Sunday
Headed to tuition first before heading to the library. Met sw, alton and yl there. Left after a while and went to sm's house. Tried some work, stalked people, ate and home. Was in PE that day because something stupid happened, which I'm not going to talk about it anymore.


Monday
School, as per usual. Stayed till 6+. Chem extra lesson and physics subject day.
After which dropped by cwp for a little while.


Tuesday
School, again. lol. Class was officially in N1-4 because of tofu chen. PE was crazy. Ultimate frisbee was good but the sun was plain crazy. Burning, literally. Went for chem thingy after school. Hohooo.


2 sentences each day. How nice.
I'll try to type something nice tomorrow. C:

Slept all the way to like 10 the moment I reach home. So this means about 4 hours of nap. I should have stayed back to study or what haahahaa.

This is pretty insane. 4 hours of sleep and I'm sleeping only 1 hour later than usual. Thought I could at least do homework until.. 1/1.30am. But shags guess I'm sleeping now.

That is because I've to wake up at 5 to wash my hair later. Hohooo didn't wash them because I was mad tired I don't so I can't wait to nap, plus I hate to blow dry my hair. So waking up early tmr to wash them.


So tired. *crawls into bed* good night. :)

Firefox is a bitch. Can't check my mail from there. Luckily I've all browsers. Msn app is always down. So hard to online on phone now. :( Meh mehz so if you see me online I'm actually not. Wait, sometimes I am. This is getting too complicated but you can try your luck!
The best is twitter, still. Even if the Internet is at speed of light divide by 10^8 (Yes, I took out and started READING my first physics topic), it will still load. Best ever. Plus you get to interact with people you don't usually talk to. Somehow, I find everyone more friendly there?


Still..


This is a tad random but below were the few things I'm constantly thinking about for the past couple of days
1. Get a camera after prelims
2. Shopping with litingliting
3. Switch out of hotmail (SO IRRITATING)
4. Start working hard and smart


Am super duper lethargic. Will most probably stone on the com chair for the rest of the night.
I am sooooooooo drained today. God knows why. I roll around the house via com chair. Takes like 1 min to stand up and charge my phone. And I napped like 4 times today. Not short 10 mins or what. Each nap is about 1~3hours.
Hur I am prepared to die in prelims. -____-
I don't want leh. Howz someone help me. :(
I strongly believe a sloth spirit is in me.


Though I forgot what I wanna blog about, I typed loads of crap here to entertain you for a min or two.
Kudos.

This picture kinda reminds me of Cambridge, when we were punting you know. Heheee.
12 hours ago I was awake, using computer and 12 hours later (which is now), I'm doing exactly the same thing. Gosh life is so boring. Everyone is out doing their things and I'm cope at home doing nothing. Gonna fix some lunch for myself and wj. At least he's free to chill for a while.


I gonna start revising soon. (since I found something I really want to study in Uni).
I haven't exactly decide yet, but it'd be something related to Chem, bio. Considering the fact I'm pretty much concerned about the environment, green chem will be interesting? Or Bio chem? 
What I think I will really enjoy is beauty industry. But heck will that make a lot of money?
So this is a choice between dreams and interest.
Or I'd just stick to the plain boring business courses and be OL. 9-5 for 5 days. Looool.







Anyhow, have anyone experiences any aching? I am. Every single bone in my soul is crying for help.
Is it my bed? o.o

Guess too much luxury (soft fluffy beds) made my backbone go weak.
Hoooooo. T_____________T Hurts like crazy.



Last thing, the thing about time eater is bugging me like crazy. There seems to be something there, constantly reminding me I don't have much time left. Yes indeed. To prelims.

Yo.

Today was... .disastrous. If you are in IJ1012A you get what I mean. 4 tests straight.
Lunch at 2.45pm when we have test on 3pm.


Well, physics mock was okay, AQ... er I'm totally confused by her way of writing. Chem was.... repeating and more repeating whereas Maths was plain screwed. I think I got like.... 1 mark hahahh.
Not even joking here.


Well.
Time to start practising and revising. Loool yesterday I napped my night away. Plus there's so much to juggle. Finally, it's over.


