Today is the second day I didn't see 913 leaving. You can't possibly see it leaving when you're traveling in it (:
And, I used the lift, twice.

 Alright, reality check: Homework undone
To blog: Sun, Camp (summarized form), thurs, fri, sat!
omg, so many things. I go eat first. O.O
 hungry ttm. haven't eaten since breakfast!

and boom's day coming.

YOU KNOW WHAT?
Boyfriend second, they are my priority now ♥♥


Friends understand and they will be there.

Start of Youth Entrepreneurship Symposium (YES 2010). Woke up like 6am, prepared.

Dressed in an old pair of jeans which is like short (HAPPY) and vest. HAAAA. Smart casual ya.

Mum and dad sent me to NUS, with sw of course.

LOL a bit funny to have both of them sending me.

But thanks! So tired still wake up send me there. (L)



Reached clementi and waited for the others. Boarded a bus, saw old friend - fang qi while fang qi's friend is sw's old friend. The world is really small.

Alighted at wrong stop, Luckily it is a loop, boarded the next bus to NUS.



My industry was Fashion and Design. (: Fun people.

Had ice-breakers games and received Nebo gifts. Then proceed to LT for talks talks talks. :D

After that had lunch. The food is nice! Love the cream puffs.

Signed up for parallel sessions and had more sharing.

Fine I was falling asleep :/


Then we had industry visit; To Blackmarket.

A store situated near bugis.


Dismissed after that. Went to Starbucks with XinTing and Jolene (:

Discussed about YES quick pitch (which is a presentation) and they readily agreed on my idea of having a pink cafe haha!!

Love girls.

Walked around in search of shoes but failed terribly. Well.

Went our own ways after that.


Trained to Raffles in search of sw. And I lost my way HAAAAH!

But at least I got some common sense to bring me around.


Trained back to woodlands, met Big Cow, Lys (big cow's daddy), and JS.

Wanted to catch a movie but there wasn't appealing seats.

Had dinner at Mos Burger and talked a lot with them. Laughs.

At least I knew something I didn't know.

A bit sad cause I only knew it now, if it was earlier. IF.



I guess they went for movie ite and I went home.

Did ppt and after that I guess you know, I'm sick and vomitted lalala~




Woke up, prepared. Dress code: Business wear. I don't have any haha! Anyhow!

Lost our way in NUS. Dad drove us. Ended up making him late for work :(


More sharing and speeches.





After 1 night of preparation, presented. got into semi-finals. LOL

Before semifinals met a super nice person (gui deng). He's studying for his Masters in Business.

Gave us lots of advices even we don't know one another!

NICE.



Freaking nervous presenting to a panel of judges with viewers. Well.


Dismissed after another hour of interaction with entrepreneurs.


Went to clementi for dinner with sw. LJS.

Crapped and talked a lot! MRT home after that. Reach home like 11 le. LOL we talked for super long!

Met MM and he passed me a cheesecake he baked. LOL Thanks.

I haven't eaten though, shall do that later.


Home after that :D





Dress code: Business wear. I really don't have, pulled out racerback with P6 bought skirt LOL.

Thought of excuse to skip the morning activities :/

Went there after lunch. Wanna go in during lunch but sadly, we didn't make it.

Got vending machine bread and melon milk, went to sem room prepare for final presentation :D

Seriously, we didn't even prepare much, no speech, no skit, just a dream. And we succeeded ! :D:D

But I'm damn nervous when presenting to the whole lecture hall.

Lesson learnt: Sometimes, don't think too much. Have a dream, hold on to it, hold on till the end, do something about it, and there you go! You reached your goal.


Through this symposium, especially this quick pitch, I really see, the process is more important.

Even if we didn't win the quick pitch, I wouldn't regret.

I got so many advices, so much fun fantasizing about my dream world, isn't that the greatest thing of all?

And that brings me back to the title of this post(which I find super inspiring):

Don't Be Sad Cause It's Over, Smile Because It Happened


This is one quote I learned a lot, (L)

The dinner was awesome, sakae supposed buffet.

I even had fresh oysters! I can't believe I ate that shit stuff too :/ But I don't quite like it.

Love the mushroom soup, sushi, chicken etcetc!



Full like hell. Took 188 to CCK. Went into lot 1, took pictures blahblah and toilet light suddenly off.

