But I wish there is another way




 Each meant something.
Going back to bed now. See you all awake folks reading my blog.



Dear-all-laziest-humans,

Woooh I just woke up. Late for my appointment so I went back to sleep.
12hours of sleep is definitely awesome. Glowly skin hiakhiak just that I've ugly dents in my hair.:( poor sleeping positions you know.

Love the curtains make my room so dark and orangey. Say bye to stupid sunlight who can't stop shining right at my face when it's up.

Now there's no lunch cause no one at home eat lunch :(:( damn that's why I hate staying at home cause there's no food. I need lunch naooo! Hungry the moment I woke up. Cause I'm always hungry before bed haizxzxzxzxz.


Let's see what I shall do today. Go for appointments baaaa I think they miss me. Anddd kite flying? Hmm

Maximum volume.^^

Then I will tell you you're everything I can ever ask for

Dear-greedy-monsters-in-the-whole-wide-world,

Today woke up at around 10++. Stupid I&R. Went to school to hand it in. Stayed and chatted, no should be gossiped with jjc after that. Went off and met sm.

Trained to bugis and she bought white chocolate kinder breno for me hiakhiak . Super nice. We walked around here and there waiting for the person to end her work. Lots of food there omg! It's like a food paradise. *Drools*
Most interesting conversation was, how to give your gifts to super junior during concert lol.

After collecting her CD, we went to bugis v for food. Some random stores and the food is nice and cheap. Except sm's super fattening. Walked around bugis junction and finally settled in some store for gelato. ^w^

Mango+Macadamia nuts+yoggi=ultimate love yeah.

Had some really interesting topic to talk about but I forgot what, so yeah let's just leave it here until I recall.

Went over to look for Ape and SW at top1. Then proceeded home.
 Yes I love her.


MD again (monopoly deal again) and did some DIYs. Heheee I'm halfway through it but it chaoda. Whatevs.

Sentosa tmr? GARR I wna live in marina area leh Sentosa is soooooo far and I'm soooooo lazy to go there.

AND ME WANT BUFFET EATING IS MY NEW-FOUND HABIT WHATEVS FATS DOESN'T WORRY ME NOW SINCE I'LL BE SUFFERING WHEN SCHOOL STARTS AGAIN. OKAY FINE I SHALL GO EDIT THE 300PICTURES LYING ALL AROUND.

No hols for me already perhaps just a short fam dinner because can't decide on the destination. Hmmm mum deciding on whether to go Hyatt or TST. Let's see where is better yawns hate researching.



I'm going to sleep now and wake up at 11/12. Woooh full 12 hours I love life like this.


I found a way to read the above fml. But goodluck in trying to figure out what I wrote! Hmm can try putting it under infra-red rays. ^^

Like a fluffy cloud or a simple rain drop in the skies


Dear-cheers-to-all-whose-OP-is-finally-over,

Hahaa! Must be missing me a lot right!

Yeap today is the last day of OP. Well, it's like the best we can have, out of alllll the rehearsals.
Now, I just have to settle with I&R and sayonara PW. Hmm perhaps one more.... GPF. Please, no redo-ing of GPP.
Well Q&A pretty screwed but LET'S GET OVER IT. Look forward to the one week break woyeah! Except the fact that we have to go back to SIGN the GPF. Goddammitwhydotheyhavetobesotroublesome!


Anyway, after OP had my first virgin round of Monopoly deal with the usuals. And sad or happy to say, I totally fall in love with that game. GEEEEE.
Even went to buy it. Heheeee! Rushed home and had dozens of it with sisters. HAHAAAA not the sole winner so sad I'm still not vicious, yet. D:

Anyway both of them went for rebonding and it kinda tempt me! But I'm as poor as a peasant I swear T___T And.....

Randoms:
1. Should I go for holidays during this time?
2. If yes, where?
3. Damn sian tmr going back to school to hand in I&R
4. Need money
5. I WANT BUFFET SO BADLY
6. Headache. Always headache nowadays.
7. Lazy to edit I&R
8. A bit pissed
9. Going for a good mask later
10. I wanna meet clique so badly
11. Outing with girls (y) love them
12. The curtains made my room like oven, trapping heat omg.HOT.
13. That's all.

