Hello people. Didn't blog when I say I would. Everyday is packed. Like mad.
Can't squeeze com time in. Unless I Yi bian watch Jia Hao yue yuan Yi bian blog.
Probably typing crap if I do that. So.... I absent myself.


I will do a post with summary + photos etc tonight when I come back from the horrible mission today -cut hair.


To all a level muggers out there, mug hard!
If you haven't get into the momentum, wake up. 85days. No joke. Unless you wna screw your future up. The uni talk yesterday was a good reality check. Look at people around, look at yourself. Where do you stand. Im probably out of the zone but I'm going to start working hard to get my ass inside.

Even the always-procrastinating girl is trying to study, what about you?

I am too, one of the souls out there. Another mad selfish soul.

I'm constantly upset with myself. I never think before I speak, especially when I'm angry/not in a good mood. Desperately needs some mood/anger managing skills. Impart me, someone?

when words come out like blades, they cut both ways.
That's right, double-edged sword.

I got to stop blogging about what I feel (I did cool down before I do that post anyway)
Imagine how bad I'd write if I blog at that very... Implusive moment.

It's like, things happening at home. I stopped blogging about them. Any bad shit.
I just, breathe.
Can't let my heart take over my head again.

Wouldn't let 1 unhappy event ruin all we have.



To those that care/bother/love me: I can't swear, but I'd work hard and try my best to control my mood/anger and be less irritating alright!


At least I don't flare up as much. Everytime I control my mood i will feel so happy and will give myself a pat on the back. Finally growing up. Hooooo. Don't care I insist on this point despite the constant figure in height.

I don't wanna lose any of you, including LOML(figure this out yourself if you don't know what is it). Baby, appreciate my efforts! Good bye.

Typed by a weary girl in the middle of the night with super not user-friendly iPhone blogging site.

Dear world. I got back my chem. Do I need to repeat myself?
I know I didn't put in 100% for all my tests, so I can't whine or what. I only have myself to blame. Am extremely scared for econs. Confirm + chop fail.

:(

Anyhow, results aside.

Am putting up this little corner at the >>>>. That will be photo of the moment. That is my favourite photo of the day/hour/what.

Will update when I feel like it. (y) No need to post on twitter already.




Today marks the 2nd positive change: Putting in 100% for everything.



Had mock NAPFA today, 5 stations.
True, the teacher is pretty demoralising.

Furthermore she didn't believe I did 30 pull-ups? I know I got flabby arms but don't belittle them okay *swings them in glory*
LOL.


I almost died when I know I didn't make it for sit and reach. BUT I DID IN THE END HEHEHEHE SUPER MAD HAPPY :D. Even wood (quite obvious who right) made it! I think it's the octopus dance leh.

(y) Next up: 2.4km in 15.30! I can do it!
 I MUST MUST MUST MUST DO IT. [:


And I'll embrace my gold after xyz years. The previous years were disastrous.
sit and reach: C, run: D
run: C, sit and reach: D.
-_____- crap this is not going to happen this year.


I'm determined to reach my target. Napfa is the first target I set for myself after block test. Die die also must meet.



The next few will be upcoming FA (if there is any) and P1.
Jiayou!


I guess I will be uploading sentosa post on Sat. See whether my "true" friends want to go out for dinner or not. LOL.

As of why it is taking so long... Well, I'm too lazy to ps every single picture but I want to rim every one. So that takes 1minute.

WHAT?? No need to load?



Furthermore I'm trying to create the sun kissed effect (which failed in many photos). Just adjusting colours take 2mins per picture. D:

Omg how stupid can I get?

After clicking on the link on yq's blog my com has been lacking likea sw.
How?? :(

Double blow cause I'm noob enough to fall (AGAIN) for msn trap. You know.. those "Hey! Is this you on facebook? *LINK*" Yes. I clicked on it before the one on yq's blog.


Hahaaa I don't have anti-virus so don't ask me to scan. To be more accurate, I haven't install. How to install??!!!



Don't care. Let me post first; then I will deal with the bloody irritating problems my com is giving me.




I did packing today.
Waiting for pictures. Check back at 9pm :D






From
Random glass cabinet:
Didn't pack this but added some stuff in :D

I figure I'd blog first before heading to the showers, take out physics and attempt to revise while watching the movies I spammed loading last night.... 3am.