Now..... Drama from Mdm Chan on Tues. Confirm.

Hello angels. :D


I've Maths test to read up on (not forgetting physics mock spa eh) so let me just do a quick post.

Had a mini May celebration (which imo quite pathetic) with breadtalk cake. Nice but very ni? You geddit?
Maybe I'll upload the photos later.


Well, chose today because it's dou fu shou's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


Assembly was... boring. Kept browsing my photos. Stayed back for mirco-econs revision thingy. Hur we weren't really following the lecturer. I can't think mirco when as all I do nowadays is macro.



Gonna ignite my study engine liao (SI MATHS TEST).
I aim to borderline pass because I'm a tired girl who needs to nap, eat, shower and sleep by 11:30.
Good luck to me!



And yes, meeting dearests tmr yo :D

Hi life.
Shugs. I'm rushing for GP research now. Deadline: Tomorrow. T__________T
Anyhow, had awesome PE today. :] Netball ftw.



Assembly was.... boring. Some student Parliament thing. I didn't pay attention, at all.
eh it was really boring I swear. Nothing will change how I feel about the school. now. Forget it.

Stayed back for REAP after school. Waste time, really.
Hmmm so happy sm stayed to accompany me.

Going for dinner now (at 9:07pm eh) and back to continue GP research! Gonna finish it! NO MATTER WHAT.


Btw, I'm thinking of getting a wallet.........
Can't stop loving wallets with hearts.
Like one.

After UK trip ba. Broke, like seriously broke.

Blog about my TO BUY list (since yq and sw did it) after I'm done with GP. 

HEHEEE I WANT ONE OF THE ABOVE TOO.

Monday blues. really monday blues. I was mad mad mad hungry before lunch today.
A hungry jie lin is an angry jie lin.


Much better after food. I love food.

Went to toilet after every period. :/ Yes I don't have a bladder. What's your problem?
LOOOOOL I also don't know why. Drank too much water?



Ohhh had GP timed assignment.
Might as well.. Screwed.
Not sure whether the points are acceptable or not. *Pray*


Went home with yq because the rest are 1. Geog-ing, 2. START-ing or 3. Chem-ing.

Yes time for dinner.
And then a short nap. Life is pretty awesome this way... Before I remember I need to write 2 essays for Econs tomorrow..............

1 random fact: I'm craving for buffet. HEHEE especially Japanese but...... :(

Well, sucks much. Didn't really do well for both papers today... especially Econs. Practically can't finish my essaysss (sorta because one of the points aint a point at all?) and my case study.... GG.com.


Really not thinking at that point of time.
Lost 2 precious marks for chem as well. wtf why did I forget to change my answer? *stab self with RSD*

By the way it's RSD not RSB. Realised this mistake when I'm making sw guess what is it.



Through this two papers, I realised the problem lies with me.


I'm going to change. 
And make sure I do better for physics as well as other papers.




I'm NOT going to go through the same thing for Prelim1,2 and A level.



Let block test be my fall.





I don't know what happened to me but I never put in my 100% for anything for this couple of years.. Well, maybe I never did before.
Be it in academics, school, work, life, friends, relationships, resolutions etc.

So let's start.


On this eventful day - that is 23March2011 - Let's make positive changes.
That doesn't only apply to me, it applies to you as well.


Another highlight of today is:


Let's see. I don't know where to start.
There are many regrets and wrong choices I made in 2010....... One of them is meeting you.

Because of you, I join ASW monastery. fml T____T
Because of you, I start to feel my best friend is an evil doremon LOL.
Because of you, I learn to share the darkest secrets and craziest dreams.
Because of you, I'm moving with slowpok speed.
Because of you, I have tons of unglam photos up on facebook. Everyone must think I'm a freak or what.


Nevertheless, this one year has been really great.

You (and the other girls) impacted me, a lot.


You cannot deny you brought joy to a lot of people (by allowing them to tease you looool), you lend a listening ear when I need to talk, a comforting shoulder when I need someone to lean on.


