GONE..... GONEEEEEE T_T), A MICROWAVE OVEN AND HAIRDRYER. NOT FORGETTING A LAPPY AND CAMERA (AFTER A LEVELS)


GONNA CHIONG WORK AND HOPEFULLY CAN LINK THE NEW PLAYER TO COMPUTER. WIRELESS NETWORK IS GOOD, PROVIDED THEY ARE EASIER TO USE.



XOXO.



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Check yueyue's blog. Chinese overload. But it's pretty true, can go see.
I'm starting to be more into blood types than horoscopes.


Twitter has one that offers pretty interesting facts about different blood groups.
Yeaaaa I'm a bloody stalker because somehow or rather, I remember certain peoples' blood group.
Just in case you're wondering/interested in reading yours, go to my twitter @ https://www.twitter.com/jielinnnx33 (not sure clickable or not) and the account I followed just a while ago.



And.... if you're bored enough and feels like stalking me (LOL DONT LAUGH), I'm blood type B.

Direct copy the title from Ms wang's email.
Happy teachers'day!



Didn't make my way back to rs (again, and I doubt I will next year). Celebration today was in fact one of the best. I meant the skit. :D


But sadly, was rushing stats work (WHICH I DIDN'T FINISH IN THE END LAR) haizx sad life.
At least I can do already right?! That's a good thing heheee.

Stayed back a little while to finish what I can for stats. Dragged myself around cwp. Had duck rice for lunch. Met sarah! :D:D:D:D So long never see her already. To think I was staring at her photo yesterday wondering when we'd meet again (on the class photo I carry around, yes sec1 and2). She's working in Uniqlo(cwp) now, try your luck!
Went home and realised I've no keys!!!
So slacked downstairs with a bottle of meiji chocolate milk (:D) but I finished it in 10 minutes.
Went to get keys, homed, slept and here I am.
Gonna rush physics for consultation tomorrow. D:


Anyhow, this was what I wrapped for Mr Ong (Which I'm damn proud of, I hope he doesn't see it as an insult).

Spent most of my time last night wrapping, cutting this and helping my sis with HER teachers' day presentsss. Hmmmm did she take a picture?

Actually I copied from 101 dog. ERRR I KNOW MY ART FAIL.

Okay right?! At least the ears and the colours. LOL.

LIBRARY TMR (Y) JIA YOU. AM CRAVING FOR MR BEAN'S ICECREAM. THAT STUFF MELTS IN YOUR MOUTH :3

Soya bean.

Chicken cutlet @ pots&pans ($4?)

Mai ya tang in apple @ Uncle tisbits ($1)

Oreo cheesecake @ LJS ($2.80?)

Fav biscuit!

Fav biscuit!

In the letter box

Frog @ deco place in cwp with wl and sm ($5.50)

Hello angels.
Need to do maths right now. Crazy score for stats T___T
Wrapped Mr Ong's present. Really cute I like. Well, will post a pic of it later.
(Although the wrapping sucks so bad)


Ohhhh! Went gym today. Heeeeheee I feel slimmer already don't care.
:D


Time for dinner.

When the line is drawn, it is obvious I'm at the other side.


Never thought things will be like this. Just like a carrier dumped into the drain, it can kill a life. (something like that).

In the midst of stress, fatigue, systematic way of life, I lost track of feelings, time, responsibility and myself.
Sorry.

That was a careless mistake, a causual remark; don't take it to heart. Xoxo

It reflects how lousy I am: a fail student, lover, daughter, friend, life.
It just hit hard and weirdly, hard.


Always so selfish, so bad. I can't stand myself, too. Sorry, really.

I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish, I wish tonight ♥







1. Made sw booked place for me for nothing. Changed and got lazy. AND I'M TRYING HARD TO KEEP MY EYES OPEN.
2. Went to tuition, 8 am. Damn proud of myself as well. :D
3. plus I slept at 3am, coolz not tw dramassss and some weird English demon shows.
4. blasting music so I wouldn't fall asleep while doing homework (MUGMUGMUGGGGGGG)
5. So many test next week. T____T PLUS GP PRELIMS 2~~~~~~~~ Love the week after though!
6. Gonna memorise all the inorganic for the test on tues. SHITZXZXXXXXXZXZXZXZXZXZZX my puny brain is bursting.

