First let me complain about my noobness. Seriously I should start opening my eyes more often. How can I make that those stupid mistake mistakes. And on my way home I realised I have another careless mistake T____T. Really really feel like tweeting at that moment to complain but *look at phone* err, no thanks hahaha.

You know what's so sickening? I was telling myself  "ehh this one seems wrong leh. This method wrong".
AND I JUST IGNORE LOLWTHHEHEEWEIRDLIKETHAT. 

so 2 should get right questions........ GONE.






Next, I just realised I'm dragged into the same club as yq and sw... for 1 picture? O___O
Okay la yq not bad, maybe the worst things I can associate her with are mooncake face, wood, ice prince, puny stomach, dory, yueqi's slowdaoyaosi walking disease, unable to differentiate gender... what else?


But sw................................................................................................................................?
Okay, I guess I've to start thinking what good things I can associate her with, to make myself feel a tad better. *think really hard, really really reallllllly hard* Haishhh #lifeofaninnocentkid


Maybe her cow aura is something good? Yayaaaaaa heheeee talk about crazy.






1 more paper aka Maths for the week. Phew! So glad weekends is just round the corner.
Okay nap, food, Maths and my cute boqiao waiting for me tonight 10pm.


 A couple days back I was browsing youtube and THAT, stunned me...

Things never get easier, you just get better ♥






Haven't touch physics yet. I'm guilty already. Feeling damn sleepy now, HOW? Aunt's coming back from China today... Mom and dad is leaving for Bkk next week, Aunt is, again, leaving for Taiwan after my parents are back. Envy much! I also wanna go overseas!



Chem was fine. Like real fine. I've never completed Chem paper before the time's up. Wait, never for any paper ever since I entered JC. Ahhh I missed it, definitely. Econs sucks. Miaooo stupid I wouldn't even talk about it. Hopefully my essay (haven't take yet) will be good enough to pull my case study up. Cui cui cui. Thank god I ain't H1. 60% for case study..... you kidding me?


Sorry I'm noob like that.




Okay I should at least memorise the formula before bed. Damn cozy to sleep tonight! Must work faster!
LOVELOVELOVE cool rainy weather like this.
Jie Lin, mug hard for physics okay!









Heheeee physics enough? :D

Direct copy the title from Ms wang's email.
Happy teachers'day!



Didn't make my way back to rs (again, and I doubt I will next year). Celebration today was in fact one of the best. I meant the skit. :D


But sadly, was rushing stats work (WHICH I DIDN'T FINISH IN THE END LAR) haizx sad life.
At least I can do already right?! That's a good thing heheee.

Stayed back a little while to finish what I can for stats. Dragged myself around cwp. Had duck rice for lunch. Met sarah! :D:D:D:D So long never see her already. To think I was staring at her photo yesterday wondering when we'd meet again (on the class photo I carry around, yes sec1 and2). She's working in Uniqlo(cwp) now, try your luck!
Went home and realised I've no keys!!!
So slacked downstairs with a bottle of meiji chocolate milk (:D) but I finished it in 10 minutes.
Went to get keys, homed, slept and here I am.
Gonna rush physics for consultation tomorrow. D:


Anyhow, this was what I wrapped for Mr Ong (Which I'm damn proud of, I hope he doesn't see it as an insult).

Spent most of my time last night wrapping, cutting this and helping my sis with HER teachers' day presentsss. Hmmmm did she take a picture?

Actually I copied from 101 dog. ERRR I KNOW MY ART FAIL.

Okay right?! At least the ears and the colours. LOL.

LIBRARY TMR (Y) JIA YOU. AM CRAVING FOR MR BEAN'S ICECREAM. THAT STUFF MELTS IN YOUR MOUTH :3

Soya bean.

Chicken cutlet @ pots&pans ($4?)

Mai ya tang in apple @ Uncle tisbits ($1)

Oreo cheesecake @ LJS ($2.80?)

Fav biscuit!

Fav biscuit!

In the letter box

Frog @ deco place in cwp with wl and sm ($5.50)

Hello angels.
Need to do maths right now. Crazy score for stats T___T
Wrapped Mr Ong's present. Really cute I like. Well, will post a pic of it later.
(Although the wrapping sucks so bad)


Ohhhh! Went gym today. Heeeeheee I feel slimmer already don't care.
:D


Time for dinner.

