I FEEL LIKE DYING NOW. TWO HOURS IN BED AND IM STILL WIDE AWAKE. HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE CHEM?!!
ACTUALLY I WANTED TO GET IPHONE AFTER ALEVELS, WHEN I WORK. I CANT IMAGINE MYSELF SURVIVING ON POTATOES IN ORDER TO PAY FOR IT HUR LOL MEHHH. BUT AFTER TONIGHT'S SLEEPLESS NIGHT I DECIDED I NEED IT.
AT LEAST I NO LONGER HAVE TO SMUGGLE OUT TO BLOG/TWEET/ENTERTAIN MYSELF.
NOR WAIT FOR DONKEY YEARS FOR MY PHONE TO CONNECT. (REALLY DAMN SLOW; PISSES ME LIKE MAD MAN)
I DONT KNOW WHETHER IT'S PRE-EXAMS SYNDROME OR OVER-THINKING. BEEN THINKING ABOUT THE FUTURE AND THE PAST AND I FEEL SHO SAD NAO = CANT SLEEP.
HIAK YA WHATEVS. LUCKILY I'M TEXTING SOMEONE I DONT EVEN BELIEVE IM TEXTING. LIFE IS SO WEIRD, SOMETIMES.
AND THE BIG IRONY IN LIFE: YOU WANT HER YET SHE DON'T WANT YOU. SHE WANTS HIM YET HE DON'T WANT HER.
YEAH, IT'S THAT SHIT (LITERALLY) CLOTTING MY MIND FOR THE PAST GOD-DAMN 2 HOURS.... THAT COULD HAVE BEEN MY SLEEP. T_____T
JIELIN YOU BETTER DON'T FALL ASLEEP DURING CHEM TOMORROW IF NOT YES, YOU'LL DIE IN THE SEA I TELL YOU.
OKAY IM ALONE IN THE LIVING ROOM I CAN HEAR PEOPLE DOWNSTAIRS AND STUFF. AND IT'S FREAKING ME OUT....
LAST THING: IM NOT TIRED, AT ALL.
