Two Stones Off My Chest

Dear-J.
I'm so bored today. Nobody's online because most of the people are currently at yog training. D:
Weather is so bad when I woke up. Practically raining cats and dogs.
Alright so there's tuition later on. I'm so not looking forward to it. Such lovely day should be spent slacking and hanging out with peepos.

But well, I guess I'm left with no choice.

Hmmmmm seriously, should I make an announcement in jielinnnx33 regarding this blog? I'm not too sure. Maybe , perhaps. And tumblr? Haahaa. I kinda enjoy tumblring emo stuff.



Today is the 7th of the month. August. Seven.
So it's been three months since we broke up. Yeap. I'm glad the pain subsided. It really will. I'm glad time done good things to my heart. I'm glad I have awesome supportive friends. I'm glad I stopped asking why. I'm glad I stopped wishing for you. I'm glad you become less cute in my eyes. I'm glad I'm better.


Seriously, do I really need someone to be there for me? I can do so well on my own.
When you are attached, you have the time of one person. And when you're single, you have the time of all others who are single too.
And single doesn't mean nobody wants you, it simply means you are still wondering who you would go for.

Anyway, I still have around 10 years before I become lao woman ^^. I've time to decide and I really don't want to rush this kinda things.

and it's good to put yourself first. Always remember.  :D


Phew, one thing off my mind. Another thing that has been bothering me..


It's always good to have a bff that is so alike - both of you like the same stuff, crazy over the same things, hang out and talk about everything, know each other like an open book, console each other when things got ugly, protecting each other and do stuff together.
I wasn't really expecting you to be so important to me. We started off as mere friends but time make us realised we have so much in common. We hit off well and suddenly, for as long as I remember, you became one of my top priorities. Everytime if I need someone to talk to or rely on, you're the first person I turn to. How cool is that.


However, the flip side of being so similar. Yes? I know you don't have to tell me. I can see something is wrong the moment you looked me in the eyes.
Why is this happening? How could we let him sour our relationship..? 

But,

You know, if given a choice, I never choose him over you.
What about you?

Guys shouldn't come into the picture girl.