Wait For Me To Grow Up.


Good game for chemistry.
I never flunk something this bad before.
But, this, slapped me awake.
Nobody is waiting for you to move on.
Nobody is slowing down for you.


Nobody is to blame when you did something wrong.
I'll shoulder the responsibility. For this fail.
Life's full of regrets now, I wouldn't subject myself to another.




We have an aim, I have one too. No, maybe many many.
It's time for me to pick myself up, forgive and forget, and continue working for my goal.

2 years later, we promised..
I'll make it work this time round.
I wouldn't disappoint another person, I wouldn't hurt another soul.
:D




But before that, I've to stop hurting myself.
AS IN, MENTALLY.


So, this is the so-called mental struggle?
Haha!
But there's time for everything.



Though I don't really believe in fate, there's something people can't change.




It's good, having people around caring.
Cheering me up and hearing me repeat why and how for millions, maybe billions of times.
And never got tired of it.
That's what friends are for?
Giving me courage, pulling me up when I fall.
So many people.
Thanks, really.



Mum: It's part of growing up. Once you grown up, you'll understand.
Me: When would I grow up then? Is it when I don't feel hurt anymore?




Back to studying now.
(:


it's like, cutting through me.