With a question mark ♥










起初　相信愛的路　終點是指向幸福
才會一而再的選擇讓步
太固執而盲目　忘了停下來
心疼自己的無助
無辜　你拿手演出　終於我可以麻木
從這裡分割出兩個國度
揮霍多少時間　折磨多少痛苦
才累積出的領悟
忍住不哭　我要忍住不哭
望向天空不讓眼淚流出
抬頭看進雲深處　等待那日出
把故事結束　把從前一筆　消除
忍住不哭　我要忍住不哭
不能認輸因為我相信　彩虹總跟著薄霧
會帶來幸福　在下一個叉路
陪我跳全新的舞
起初　相信愛的路　終點是指向幸福
才會一而再的選擇讓步
太固執而盲目　忘了停下來
心疼自己的無助
無辜　你拿手演出　終於我可以麻木
從這裡分割出兩個國度
揮霍多少時間　折磨多少痛苦
才累積出的領悟
忍住不哭　我要忍住不哭
望向天空不讓眼淚流出
抬頭看進雲深處　等待那日出
把故事結束　把從前一筆　消除
忍住不哭　我要忍住不哭
不能認輸因為我相信　彩虹總跟著薄霧
會帶來幸福　在下一個叉路
陪我跳全新的舞

Gather the courage and leap.
Right?

This is what you get when I can't sleep. To be more specific, I don't want to.
 Followed 1 pretty sad tumblr. So this is why.
Anyhow, they are pretty meaningful.

I like this a lot.

Yea. The few posts are all.... mixed-feelings-kinda-posts.
Weird but that's how I feel. Happy. Sad. Shall call it Hapad (LOL -_-)
Okay it's hitting 4am now. Gonna hit the sack and wake up at 6am for some shows before planning my revision.

YESSSSA! NAPFA. GOODBYE!
It's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! Finally. NO MORE NAPFA FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE GOODJOB JIELIN GOODJOB.


Okay la I didn't do extremely well for it but at least I think.... a C? *if not I will stab myself for xyz times with a RSD* (Yay my long-lost weapon)


If nothing goes wrong (BETTER NOT!), I think I can finally say hi to Gold. (Y)

Really thankful to 12A guys for the spur because I wanted to stop/slow down right before the last xxx m.
Thank god they cheered me on!


Dead after run. Went to get revive and agar agar. My favourite snack now! They are sooooooo nice I'm craving for them again!


Btw I wanna eat hokkien mee tmr hahahah a bit random, I know.



There's PE again tmr. GAMMMMMEEEEEEES. ^w^Y


Got refreshments for the guys after our run. Well, they did great too! If you didn't achieve what you want then work harder! There's a 2nd chance y'know!

Trying to install L4D2 and stuff like that! Hard leh. How?


Don't read too much into the text below




Say goodnight晚安 谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚
Close your eyes,be quiet
我明白你有自己的不安 很多来不及我不曾看见
我只遇见你的现在 不管你接受或离开
I hope to stay for a while
除此之外 要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢看 于是我一次又一次等待
实都还算愉快 除此之外 非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在 不会走开

So Goodbye晚安 舍不得看你觉得不自在
It’s alright,I’m fine
看起来 这故事会写不完
很多差一点你没有发现 你只认识我的现在 不管你留下或走开
I’m gonna stay for a while

This song always makes me cry :(
But in particular, that one sentence. Hahaa you know which? Guess. :D

Meh I'm an angry girl blogging in the library. I want to stab someone with a RSB. (my new weapon). Bloody potent.


Waiting for the girls to reach lib so I can grab something to fill my deflated stomach.

I'm pissed yea pissed.



There's actually something i want to share. But I'm not sure whether you will get it or not..

Anyhow, here it is:
Love i8.
something that meant so much. You geddit?

Just realised I forgot to blog about Sat.
So here it is.

Went to meet y first, talked about vday (getting her present is a chore), bai nian a little before heading to Ape's house.

Basically I'm cai shen ye. Go there give moneh only.

Lost quite a bit, like 6 bux altogether?



Had a few rounds of in-between. Did not join the peeps for poker.
Ape's luck is super good!


Anyhow, sw and I were not bored as we were hooked on the game "bubble bobble"!.
If you have been reading/know me, you know I really love to play that shit! Childhood thing!
:D


Awesome or what?
We braced through many many levels and I think we stopped at aroubd 50+? Tired.




The guys went off and the mj crazy girls continued.

Touched by sw&Ape's notes. (Though there's grammar errors) D:


Thank you Sw, Yq, Ape, Vinus, tyx, tyx's mummy and wj for vday presents!
And an upcoming vday makeup lunch treat hahahah hello good food.

Alright I'm going to burn the essential oil (DAMN GOOD STUFF), do some work and vola! Sleep.

Super a lot of tags for this post!

Dear-Mr-Fate-is-that-what-you-want-to-tell-me,

So, do you believe in fate? Do you believe everything is planned, every single thing that happened was meant to be?

Well, I don't know. At times I do. So is this what god wants to tell me?


I placed my pink glass in the middle of the table and you know what? The wind blew the covers, knocked against my glass and it dropped, shattered into many many pieces. I can't believe it. I didn't place it near the edge, it just sat safely there and the next thing I know, it shattered into many pieces. That was a gift and what does that signifies? well.



Updated 6:01pm
What exactly do I want in life?


天亮了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好