This time round, I didn't scream HAAA!

I got braver over time.


AND FORGOT TO MENTION.

Sw(1 day ago): I saw this cute guy giving out the awards

Jl: Where got, I didn't see leh

One day after

OMG REALLY. TALL. HAIR IS FUNNILY MESSED UP BUT CUTE. SHARP NOSE. AMAZING EYES. HOT.

I think, from far he looks quite good.
Sw tried to snap a picture of him hahaaa! think quite blur.

HAAAA! Wished I was getting the trophy from him instead!


Xt suggested recruiting him into our cafe hahahaa . (:



Fine, enough of him.

My prize :D







Met pri school friends too!




These 3 days were really fun and engaging. I learned a lot from the successful entrepreneurs.

They were determined, passionate. I want to be like them too. In studies, in life.

I interacted with many other people in different JC. I'm glad I did cause I know a lot of fun people.

I will remember those advices.


I'm really glad I had a chance to meet the big boss of Sakae Sushi :D
Anddddd! I wanna pursue business course in NUS/SMU or whatever.
HAAAAAAH! Kinda have the urge to do business. It's like a new found passion.!





Ok I'm finally done with this !!!!

Left to blog about is sun and thurs outing!



There are other pictures, but I'm not sure whether I can gather them.

Hope people upload!

Having someone to love is nice, and it will be nicer to be loved back by that special one.
Love indeed makes the world goes round, however it not necessary controls everything in life.
There are other things that make life great too.

Somebody once said, the Earth still revolves even without the Sun, my life still carries on even without you.
No love last forever.


Before I forget, finally, after 41days, I didn't see 913 leaving already.
Everytime, without fail, whether I'm going home or leaving, I would see 913 leaving the stop -_____________-
Bad luck ttm.
I hate things leaving you know haaa! So it sort of dampens my mood everytime.
Fine I'm those suspicious/mi xing person. I use such things to judge.
after all, everything is planned, isn't it?


So after soooooooo long, finally, I didn't see it leaving. Good start.:D
Why?
Because I went to 883 today and took 911 home.
Didn't walk the usual route.
Friends made this happened, if we didn't go 883 this wouldn't happen.
YUP SO THANKS LOADS LOVERS.

Blog about you all tmr I promise.




Ok people, finally I changed my photoshop picture to something photoshop-less.
Come to think of it, there wasn't even more editing done!
I'm just good with lightings and angles.
Ever since last dec, lots of pictures are 90%. Except for some with ugly pimples or lighting I would edit.
LOL
That's good.

As for make up, hmm I cut down a lot too.
Now it's more of natural to naked (or nothing if that's your word)
That's good, easier to remove.
Sometimes, I just gonna be myself for a while.
Going to do mask, text big cow and miss my dearests!
It's 2:10am, I'm trying not to sleep for 1 night!
:D

Updated!
I FINALLY FINISHED MY POST ON SYMPOSIUM AND THAT CUTE HAND OR MINE DELETED EVERYTHING AWAY. I TRIED TO RECOVER, I MANAGE TOO, BUT ALL PICTURES GONE -.................................-
TMR THEN POST~


Dear x,
I love you really. Everytime I'm upset or something, you will be the one there for me.
Tell me, who will be so stupid to cry with me over webcam just because I'm upset.
Who will be so stupid to write love letters to me just to make me feel loved.
Who will be stupid to text me good morning and good night everyday.
Who will be so stupid to tell me love doesn't lie.
Who will be so stupid to console me even when you're also dying inside.
You.

LOL at my freaking face,
I need to learn how to be less dependent on others.
I need to face the reality.



I need to know, don't love.
Now, same title as liting's :/

Change my song HAAAHAAA. ♥
Very nice :D
Can highlight somemore!

PREPARING FOR FINALS.
ONE LAST SHOT :D

Hello blog.
MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD BUSY I TELL YOU. .________.
Sun: Family gathering
Mon-Wed: Course (:


There's so much awesome stuff to blog about!
But there isn't time!!
Tmr I promise. :/

I need to rush presentation slides and rest.
FML I vomited thrice yesterday night.
And I'm living in a dark dark roommmmm . LOL


More about all those tmr.
(:

I've a soft spot (is this the right word to use?) for advices, like daily horoscopes etc.
I tend to think they meant something. Maybe they do.