Too tired. I'm actually Depending on iPhone's auto correct (which failed me) to change my works words ddjnvmhcxh nights .Otmm


Nvm Id blog let after this was I money 
Nvm I will blog tomorrow





Craziness. Don't know what I was typing last night. Slept super early. All the late nights  sucking me dry. Hur *sobs*



Went to RP today. Studied a little. Continue for a little while with Aisyah and peeps. Munching potato chips in the library. Super hard thing to do. Tata am going to catch my mei le jia you now so I can turn on full swing mugging mode (considering the fact that I'm super busy tomorrow morning) after it. Cannot fall asleep okay cjlcjlcjl!




I've been thinking of you a little everyday; a little too much, a little too often, a little more each day. 

Weekends. (:

Finally a little more rest. 1 more week to prelims 2, Jia you!
(GP)

Is my blog's orientation off? Idk, I'd screenshot for you later.


Summary of the week(in random order).
1. Went to STAR today. Physics consultation was really good. Cleared most of my doubts.
2. Didn't have a proper meal until dinner.
3. GP is fun yet I cant digest the information! >:/
4. Added A whole cart of accessories. I will pay for them once I finish my work for the week.
5. So tempted to nua on bed. Tired ttm.
6. Transition metals ain't that hard after today"s lecture and consultation.
7. Should I blog everyday or every few days in this format? Very easy leh.
8. Super thirsty but really lazy to wash the cup that has been on my table for days.
9. Should be going to rp tmr.

That's all folks! Xoxo

Sup. I really can't remember what happened last week. Nothing worth mentioning as well.


Yesterday after tuition headed to Yishun. Initial plan was to cut hair/treatment. But the salon is closed.
So cancelled the trip and went to bugis with wl first. Luckily I changed outta my pyjamas. Though what I was in wasn't any better.


Grabbed koi first. First cup from bugis! Pretty worth the wait. (L)
The next one I'm going to try is clementi branch.

Went to Haji lane for a short while, had lemon sorbet at the ice-cream man.
So bloated from koi I can't even finish 1/4 of the sorbet. Had some board games. Meh. Walked back with the melted sorbet.


Went to bugis street with sm afterwards.
Hours spent, zero items.

Still super bloated but went to have pastamania with the two. Orchard after that.
Missed my first part of mei le jia you (which I finished a minute ago)
So excitingzzxzx omg can't wait it.

okay nuff.
Did some research for yan yada slept at 4am. Winwinwin.


Today's weather is so damn good but people die die also wanna choose today to burn all the offerings.
HAVE TO SHUT ALL THE WINDOWS. IT IS SO COOLING OUTSIDE BUT MY HOUSE IS OPERATING LIKE A MINI OVEN. BURN NEVER MIND BUT NO NEED BURN 1 WHOLE TONG(CHINESE) RIGHT? 4 HOURS, ASHES STILL IN THE AIR.


FML OHHHH. Studying now. Goodbuai.
LOVE LOVE THE HAIR ^. Is this like a kinda perm? I wantttt~ ^w^

Feed on my self-esteem until none is left








Wednesday, Thursday, Friday
School.
Didn't even realise I didn't blog for quite some time. Weird.

School is so busy nowadays. I will give up computer time for shopping, tv and sleep. Been sleeping before 12. Or 12.30am. Good good.


Got some stuff these few days.
1. Pens
2. Vans
3. Hair stuff. Go B1 chameleon today. Everything 10 for $5. How to resist?!

Not very nice+new but there were some good stuff. Anyhow, I need something other than all the frustrating shit I've been going through. 
Got 20 items in total for $10. Worth it.
Love the zebra print hair tie.



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Woke up super late today. Rushing like mad. Forgot to bring most of my work fml. Stoning throughout most of the lessons. Mood was horrible.






Sometimes it's pretty hard.

"When someone asked you what's wrong. You couldn't answer because they were the reason"
A quote I can never comprehend, until today.

I'm easily influenced and tend to change my opinion on things if you try to reason it out.


It was driving me crazy because sometimes people don't understand.
The thing is, if I got it wrong once, it's alright, I'd try again. Twice, thrice.. etc. But come to a point when I'm so scared of making any errors deemed "wrong" in their eyes I can't do/like what I want anymore.


People are so quick to pass judgment and they never consider how you'd feel about it.
Even if you dislike something, phrase them in a better way?