It was hard... Because the only shows I downloaded (okay fine most of them) are horror films. Watching the trailers at 3am...? Hmmmm.
Furthermore, youtube hangs like crazy and I can hear screeching/banging/screaming but can't see a shit. lol.



Anyhow, I just updated my phone and my jailbreak programmes are gone? LOL why like that?
And 'prison break' app is driving me crazy! Why so hard! Who no walk through?!!




Okay let me blog about what I did today.
It's really really boring because I did packing.


(Yes I need to blog about this because this is the first positive change I make! - keeping my things organise.)


It is an extremely tedious task, you know?



PS, there's a lot of irrelevant pictures I took... so click at your own risk.
But wanted to pen it down here because I want to see what junk I have next time when I read back.

Well, sucks much. Didn't really do well for both papers today... especially Econs. Practically can't finish my essaysss (sorta because one of the points aint a point at all?) and my case study.... GG.com.


Really not thinking at that point of time.
Lost 2 precious marks for chem as well. wtf why did I forget to change my answer? *stab self with RSD*

By the way it's RSD not RSB. Realised this mistake when I'm making sw guess what is it.



Through this two papers, I realised the problem lies with me.


I'm going to change. 
And make sure I do better for physics as well as other papers.




I'm NOT going to go through the same thing for Prelim1,2 and A level.



Let block test be my fall.





I don't know what happened to me but I never put in my 100% for anything for this couple of years.. Well, maybe I never did before.
Be it in academics, school, work, life, friends, relationships, resolutions etc.

So let's start.


On this eventful day - that is 23March2011 - Let's make positive changes.
That doesn't only apply to me, it applies to you as well.


Another highlight of today is:


Let's see. I don't know where to start.
There are many regrets and wrong choices I made in 2010....... One of them is meeting you.

Because of you, I join ASW monastery. fml T____T
Because of you, I start to feel my best friend is an evil doremon LOL.
Because of you, I learn to share the darkest secrets and craziest dreams.
Because of you, I'm moving with slowpok speed.
Because of you, I have tons of unglam photos up on facebook. Everyone must think I'm a freak or what.


Nevertheless, this one year has been really great.

You (and the other girls) impacted me, a lot.


You cannot deny you brought joy to a lot of people (by allowing them to tease you looool), you lend a listening ear when I need to talk, a comforting shoulder when I need someone to lean on.


*Disclaimer, a lot of people made an impact in my life, in one way or another. Not only her if not I sound so les*




I love how you point and laugh so hard at something but no sound comes out.
I love how we say the slowest one to finish packing is sw syndrome/sw shang sheng.
I love shooting you even when you're totally out of the picture.
I love how determined and motivated you are.
I love the times we come together, mahjong, shop, play, camwhore, sauna, talk, crap, gossip, laugh hysterically(applies for you only), etc etc.


Finally, this is how it feels like to have a homogeneous clique.




We get to do all the things together. Things I never do with my dearests.
they will never agree to mj/paint nails together lol.




Am glad I know you (all). 




.....This is turning into some gratitude letter.... supposing for end of the year..... to the girls..... not to the birthday girl.... LOL.



Coming back to the main point.
18. LOL. OLD. Nvm it's not like you're young when you're 17 or what.

Here, I wish you all the best for your A levels, I hope you will remain 100% positive, cheerful, thoughtful. I hope you'll be faster and get rid of sw and yq syndrome. I hope you will ace your geog paper later. I hope you will have straighter hair and bigger eyes, I hope we remain in contact one year from now because it'd be your loss to lose me as a friend yup yup!

Happy Eighteen !
LOVE YOU! *YUCKS I'M GAY*



Random things:
1. I un-privated my twitter already.
Haizzz nvm la weird followers jiu weird lo. It is frustrating when you want to retweet something badly and it is forbidden. LOOL. Plus, it'd be beneficial for people who read my updates via my blog as they do not have a twitter account. Yea.:D


2. Thanks zz for lending me his jacket during chem if not you'll probably see a block of ice sitting at J/K4. And vinus's one during econs! :D



3. ONE MORE PAPER TO GO.


4. Had a hard time ps-ing sw aiya paiseh if you don't like. This is sw when she wears enlarging lens, rebond hair and lipstick (you know how pale her lips looks right!)


5. Finally watching my movies and vamp diaries. LOL.