Decided to wear lens tomorrow cause I tend to use my middle finger to push up my spects! LOL.

And I'd listen to every if I need to

Dear-all-good-luck-if-you're-taking OP-tmr,

I hasn't started preparing, yet. I just feel something's missing. Well. Bad things happened don't wanna talk about it. Life is always full of bad things so ya I sorta got used to it.

Anyway, above it's the glass shoes. sigh fairytales alter peoples' mindset. It's impossible to wear it ya.
But still they are god damn awesome. ^w^ I think I got fatter. I feel like an elephant.


Gonna for laksa now. Throat please survive alright?


Basically preparing you guys for holiday-type-of-post. (boring in layman's term) Everyone is out, they went to cycle and I'm home alone, lonely and hungry T____T


Updated 07/11:
What should I do?

Updated 9:13pm:

Damn I wna watch the show again! Super nice plus got hot guy and pretty girl :D



6th month, I hope you like it then. 

Sorry but you've to be the thing called secret

Dear-disappointed-but-what-can-I-do,
Initially was in a good mood. Finally meeting up yet last minute cancel, again. You think I'm shit is it?

Don't want go nevermind. I'm okay, too bad.

So waited for sister to come home and persuaded her to go town with me. Initial destination was Bugis (to get my hair done) but since she hasn't been to Fareast yet, so change of destination.

Walked around and there's a few things I noticed:
1. People are dressing up so much nicer in town! God I felt so underdress.
2. More and more people are in boots now. wth in a country nearly 35 degree Celsius? How do they even do that? Maybe I should try a pair too? :D:D Well, I do have one, I just found them. Mad comfy cow leather god knows why I have them. Wore them when I went to hongkong (hmm pretty long ago then) because it's slightly cooler there.
3. Lots of older woman are shopping in fareast. Old means old. 40 and above kind. At least they look like that?
4. Not much changes so sad.
5. The ice thingy closed down T___T
6. Did get some stuff though hiakhiak. I wanted the black one but the last pair is on the shelf and it's super dirty. So got the white one.

So walked around for 3 hours + basically just going round in circles, visiting every single shop. Boring.
No time to go forever21 for my dress argh. -____________-

Went home, surprisingly train towards jurong is not pack at all. Wooh I'm so going to town on weekends.^^
I find people very weird, why do they like to stare so much.



Anyway, came home and realised dad left for m'sia. No time to prepare dinner for him. Sis went out for dinner so that left the 3 of us. Cook a pot of soup for noodles and they are surprisingly gooood. Had dried version + ribena + mashed potatoes. Homemade mashed potatoes (at least for my version) is something I swear by. Gonna bring fam to have baked potatoes because they are equally awesome. Sister even came up with some potato song, lol.


Gonna bring fam out for dinner to hmm where is nice? Recommend me please. :D
And chill at starbucks with my cute sist next week after op. heheee. I'm a good sister, yea?
Btw pulau ubin tmr.... Should I go?


Was surfing tumblr and came across this. Reminded me of something during op rehearsal.
Mr ong: Where's the video?
Me: Oh, it's inside Aisyah's.
SM: Lol teletubis (whatever I can't spell I'm not going to google that in case I come across some mad gross story or what. Heard a few and that's  enough. I don't know but I remembered someone telling me it's pronounced as te-li-tu-bees. Is it? I always read as te-li-ta-bi.)
And the green one is the one I always pronounced wrongly. You can't blame me! I watched tom and jerry when I'm young okay. Silent cartoon. LOL.


Movie I caught:





Piranha 3D: R21. Gore, gruesome with some disturbing scenes? I didn't catch the whole movie. Greeted with half eaten bodies all over the place. Lol.
Urban legend: Not sure what genre but it's basically sick murder. And producers. lol.

Now, Saw3D? Should I?
That's the thing sbout halloween, watch all this sick stuff.