Feed on my self-esteem until none is left








Wednesday, Thursday, Friday
School.
Didn't even realise I didn't blog for quite some time. Weird.

School is so busy nowadays. I will give up computer time for shopping, tv and sleep. Been sleeping before 12. Or 12.30am. Good good.


Got some stuff these few days.
1. Pens
2. Vans
3. Hair stuff. Go B1 chameleon today. Everything 10 for $5. How to resist?!

Not very nice+new but there were some good stuff. Anyhow, I need something other than all the frustrating shit I've been going through. 
Got 20 items in total for $10. Worth it.
Love the zebra print hair tie.



----
Woke up super late today. Rushing like mad. Forgot to bring most of my work fml. Stoning throughout most of the lessons. Mood was horrible.






Sometimes it's pretty hard.

"When someone asked you what's wrong. You couldn't answer because they were the reason"
A quote I can never comprehend, until today.

I'm easily influenced and tend to change my opinion on things if you try to reason it out.


It was driving me crazy because sometimes people don't understand.
The thing is, if I got it wrong once, it's alright, I'd try again. Twice, thrice.. etc. But come to a point when I'm so scared of making any errors deemed "wrong" in their eyes I can't do/like what I want anymore.


People are so quick to pass judgment and they never consider how you'd feel about it.
Even if you dislike something, phrase them in a better way?

Being truthful is good but not to the extent you forget others do have feelings too.
Everyone views different things differently. 



When I open up, people either don't care or judge. So, what's the point?
Extremely weird to come out from my mouth but this is exactly how I feel nowadays.




I'm still a happy girl after everything but maybe just teeny bit less happy.

He was all she got, all she fought for





I'm so lazy to blog but I want to blog. See the irony?
Nothing much today. Stayed back for econs and self-revision for chem today. Library is good, just a little noisy at times.
Air-con own everything though.


Stayed till 8 something before heading home. Slept in the library for about 25minutes. Cannot take it anymore. Really pei fu those that mug throughout. How is that even possible?!



TEACH ME I WANT LEARN LOL.



Love lessons in N1-4, it's super hot there but I just like the fact we have a fixed room, not shuffling around like Harry Potter. I don't need pre-university training in this area, seriously.



Gonna start GP paragraph now.

Sunday
Headed to tuition first before heading to the library. Met sw, alton and yl there. Left after a while and went to sm's house. Tried some work, stalked people, ate and home. Was in PE that day because something stupid happened, which I'm not going to talk about it anymore.


Monday
School, as per usual. Stayed till 6+. Chem extra lesson and physics subject day.
After which dropped by cwp for a little while.


Tuesday
School, again. lol. Class was officially in N1-4 because of tofu chen. PE was crazy. Ultimate frisbee was good but the sun was plain crazy. Burning, literally. Went for chem thingy after school. Hohooo.


2 sentences each day. How nice.
I'll try to type something nice tomorrow. C:

Yoyooo. Funny thing of the day: fell asleep in school for an hour.

After which, went to meet litingliting. Chilled at coffee bean. Lol sm and her dumb dumb. Thought we buy the fresh milk for $2.

Heheee plus we super high lol. Seriously crapped like nobody's business.



Met fen Ni after that. Talked. Can't wait for next sat!!
Love love.

Something quite awesome. As of how true it is, I don't really know. Anyhow, I've experienced this lucid dreaming thingy for a couple of times. I thought I bei gui ya wtf. HAHAAAAA SO IGNORANT.


Anyhow, I tried doing it last night and it sorta succeed. Except the fact that I'm toooooooo tired I can't take it any longer so I went to sleep. Maybe you can try tonight.


Took height and weight. So glad I didn't shrink as much as I thought I would. 1cm, ok la not that bad. Lost 0.3kg. Not badz.

Okay, had family dinner today. Such a rare thing. Everyone was dying from hunger. Had only like 2 breads for the whole day.


Time to start work. Been slacking for the past hour.

I've zero thing to blog about today. Everything is so mundane. I'm either at school or at home. Doing homework or sleeping. Maybe you can include showering, eating and TV. Nothing much really. Everyday is a so repetitive.

But well, I can handle this kinda life. I've said before (but not probably here) I'm pretty contented with little change. That is if I ever work as a factory worker I might not get bored so early. Might. Can't confirm until I go through it.


