I didn't exactly overslept :/
My throat is hurting badly so I slept a little longer (not excuse okay:D)

Decided not to go for IT show.
Going for tuition then after a short meet up with people :/


tumblr is being a bitch now.
I'm happy I stick with blogger.

Ok psps, it wasn't tumblr's fault.
I was my FREAKING internet.


Gonna prepare and go out alrdy !



/Do not doubt, you are the one that cheered me up.

Mini Class Gathering {♥}

/Updated:
Finished first epi of Rolling Love, It's more of re-watching.
And I got tired of it. Should I re-watch Fated To Love You/Down With Love/It Started With A Kiss/Devil Beside You/Hi My Sweetheart or new shows like Summer X Summer/Hi, Working Girl, etc.
Hate watching new shows cause I get tired easily.
Just like after first epi of Rolling Love and X class or whatever. LOL



Yesterday was 1012A's class gathering AND a third of the class came, which is pathetically 6 people. ._.



I was like in the awesome pink dress with sun hat and you know what, it's drizzling.
Passers-by were giving me the "o.o" look when I'm making my way to cwp to meet the girls.
Sadly, sm's sick and couldn't make it.


As usual, yq was the earliest while Apple was the latest (I'm ranked number 2 not bad uh!)
Waited for everyone, (minus the boys) and moved off to tampines :D
Had lunch at BBQ chicken, tamp1.
Service was quite bad that day because there wasn't a lot of people on shift. :/





It wasn't exactly a successful class outing, more like girls gathering but nevertheless, fun :D
Hope we can have more people for the next 1012A outing!




Today went for tuition. I'm not tolerating nonsense anymore.
I got stricter with those 2 kids. I should have done so long ago.
After tuition went to buy random things again -.-

And it's alllllll pink omg I just realised it too!
Lots of rubberbands, 1 anklet which broke soon after I wore it HA and some clips etc.
Got the slimming tea or sth -.- Holidays are making me fat.

Gonna pack my stuff, do some work and watch drama! :D



Tmr gonna be a long long long long long long day.
And I gonna be so so so so so so so so broke :(
can't wait to meet you guys ;D


Playlist updated!
Movie, hang out, K, arcade, next week :D

Though It Tears Her Apart {♥}


Watching lang man man wu? So something similar.
So sad :(


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Okay, So today went out with peeps. LOL
so much of "class gathering"
Blog later on :/




He asleep :( jielin's bored.

Love "jielinnnx33 !" to be on top of the list in blogger dashboard :D



Drop by here because I've some things to say..
I've to let it out you know haha!


Dear x,
I told you so, I mean. I wasn't being a wet blanket.
You must know, he would never change.
Don't believe him anymore alright.
Save those tears, it's not worth it anymore. You know I don't judge, I don't say he/she's not worth it cause I know you think he is.
But not again.
It's getting from bad to worse.
Even if you were to hate me forever, I will still my piece.
And there you get it.


Call me tonight.
I know it's 1:38am, I know you ain't sleeping, not yet.
I know you'll be reading, I know you'll.

You supported me, I got over the hottest flames.
Now I'll do the same.
It's scorching, burning, killing you from inside but believe me, soon it will be over.
And we, would bring away the pain.



It's nothing more than memories, either good or bad, take it.
Leave it, let it go.
I know you hate those words, who don't?

I know what you want, but time isn't right.



Put it in another way, give him time, to grow and turn into a man, the man that would bring you happiness.
Meanwhile, enjoy what you've around and don't keep to yourself anymore.
You deserve to be loved, really girl.


I know I didn't really do well in all those but I did improve.
I did try my best and that's the most important thing.
:D
♥ smile girl.




And To P:
I really admire you, the way you blogged about stuff recently. The courage I never have. Thanks for saying what I wanted, thanks. for saying what past jielin wanted. She needed the courage to speak those words and you helped her, indirectly.


Happy ani ele, :D ♥
Meet up soon omg.


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第一步 ♥

Hello Baby, I Got You Waiting {♥}

I opened up my love. Yes. It's time.
:D
We shouldn't just dwell on the unhappy things in life, right?
I miss jielinnnx33!
Only here I can blog like, normally.