Well,
So that decision, only wishful thinking. I know I know.
First irreversible step? Ya that's what I need.
I will, I need, I must.


Don't understand? check facebook :/


Edited:
WTF I jumped when "li xiang qing ren" played.
I didn't know it wasn't her~
I didn't check too ya.
So lesson learned.

I'm tired, really tired.
It's like tripping over on a flat surface.
Drowning in a children pool.
Reaching for the topmost shelf.
Simple, yet unfulfilled.


Layer by layer, the shield is peeled.
What's left is just ugly truth.



I've decided. I'm determined this time round.
I'm happy with this decision.



Sometimes I wna shout STOP BOTHERING ME -.-
I want you out of my life and mind.

If Love Can Be Easier, Just Between A "You" And An "I".
No Complications, No Worries, No Obstructions,
No Heartbreaks, No Broken Promises, No Lies,
No Tears, No Others, No Wonders.
That's Only If. {♥}


Envy those high school couples :/ That's when everything is less complicated and most memorable.
Make me sad only liting! HAHAAAA. Ask readers to watch what video LOL.
Anyway, hmmmmm, last long and stay happy alright! Must "bring home" let us see see :D




I packed up the left side of my room. Now I'm left with the right. Happy.
At least I did something productive.
Family outing later. I hope mum and dad don't quarrel.

Speaking of quarreling, I once asked mum:
琳：为什么每一次都和爸爸吵架然后没有事？ 妈：你爸爸脾气是坏了一点，嘴巴是臭了一点，说话是直了一点，大声了点，可是心地还是好的。有时很生气，吵架了，只要忍一忍就过去了。
Losing an argument is better than losing the one you love.

My dad and mum.
There isn't fanciful dinners or dates for as long as I know.
Family outings are rare too.
But the kind of understandings and bond is.. omg.
I'm starting to appreciate them more.


In life, you gain some, lose some.
And through all the falls, I took some lessons away.
Soooo sad, jielin only learns through the hard way. :(



I wanna love again.
我想轰轰烈烈的爱一场。不怕未来，不怕痛，不怕离别，不怕不同。
可是何时呢？
Give me time.

Fine, I know. It's 2 am.
And this is the 343535456576 times you see jielin blogging. Whatever.


How do I get smart casual/business wear .____.
One good thing is, I can use this chance to get a pair of working heels :D



Although the man looks like one bastard haha!
Study or date tmr? HAAA!


No Ubin but family outing. Nice x2

Cold But Comforting, Hard But Still Trying {♥}

I'm back home.
Went for tuition, not exactly tuition, just to clear some stuff.
Then after went for piano lesson :D
Teacher say I'm talented alright! I just can't do the left hand thing. :/
Gonna read notes later.

Gossiped and laughed with sm. LOL at funny things on facebook as well.
Well, she always makes my day.

After that met CF (cow's friend). Went to cwp get my stuff at 30% off. (Laughs)
-FROM 74.90 TO 52. Best buy alright.


Went to have desserts and saw ah gong there :D:D
He's cute omg. HAHA and saw ah ma also.
Saw him a few times in cwp as well. What a small world.

Arcade after that.
house of dead > 2-driver thing > Mini rider > DDR > Pirate shooting game
I like shooting games and I think I'm getting better.
LOL The mini rider .. roller coaster better !
But it's still pretty awesome.


Went to get puffs etc after that


I lazy, I'm glad there's webcam to do the phototaking.
Not the best best quality, bear with it.
It's freaking troublesome to transfer pictures now.
And camera plan off, for now.


Need the mooooooney for other stuff, much more cute stuff :D



And another good thing about webcam pictures?
MP is so freaking low that you don't have to photoshop. It's impossible to capture those imperfections anyway.


Ubin tomorrow?

Pardon my chubbiness. I don't get it too.
Fats are crawling and hiding my skin nowadays.
Need to execute exercising plan B. Plan A: Walk around house more regularly instead of couching in front of the computer for hours. :/ But don't seems to work.


Now I totally abandoned brown lens for my golden one. It's freaking pretty omg.
LOL


NUS, MONDAY :D
I WANT MEET SAYS, DDX, DEARESTS AND PPY ASAP!



Watching "painted skin" on Channel 8 now
LOL I didn't know it was so long ago, so old that channel 8 is showing.
Time really flies.
And things changed, changed so much,
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