Got something pretty awesome to share but it's so late. Need to sleep.
So, I will blog again tomorrow. This time, earlier. Wait for me.


AND HP OUT TMR HOHOHOOO HAVE TO WAIT TILL NEXT WEEK T______T
Can't believe this is the last part already. Been so long. Noooooooo so after this I don't have a die-die-must-watch movie already. Nothing compared to all the years on Harry Potter. :D

Updated 9:22pm
ni hao wo you lai le.


Nap was a little too long, shower as well. That made up my whole afternoon.
Had about 30 mins of L4D with the girls just now. Hahaaa crappy shit. I kept shooting them instead of the zombies. A little nauseous but I guess I'd be okay in no time.



Didn't watch transformers yet. Maybe I will after dinner. Maybe. That is if family is not watching kdrama (which I missed a couple of ep and too lazy to chase liao)


Transformers or jia hao yue yuan?
Skipped ah di as well. Will go xinmsn one of these days.

Sorry for the scary picture I took below LOOL. Didn't realise it was so bad until I saw in on my iphone.


Last thing, added lots of primary school friends; I hope they remember me!
Oh well, can't blame them if they don't.


I don't know why my primary school friends so cool. Like really cool. Feels like a family. Was young but met really awesome people there. Everyone feels so familiar. So good.

OHOHOH GOT NEW YAN JING TANG TANG (EYECANDY) OMG HE TOTALLY WIN KYUHYUN. THAT EXPLAINS A CHANGE OF WALLPAPER.

If I show sw she confirm say ugly, my eyes covered with cow dung. She can't differentiate ang mohs (yes new eyecandy is back to Caucasians yeap) BUT REALLY CUTE.

The whole point is I don't even know who the hell he is.... Just.... saw his picture of twitter and everything just collided. Looool goodbye!







Updated 2:39pm. Hiiii! I'm back!

So tired I'm going to take a nap, wash-up and watch this later!


 Nice I found the disc. Can recap before watching the movie, which is most probably tomorrow!

Can't wait.
Okay maybe my webcam is really pixelated. Lol.



Hi, So I finally wrote what I wanted to out in the previous post. Do check it out if you want.

I can't live in the past y'know? Time to move on.



So, today marks the end of prelim1. Definitely can do much better. Gonna minus all the distractions and plus all the motivation, for both prelim2 and A level. After 11 years of Education, my chance of achieving my life-long goal is finally nearing; yes, make it to University.


That's my parents' wish. Their motivation for slogging so hard for money. They just want the three of us to grow up, to be someone useful in the society, someone happy, someone with morals and character, someone literate and holds a decent-paying job, or even someone successful.

Though going to uni doesn't guarantee that all but at least it is a good start.

It is then I get to live the life I want.



Enough.


Walked home from the bloody main gate with alanyong. Lol. Talked so much I'm like super thirsty when I reached home. Gulped down 1 bottle of soyamilk *yums*


Okay, 1 packet.




Didn't join the peepos for netball because I was feeling sick and the weather is out to kill. So ya, home is a good choice. Fan is working at 100% efficiency, right at my face. Nice or what?


I've blog posts to clear but I think I've done enough talking today. (typing, to be more exact).
Now time for some movies?



Actually, the thing I want to do most is.... STUDY WTH?

This happens to me allllll the time.

Before exams: Do every other thing except studying
After exams: Don't feel like doing anything except revision.


Teenager. Always rebelling? Loool. Do recommend me good movies ya!


Last thing, who wants a new skin? So fun so fun.

My posts were pretty crappy for the few days. I know.


Anyhow, some events of the week:

1. went for birthday dinner with family to celebrate both my dad's and my birthday. Initially we wanted to head down to Swensens but since dad was craving for seafood (what's new?), we went for Chinese style dinner near sembawang.

It's pretty nice. Really full and this is the first time we really feasted. As in, as a celebration for anything.
Had 9 course meal without desserts. Heheeee.



2. GP prelim on Wednesday. HIAK I'M SCREWED. OKAY THAT'S ALL.


3. I'm leaving for London (Y) tmr!

Hi. Before I start, I realised I spelt Uniqlo as Uniqolo. HAHAAA I'M BRAINLESS.