Today, went to J's house in the morning :D I was the first to reach omg!
I wasn't late okay! (Achievement)
Then had homecooked chicken rice, thanks thanks very nice.

Jas came later while Y was the latest~
We girls, improving already.

After lunch went to piece the jigsaws together.
First time making a doremon, but was really easy and fun,
:D


Had to leave early cause of tuition while Jas went for movie with her lovelove
(PS to her lovelove: you better be a good boy and treat my deardear Jas best k, If not I skin you eh)

Saw xinling and bernice while waiting for bus at admiralty there LOL


Tuition was a breeze. Wasn't like real tough or what.
Went to J's house again for dinner - japanese food.
Seriously, J's a good guy, very xi xin and knows how to cook!
Who wants I intro haha!


After dinner slacked around his house (L) the color of his sis's room.
Used macbook for a while, not that difficult.
BTW I still can't get over the green-ness of your room LOL



Went to cwp after that and got some stuff, tmr getting the things in Metro? LOL I'm so broke k.




And this stupid boy got LG battery for me ~
OMG I swear you're the nicest person on Earth.
Don't be so nice to me, I guilty leh I so bad :x





Sent me home after that.
:D



Tmr, class outing.
No, actually, mini gathering. -.-
6 people sian ttm.



Do you know?

You've kept your wounds open for long enough ☺
It's time to apply some antiseptics

Today I gonna make good use of time and do something productive.
No more face-booking!


BTW, I'm like semi-addicted to restaurant city idk why !
omg. :/



Update:

Should I get Canon G10 or Lumix LX3.
Both seems good! OMG.

Okay, I didn't do anything productive.
I'm trying too but there's too much distractions!
Studying trip needed badly.

Tmr going to buy some things again :/
Oh man I should really stop this.


Wait let me just tell you one last thing, there's like a freaking sales @ 99% off!
OMG People even if you're not buying anything/interested please sign up and rsvp.
So that if only 1 account 1 item, I can use yours to buy.
LIKE WTH, if I miss this I will die.
Just like how ytd I got 4 ahem and save like 50 bucks or more! :D

It Still Stings A Little ☺


Hello people.
I don't know how many people are actually reading this blog now, so leave a comment if you are.
I just want to know :/


Just came back from the shopping trip with shimei and weiloke.
I didn't want to buy anything at first.
They tempted me :(

Spent 1 month's salary away.
I should tighten my budget now.
:(
Life without bf is bad.
1. nobody to pay for you (I shan't do that to the next ahha!)
2. nobody to control you
3. nobody to spend on

Hello, I will post about Bintan camp soon after I get back.
Meanwhile, take out a bar of chocolate and a cup of Mocha, sit in front of the computer and wait for me to get back :D


LOVE 12A :D:D:D:D:D



edited:
Dear x,
I hope you're doing fine. These few months have been hell to you. I know.
I can do nothing about it except offering you a shoulder to cry on.
People said I love him, a lot. But let me tell you, you love the boy of yours more, much more.
I wonder whether I can be like you.
You changed for the better, then he wants you back.
I don't know what to say.
Good or bad.. Judge for yourself.


As an outsider, you know what I see. You know you're blinded by this love.
You can forgive everything. every mistake.
As a friend, I don't know whether I should support/discourage you.
He's perfect in your eyes I know, that's why you've been crying everyday after you broke up with him.
Just, don't subject yourself to another pain alright?
It hurts my heart to see you like that then.



Now, you two are back together again.
I hope, this time round, he will be your forever.
Don't take him for granted again girl. And don't let him takes you for granted too.



Past is past, you two are a new beginning.




And break-up periods are over, (:
So many of my friends got better over time, no they got back to where they ended.
Well, will I?
To X,Z,J: Last long with your boys. Conference tonight !

Turn Over, It's A New Beginning ☺



Initially, I decided I would stop blogging for a while BUT
CAMP CHANGED EVERYTHING!
I realised there's so much things I need to pen it down before I forget them!
So I created a new blog, jielinnnx33 wouldn't be abandoned don't worry. :D
I will still blog there sometimes and might even open it up when everything is right.
Now it just needs time to rest and recharge a little.