Family time now, op time later :D
Less is more,

You know what? I am back.
I did post here too when I'm blogging at dear-jielin. Garr if you wna read most probably you have to rummage throughthe archives, which imo not a very good idea.


Let bygones be bygones. C:
Hello baby jielinnnx33, I know you miss me. I do, too. ^^

It's like endless loop on a roller coaster



Dear-you-know-you-meant-more-than-nothing,
Dad brought us out for breakfast, which is a pretty rare thing. It's good to be around my family sometimes. They are the most comforting.

Went out for pw after that. Rehearsed and it's finally taking shape. Now just have to brush up individual presentation. Stalked some people in facebook. After that went to sw's house for mj session.

Totally not in mood I also don't know why. It's like there's a million things running through my mind. They came and left so fast. So fast I couldn't figure out what I was thinking. Headache so everything is pretty bad yeah. I don't know why my mood is so screwed up nowadays.

So lost quite a bit, ya it's alright.
Ape accompanied for a while. Then we parted.


Having her around cheers me up a little (:


Went to get my fav milk tea then to the industrial area. I think I must feel reallllllyyyyy down then (which is a few hours ago) because I'm totally outta my mind. A girl. Night. Industrial areas. Dark. Filled with men (saw 1 or 2 woman only).  = OUT OF MY MIND. I was even planning my last words, just in case. Hahaa! so yes I'm fine.


Anyhow, went there because I wanted to go to the temple. it's like I must go back (to huan yuan) and somehow today feels like a good day.

Well did the usual there, including qiu qian. Had a hard time understanding the explanation (noob chinese) so I think it's something like 'god had it all planned out, don't rush' Hahaaa! Guess what? (I think cannot say out cause will change if I do).

At least I huan yuan already.

Went home.

Hmmmm mood is pretty fine now. You know what you can do when you're feeling down?
Housework. I find washing toilet the best remedy. Heeheee! I've sparkling floor now (I only scrubbed the floor)

Don't screw my mood again okay idiot.

2 weeks before xmas.... you better don't ditch me before that. :D

Deep set eyes and charming little grin





This one is cute too. Guitarist :D:D:D
Is he asian? Well idk who too so don't bother asking me...... just like him.


If he's not asian, well this one below is!


Hmmmmm. wait. he's mixed... lol.

Spot the similarity among all my eye candies? :D:D:D:D
Crazy girl .lol.

YEAAAH I ROCK RIGHT FOUND THE EVIL ITALIC CODE. GARRRR IT'S LIKE SEARCHING FOR A NEEDLE IN THE DEEP BLUE SEA.


CLEAR PW TODAY SO CAN GO OUT LATER ILOVEYOU! :D
Blog after rehearsal heheeee!

DAMN IM MAD HUNGRY NOW SOMEONE DROP ME A COW PLEASE? I'LL FINISH IT ALL.
WHINING CAUSE I DONT HAVE FOOD.

GONNA EAT EAT EAT TMR! EAT A LOT A LOT BUT I HAVEN'T DECIDE WHAT....
ANYWAY NOTE TO SELF: TMR REMEMBER TO ASK WL ABOUT THUMBDRIVE.
GRRRRR I GO EAT FRUITS NOW.
PATHETIC DINNER (I FORGOT TO EAT DINNER LOOOOL MY STOMACH IS GROWLING LIKE NO TOMORROW.)

P/S IF YOU DONT SEE ME AROUND TMR MOST PROBABLY I DIGESTED MYSELF. YEA.

SCREW THIS SHIT TOOK 1 HOUR + TO DO THE SKIN.
CHANGED A LOT OF STUFF YES I LIKE THE END RESULTS.
SUPAA TIRED NOW I WANNA REST AND HAVE DINNER FML.
I HATE THE FONT AND THE ITALIC!! SOMEONE HELP ME I CAN'T FREAKING FIND THE CODE THAT CAUSED THE FONTS TO BE ITALIC.
AS OF HOW TO GET MY CODES, DROP ME A MESSAGE.


LOL THIS IS PRETTY REDUNDANT CAUSE I DON'T THINK ANYONE WILL HELP.
KTHXBYE.