Today was a good day. Even tutorials and lectures passed by at speed of light. Mr Ong wasn't here so another physics teacher came to take over. Well.



Anyhow, before I plunged into the main highlight, I would like to mention something.
Nobody can bring you down if you don't allow them to. Nobody said life was fair but that does not necessarily means you will be the disadvantaged.
The thing is no matter what people say as long as you keep the faith, nothing cannot be solved.
Sometimes I really can't understand what's wrong with people. Meh I mean everything is fated-to-be. It was never easy but giving up wasn't an option. So, why can't you put yourself in their shoes?
Times have change so forget about your wishful thinking.


(Like the person will read. Just saying)


If you're troubled/feeling down/sad, don't be. Problems are called problems because ultimately, there is a solution to it.




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Back to what I was saying.
Short yet awesome meet up with dearests! Early celebration! Wooooo 18 is wonderful!
Love them!


Had dinner at Pastamania. Sadly tiffy had to leave pretty early. Next time alright? :>
I mean, meeting them means a lot of laughter, fun and finally, less/no shooting. Because I've tiffy, lt and joe! :D


They were really thoughtful because they grabbed a mini cake for me :D:D:D
And of course, birthday song. PS, I really don't know how to react. I express myself better with words?
Nonetheless, I'm still touched..... Just that I keep that DEEP DEEP in my heart. Appreciated your efforts! Really! I forgot what I wished for. Hur who wanna get me a cake/candle on wed so I can "re-wish". I need to think again looool.



ALSO ALSO. Got present from clique. I love it. ^^
Sorry I no emotions again. Hahaha I don't know how to react leh. WHAT HAPPENED?



(YQ VIRUS?? o.o)

I'm just not used to saying all the mushy stuff. Before they go I really wanted to tell them thank you for everything but it just can't come out. -______- (retarded?)

Because the most sincere thank you is heard via hearts. 
Wts mushy ttm.



Chatted and lined up a series of events! Can't wait to meet dearests again :>


*SORRY FOR THE EMOTION-FILLED POST AND IT IS FULL OF GRAMMAR MISTAKES I'M TIRED UH*

MEET AGAIN VERY SOON OKAY! ILOVEYOUALLVERYVERYMUCHYEAHAWESOMEEIGHTEENBIRTHDAY

THANKSSMWLJLTTANDTHEMIAKY.

Can you imagine if you went to the doctors and you had a sore throat, and he asked you what the problem was, and you suddenly turned into Eminem.

“I CAN’T TELL YOU WHAT IT REALLY IS, I CAN ONLY TELL YOU WHAT IT FEELS LIKE. AND RIGHT NOW IT FEELS LIKE THERE’S A STEEL KNIFE IN MY WINDPIPE.”

Yes. Blogger crashed? I think 1 of my posts is gone. Byebye forever :(
Seriously, I'm planning to archive my posts. But then again, I've plans to delete my archives. Can't stand how I blog in the past.


People really grow up hur? Really prominent in some of the people.
Let's blog a little.




Friday. Supposing an early day. However, due to the programmes, we ended up leaving the school at about 6. By the way, got back GP timed assignment. Weak content, weak language, pian ti (wrong question analysis) so I got 23? Really gonna brush up all my subjects wtf. I'm like a goner.



Headed to Uniqolo after school. Grand opening. Nah, not my type. Nothing caught my eye, like..... o.o?
The sales ain't amazing. (and I've nothing in mind to buy.... more interested in Mimosa but didn't have the chance to browse).


Before the USD raise again, I added tons of shit into my cart from various US website.
Okay maybe not a lot. Sizes are quite hard to gauge.
Gonna ask yy to help me with it hahah!


Speaking of her, I got a birthday post to do! Yes we finally celebrated her BELATED TTM birthday. :/
And I'm halfway through my hair post... Maybe I will finish it up by.... Sunday?


So blogger don't stab me okay.
Love you.


