Well, sucks much. Didn't really do well for both papers today... especially Econs. Practically can't finish my essaysss (sorta because one of the points aint a point at all?) and my case study.... GG.com.


Really not thinking at that point of time.
Lost 2 precious marks for chem as well. wtf why did I forget to change my answer? *stab self with RSD*

By the way it's RSD not RSB. Realised this mistake when I'm making sw guess what is it.



Through this two papers, I realised the problem lies with me.


I'm going to change. 
And make sure I do better for physics as well as other papers.




I'm NOT going to go through the same thing for Prelim1,2 and A level.



Let block test be my fall.

I don't know what happened to me but I never put in my 100% for anything for this couple of years.. Well, maybe I never did before.
Be it in academics, school, work, life, friends, relationships, resolutions etc.

So let's start.


On this eventful day - that is 23March2011 - Let's make positive changes.
That doesn't only apply to me, it applies to you as well.


Another highlight of today is:


Let's see. I don't know where to start.
There are many regrets and wrong choices I made in 2010....... One of them is meeting you.

Because of you, I join ASW monastery. fml T____T
Because of you, I start to feel my best friend is an evil doremon LOL.
Because of you, I learn to share the darkest secrets and craziest dreams.
Because of you, I'm moving with slowpok speed.
Because of you, I have tons of unglam photos up on facebook. Everyone must think I'm a freak or what.


Nevertheless, this one year has been really great.

You (and the other girls) impacted me, a lot.


You cannot deny you brought joy to a lot of people (by allowing them to tease you looool), you lend a listening ear when I need to talk, a comforting shoulder when I need someone to lean on.


*Disclaimer, a lot of people made an impact in my life, in one way or another. Not only her if not I sound so les*




I love how you point and laugh so hard at something but no sound comes out.
I love how we say the slowest one to finish packing is sw syndrome/sw shang sheng.
I love shooting you even when you're totally out of the picture.
I love how determined and motivated you are.
I love the times we come together, mahjong, shop, play, camwhore, sauna, talk, crap, gossip, laugh hysterically(applies for you only), etc etc.


Finally, this is how it feels like to have a homogeneous clique.




We get to do all the things together. Things I never do with my dearests.
they will never agree to mj/paint nails together lol.




Am glad I know you (all). 




.....This is turning into some gratitude letter.... supposing for end of the year..... to the girls..... not to the birthday girl.... LOL.



Coming back to the main point.
18. LOL. OLD. Nvm it's not like you're young when you're 17 or what.

Here, I wish you all the best for your A levels, I hope you will remain 100% positive, cheerful, thoughtful. I hope you'll be faster and get rid of sw and yq syndrome. I hope you will ace your geog paper later. I hope you will have straighter hair and bigger eyes, I hope we remain in contact one year from now because it'd be your loss to lose me as a friend yup yup!

Happy Eighteen !
LOVE YOU! *YUCKS I'M GAY*



Random things:
1. I un-privated my twitter already.
Haizzz nvm la weird followers jiu weird lo. It is frustrating when you want to retweet something badly and it is forbidden. LOOL. Plus, it'd be beneficial for people who read my updates via my blog as they do not have a twitter account. Yea.:D


2. Thanks zz for lending me his jacket during chem if not you'll probably see a block of ice sitting at J/K4. And vinus's one during econs! :D



3. ONE MORE PAPER TO GO.


4. Had a hard time ps-ing sw aiya paiseh if you don't like. This is sw when she wears enlarging lens, rebond hair and lipstick (you know how pale her lips looks right!)


5. Finally watching my movies and vamp diaries. LOL.