Being truthful is good but not to the extent you forget others do have feelings too.
Everyone views different things differently. 



When I open up, people either don't care or judge. So, what's the point?
Extremely weird to come out from my mouth but this is exactly how I feel nowadays.




I'm still a happy girl after everything but maybe just teeny bit less happy.

Was a little taken aback when Aunt broke the news to us.
I don't want anything to change now. I just want everyone to be happy and healthy.


Was really distracted, even during dinner. Yami yogurt didn't really cheer me up.

Now I wish there's a cure to everything.
Now I wish to cuddle my dad, my mum, my aunt.. anyone close.
Love the laugters we had. 


Nothing like family. If you haven't realised.

For moments don't wait, don't repeat, so don't forfeit










Hello.
Monday
School. Anything interesting? Not that I can remember. That means nothing, written in a longer way.
Had a nice dinner with dad. Plan to go xing wang but cancelled because mum cooked dinner. Super tiring day. Sequence all jumbled up.



Okay show you some super fail photoshop pictures lol.

Hello world! I'm back from HP7! Omgzxzzz so exciting!!! I can't believe I finished all 8 movies.
No more yearly movies to watch already. Sad. Comeon! Somebody make some good action-packed movies (Love lord of the rings too but sad, only got 3 parts to it). Twilight cannot compare. Haizx.


*go emo*




Anyhow, it was good! But expected a little more here and there. Was laughing at Voldemort's laughter. Hiakhiakhiak. LOL.


And can't help checking his noseless face out.
{: Must watch if you haven't.



Caught this with the girls. Sad sm and wl can't make it. Had yami yogurt with fruity pebbles. I would say this is the first time I find cereals "acceptable". Note, I'm still anti-cereal. Lol.
And this morning I wanted to pick up peanut butter to try! *smack head* what's wrong with me? Btw, I hate peanut butter.

And cereal. : |

Last thing, bth the couple a few miles away. I ain't stalking them or what. Trying to focus on my movie but they keep making those irritating sounds. I know, who didn't make out in a cinema before? But there's like lots of kids around. Kids, children. Xiaoxiaodeleh. 'nuff said. 

Went to Gelare after some work yesterday. Oh not forgetting the porridge sw's mum cooked for us. :D

Chilling there was pretty good except it was pretty stuffy.
Chatted, laughed and htht. Kinda last minute plan but I love it. Went to the benches outside gift a name to continue. It is always nice to talk about random things here and there, about this and that, right?


I guess that was the first time I stayed out so late with love. Hohoooo all the way till the shops in cwp closed.
24 hours of food and random crapping after Alevels, alright?

I also want go holiday~~~ but cannot leh you know? :( Maybe let's be a Singapore tourist okok @liting? :D

He was all she got, all she fought for





I'm so lazy to blog but I want to blog. See the irony?
Nothing much today. Stayed back for econs and self-revision for chem today. Library is good, just a little noisy at times.
Air-con own everything though.


Stayed till 8 something before heading home. Slept in the library for about 25minutes. Cannot take it anymore. Really pei fu those that mug throughout. How is that even possible?!



TEACH ME I WANT LEARN LOL.



Love lessons in N1-4, it's super hot there but I just like the fact we have a fixed room, not shuffling around like Harry Potter. I don't need pre-university training in this area, seriously.



Gonna start GP paragraph now.

Sunday
Headed to tuition first before heading to the library. Met sw, alton and yl there. Left after a while and went to sm's house. Tried some work, stalked people, ate and home. Was in PE that day because something stupid happened, which I'm not going to talk about it anymore.


Monday
School, as per usual. Stayed till 6+. Chem extra lesson and physics subject day.
After which dropped by cwp for a little while.


Tuesday
School, again. lol. Class was officially in N1-4 because of tofu chen. PE was crazy. Ultimate frisbee was good but the sun was plain crazy. Burning, literally. Went for chem thingy after school. Hohooo.


2 sentences each day. How nice.
I'll try to type something nice tomorrow. C:

Yoyooo. Funny thing of the day: fell asleep in school for an hour.

After which, went to meet litingliting. Chilled at coffee bean. Lol sm and her dumb dumb. Thought we buy the fresh milk for $2.

Heheee plus we super high lol. Seriously crapped like nobody's business.



Met fen Ni after that. Talked. Can't wait for next sat!!
Love love.