Last thing before I go.
I just want to remind anyone reading this; be happy. Because there are 3589048094454 reasons to be. Even the simplest one. Trust me :>

Hello!
Finally a less hot day. *cheers*
Meh chem SPA today. (Y) it's over! I hope there is no careless. Then the score wouldn't be that bad?
Horrible Maths lesson. Nope, I'm not picked by Mdm Chan, yet. Soon. Soon when she sees my paper. Confirm vomit blood. *shrugs*

Tomorrow is running on Mon's timetable. T___T I thought today wouldn't be so packed. I'm so wrong.
Plus chem extra lesson, school will probably end about 5. REAP/econs make-up lecture on Thurs and Einstein programme on Friday. Going home before 5 seems likea distance dream...... *insert sad face*



PE was pretty good. Position was GK. Enjoyable with Syah. Let's skip all the unhappy things uh. Life is still good.
After PE, we went to have a few rounds of frisbee. Surprisingly, I can catch most (I think) of the throws. But.... I can't throw. Wooo UFO/weird styles. Idk why. I forgot how to throw. LOOOL weirdjielinforever. No. Should be Jielin'sweirdforever.



GP. T___T



walked with sm because the girls and guys aunties and uncles are crawling out of the school gates.
BEWARE YQ SYNDROME WILL INFECT YOU ALL. MUAHAHAHA. 


Saw some guards chasing a man. Hmm criminal? Terrorist?

LOOOL went to grab donuts with sm, ate and chill.


I'm so tired I'm typing crap. Gonna nap (let's hope I will not wake up at 11 or what). Tons of work to do. Yes I should stop slacking and start tutorial.


On a happier/hardworking note, at least I'm starting to do work. Starting means hope.


I can't download all the movies I wna watch! Luckily there's this person call zz who is helping me to download a 800mb movie.
Gonna finish my last 30 mins by today!

Yo.

Today was... .disastrous. If you are in IJ1012A you get what I mean. 4 tests straight.
Lunch at 2.45pm when we have test on 3pm.


Well, physics mock was okay, AQ... er I'm totally confused by her way of writing. Chem was.... repeating and more repeating whereas Maths was plain screwed. I think I got like.... 1 mark hahahh.
Not even joking here.


Well.
Time to start practising and revising. Loool yesterday I napped my night away. Plus there's so much to juggle. Finally, it's over.


Now..... Drama from Mdm Chan on Tues. Confirm.

Hello angels. :D


I've Maths test to read up on (not forgetting physics mock spa eh) so let me just do a quick post.

Had a mini May celebration (which imo quite pathetic) with breadtalk cake. Nice but very ni? You geddit?
Maybe I'll upload the photos later.


Well, chose today because it's dou fu shou's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


Assembly was... boring. Kept browsing my photos. Stayed back for mirco-econs revision thingy. Hur we weren't really following the lecturer. I can't think mirco when as all I do nowadays is macro.



Gonna ignite my study engine liao (SI MATHS TEST).
I aim to borderline pass because I'm a tired girl who needs to nap, eat, shower and sleep by 11:30.
Good luck to me!



And yes, meeting dearests tmr yo :D

HEHEEE LIKE :>


Anyhow, stayed back for TIP today. (Top In Physics programme?)
Loooool we went there 20 minutes late. Better late than never? Hmmm. Apparently, those that got C and above for physics have to attend this programme..... and a pathetic 11 turned up. Mr ong is superb.
How did he manage to teach in such an... empty lecture hall?


Went to cwp to get cake for May babies ' birthday celebration tmr (which includes me hur)
I can't believe I'm turning 18 in mere days' time. Not really excited leh. I guess this is part of growing old up.


Woooo there's chocolate cake tmr (Y)
Yq even got "cake delivery". Good life right?!

Tried a lot of jeans (and clothes). Realised some are too big, some are too small!
Super frustrating, especially when most of them are brand new!


I think I'll to clear them at either their cost price of fraction of the price.
Head to some one's house to take pictures?
:D


School was fine. Really fine. PE was great. Had a game of netball. :D NICE.
Plus early dismissal.

I think PE is the only lesson 12A can get compliments.
Initiative, pro-active, etc etc. Woooo~~
We are super on time and group ourselves without much guidance.


Yes, that is provided it is games, not the torturous training for 2.4km/napfa.



If only every lesson is as fun as PE. Or at least, less nagging.
I know the teachers are extremely worried for our class, given the fact that 0912A was so much hardworking yet they under performed (as of Maths la).
Mdm Chan literally screamed at us today. Haizzz I know teaching is a super tedious profession but sometimes I really hope they will try to look at things from our point of view.


Sometimes we do things without anything. That's how teenagers work nowadays. Right?