*Disclaimer, a lot of people made an impact in my life, in one way or another. Not only her if not I sound so les*




I love how you point and laugh so hard at something but no sound comes out.
I love how we say the slowest one to finish packing is sw syndrome/sw shang sheng.
I love shooting you even when you're totally out of the picture.
I love how determined and motivated you are.
I love the times we come together, mahjong, shop, play, camwhore, sauna, talk, crap, gossip, laugh hysterically(applies for you only), etc etc.


Finally, this is how it feels like to have a homogeneous clique.




We get to do all the things together. Things I never do with my dearests.
they will never agree to mj/paint nails together lol.




Am glad I know you (all). 




.....This is turning into some gratitude letter.... supposing for end of the year..... to the girls..... not to the birthday girl.... LOL.



Coming back to the main point.
18. LOL. OLD. Nvm it's not like you're young when you're 17 or what.

Here, I wish you all the best for your A levels, I hope you will remain 100% positive, cheerful, thoughtful. I hope you'll be faster and get rid of sw and yq syndrome. I hope you will ace your geog paper later. I hope you will have straighter hair and bigger eyes, I hope we remain in contact one year from now because it'd be your loss to lose me as a friend yup yup!

Happy Eighteen !
LOVE YOU! *YUCKS I'M GAY*



Random things:
1. I un-privated my twitter already.
Haizzz nvm la weird followers jiu weird lo. It is frustrating when you want to retweet something badly and it is forbidden. LOOL. Plus, it'd be beneficial for people who read my updates via my blog as they do not have a twitter account. Yea.:D


2. Thanks zz for lending me his jacket during chem if not you'll probably see a block of ice sitting at J/K4. And vinus's one during econs! :D



3. ONE MORE PAPER TO GO.


4. Had a hard time ps-ing sw aiya paiseh if you don't like. This is sw when she wears enlarging lens, rebond hair and lipstick (you know how pale her lips looks right!)


5. Finally watching my movies and vamp diaries. LOL.

If you know, or if you don't, this period has been a rough patch for JL. Almost to the point of suicidal.
But I'm fine now. Come, I'm not going to stop moving forward no matter what. Blahblah.


I did blog. I'm also not exactly sure why it didn't appear. Weird, weird.


Basically I ain't going to disclose anything here, not that it's anything glamorous.
Let's see how things go, okay.




Let me first thank people who showed concern for the past few days. I'm really grateful. I wonder how can I press on without them around.
People that tried means to cheer me up (Yes I did feel better)
People that came all the way down from faraway places (outside woodlands area) to accompany me.
People who text/twitter/fb/msn me.
Love them a lot.

A really brief update
1. SM2 peeps gathering on sat after camp.
2. movie（my ex2) and sw house on mon.





Today..... I finally said my piece. I will stop coaching one of the kids. Well.... Seriously, I don't wanna waste time on someone who is unwilling to learn. I ain't a saint or what. Furthermore I've already done my very best.



It's up to him whether he wants to learn or not.




Giving up, anything for that matter, isn't in JL's dictionary. But I realised there are things we have to put down in order to move forward.



My philosophy is if you're good to me, I'll be better to you.
If you try to stay in my life, I'll make sure you do.

Today was too eventful. Nah I'm just kidding.

I'm utmost drained I don't even have the energy to pour a cup of water. thirsty.tired. Nothing can expressed how cui I'm feeling now. Why so tired?!  Will blog when I wake up, hopefully before 9. THOU.SHALL.NOT.BE.LATE.TMR.


Luckily I brushed my teeth already. Hit the sacks, now.

Hello. I'm really drained today. So I guess I would blog about yesterday and today, tomorrow.

Leaving very soon. Very very soon.
Should I continue to update during CNY period? You wanna read?


Yes, no school tomorrow. (y)

I'm going to bed now. Not really. Before 12! Even earlier than during school days.
Awesome :D

FYI, I'm super shag that day, as well as today so all the photos are beyond repair.
I can't even photoshop them cause it's impossible.


So some photos are weird, some are randomly doodled on.
Hugs and kisses. Merry xmas.


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Set off with the two. Metro at cwp first and got the most expensive stuff from our whole entire trip.

Bought a pair of shoes at cwp too. And I feel it's the best buy of all. $15.90, nearly 50% off at Mimosa.

Bloated face ftw. -___-

I think cute!