Back to topic.
Camp was....... tiring, dirty, tough but fun and enjoyable.
Really love Taurus instructors. :D


Okay, Blog more later on after I finish unpacking my dirty camping bag :/



updated 7.04pm
Just to clarity,
jie-linnn.blogspot.com: will temporary be the blog I will post my daily events on. :D (canceled)
jielinnnx33.blogspot.com: it's locked and for only special people to visit (Virus alert) (opened, virus free :D)
jielinnn-s.blogspot.com: This is.. just a place for me to talk, quietly. (Virus alert) (abandoned)
yours-k.tumblr.com: First tumblr account and it's awesome (Virus alert) (abandoned)
-But suggest you can look through all the posts cause all the reblog is great!
mr-mrskoh.blogspot.com: Locked and will never invite so don't bother asking, :x (Virus alert) (abandoned)


For those with "virus alert", it is usually jielin, whining. :/
HAHA so read at your own risk.

But most probably will be posting on jie-linnn about daily life, jielinnnx33 about things I never want to say, yours-k will be on things conveyed through quotes and pictures.


PS, I might still tumblr cause it's still awesome.
But need to do packing up; this and that shouldn't be there.
And even if I still tumblr, the msges doesn't mean anything people :D
Just find it meaningful/relate to me at some point in life. :D







I used to want courage; but now, I wanted strength instead.

"To love someone deeply gives you courage, to be loved deeply gives you strength"

放手后未必更自由。


Yesterday, it's been a month since you been gone.
I wonder, how did I survive.
Thanks to friends I guess.


Some words just never came out.
But it's okay since it wouldn't make a difference anyway.


Everything, everyone is telling me,
It's time to move on, let go and be happy.
I know. I knew that.


My mind pushed you out, but you still lingers around.
That's the hard thing I guess.
I mentioned I am moving on, I repeat that to myself, I still turn back.




You are not exactly the best boyfriend, you are not the cutest guy, you are not the best man I've met.
It makes no sense.
Everything = senseless.
Once you loved me so much, I do too.
Now we're mere strangers..


How sad is that.
But I don't cry anymore.
I just upset and after a while it will get better.
At least, slightly.

Kill me please LOL
Why do I have to see all that?



There isn't friends to help getting you back.
Cause there isn't any that helped pull us together in the first place.

It was a mutual thing.
We got it together.
You lost it, you ain't finding it.
You're obsess with someone else instead.


You don't care.
No you act as if you care.
You asked me things, I lied to you.
I tried to sound my life is all good and fun without you.
Try not to sound I'm sad.
Try to swallow the lump inside my throat.
You know how that feels like?


It wasn't easy to move myself away from you.
But I have to act like I don't care.
It's like, dramatic.
A play, endless play.
I smiled to you, you smile a little back.

I protected you, I am still.
I can do that, but I didn't.
I can tear off your mask, but I didn't.
Why?
Because I can't bear to hurt you.




You, on the other hand, happy like a lark.
Will my love turns into some.. obsession?
Unhealthy.


I can never say hope you last long with her.
Even I do, it will come with a cross finger.
I ain't cruel, I just wanna save my dignity while hoping there's someone to save me.
No, I don't want anyone to save me.

I want you.

I locked my blog,

For what? I also don't know.

What can I post when everything in my mind is about you?

How you would react when you see that, etc.

I don't want you to see.

The love game is getting stupid, but I can't seems to get out.

In fact, I don't want to.

It's a miracle to have you in my life.

A happiness.

Till I find a way to make you happy, I will leave the blog locked.

Or till I find a way to move on, without you.

But that is hardly possible.

Can someone just take me away? Or take those sufferings and pain away.

I blocked you, I know you blocked me too, right?

Man In Shirts Are Hot !
*browse through a million English boys pictures*
:D

And somehow, I feel ky look hot too,
Awesome, I'm going to divorce wei loke and change to kai yuan :D