GARRRR ._. Back from school, like, finally.

Let see, school's terrible. Do and Do and Do.
Well, I just have to be a geek for another 2weeks ! Yay. (:
one thing, tiffy's blog really encouraging kkays ! ( Not about the ahem-ahem de )

Thenthen; I received fr3b stuff (: Was reallyreally fast can!
Wait till I try them out hehe.

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Studied with kokhui after school. hahs.
At least I finished a chem paper in 2hrs ( + slacking in between )
skipskipskip.

--
--

Met a buyer for payment. hehs,
Then home-d. (:
Went to " woodlands park " Or hill, as what he said.
kns, 20minutes already tio 3 bites alrdy. :(
" I always know I'm sweet " :D hehe.

thenthen, I can't believed I did retarded things with kkh alright?
In the past, I'll be totally turn off by those actions.
Hehs, I guess I'm turning retarded ._.
Walked into where I'm always scared. Not scary at all .
You never know until you try (:

oh ya! He thought a leaf ( I supposed that is ) is a cat hahaha !!
retarded not?! funny hor :DDDDD

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:( nothing to blog about alrdy..
Going to settle some bs things then offffff :X
To eat, and study. hehes ( if i can )

Note: I think I'm gaining extra pounds due to exams' stress. :(
Keep feeling hungry eeeewwww.

ciaos, off to 2nd blog. (:
-for more about todayyyyyy . (:

ILOVEYOU.

D: Today woke up late for tuition.
On the way there dad was nagging at me, blah ~
( change topic ) tuition tuition.
Bus-ed back to woodlands and waited for kokhui :o

Walked around lols, again, planning what to eat.
In the end had mac x3
I ate a lot a lot kkays !
DCB meal (: heh!
He no appetite LOLS
Gawk. fei si le.

Got a lot of pple stared at me kkays ?
idk why.
I thought my face got what. hahs.

very fun cancan.

-----------------------


I can't remember much already :x
Happyhappy :D
crapped&homed .


Now watching 'they kiss again' disc 1 (((((:
Yay-ness ! Damn funny can.
Although I watched it online before.
( got a lot of cut diao de parts :X )

Might be blogging more later, if I find things that's interesting (:

-------------------------------
When I tasted love in the air, I know you're around.
And because you never leave, everyday is love (:

I understood.

I just realised; peckyong&meixia tagged me LOLS
Hahs ;D well, '_' nothing to say about their tags
BUT..

I always thought they're angry for some reason.
Make me worry for nth hahs. (:
happy alrdy :D
------ love

Nah, I'm not emo-ing. (: Don't get affected by my title ( trying to let you get use to it )

Why did I say so? Hahs, hmm. Kokhui's sucha piece of wood.
:x You can't blame me; I just need entertainment O.O

Before I carry on, let me briefly go through the events today (:
-------------------------

Went school with duck ._. &he doesn't know how to open a door :O
Opps! I'm not SUPPOSED to say it out. :x

No HL for all except uppersec ! how can so bad one?
Then learn the don't know what. blahblah~
( ahgong's really enthu :x )

Thenthen, humanities ! Woots, without ms chen. :x
Did a SBQ qns for 1&half hours ! :x
Busy talking to pearly XD I miss shandong !

Chem speedtest; :x no comments. LOLS I hate salts .

Then maths. miss ng lied :( Told us she'll not be coming in.
Hai wo so happy can ? In the end see her sian diao. :x
revise&blahblah.

"SCHOOL BELL RANG!"

After school did bio XD.
I mean, copied. :X Then went to cwp to get $ from dearests (:
Thank you !
After that went for movie "painted skin"
Damn damn coldddddd ~
Not going for any movies without jacket alrdy ! O.O
Then slacked in cwp for maybe 2hrs
kokhui was literally killing me with boredom. :x
( and that's how I came out with today's title )
There's still interesting stuff that took place.

Like he just loved strings O.O because he's a cat..
Er, he's retarded ( this is obvious ? )
ok, I can't remember anymore.
:D it's still great.

and yea, home I went :X

well, I guess I have nothing much to blog about. next topic (:

------------------------------　（ｎｏｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｙｏｕ　）

他：“你会爱我多久？”
她：“我不知道。。大概一辈子够不够？”
：D

=3

你一定要陪着我直到天长地久
不要对我若即若离
让我伤心泪流
你一定要陪着我一直到最后
从今以后剩下的路都要陪我走
(:


*Cross fingers* Ily.

2nd update of the day (:
Because I changed my skin, I should make comments about it.
Not bad not bad. Not one of the skins I'll use long long.
but now no time to change, so leave it 1st.
At least I spent hours doing it.
Nah, just changing things, here and there.


And of course, update my blogreaders on what happened just now.
Disaster. :x

First thing first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWNNNNNIE (:
Stay happy always ! and hope you&jiayee happyhappy x3
May your dreams come true !

After I went down from com lab, met retarded3. study (:
Though didn't do much :x
Had shawnie cake (: nice except the got berry one ( I think it's berry, anyway )
But retarded3 thought otherwise.
Well, retarded ma O.O (joking )
Then kena cream :(
Oily things. yucks.

Was pretty cool. (:
Home and failed to meet buyer, again.
Sunday sunday :x

DDDDD: gawk. I go have my dinner alrdy.
But let me post about this first.

--------------------- ( don't read, it's not for you ! )
:D happy I left a small part of my blog for you?
Well, if not, think.
You've the whole of my heart already !
Don't greedy! (:

I never knew;
3words,8letters,1meaning can be so powerful.
My sweetest boy, thank you.

我Y你也是！
( I know you wrote a big one, but hello? This is blog :x )
and ignore my broken chinese, i find it cute this way (:


and if you've notice, I'm back to the 'title' thingy.
Yes, I'll give a title to my post from now on (:

[updated6.45pm] deleted lame parts.

D: Helloooooo !

I'm not blogging ! (:
Happy not ? Hmm, in com lab now, with tiffy&kai.
:D anyway, just an update, I wldn't be blogging :x
I supposed. :D

maybe short, lame updates now&then! like now (:

I'm searching for a new blogskin, so ya! D:

Been happy this few days, (: everything, so far, so good. :D

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Today,
O6ral horror O.O
English oral, didn't score well, :x well.
Chinese ? not anything better. (fullstop)
I'm not telling you how I thought it's read as "bang" instead of "pang"
Anyhow.. it's over already! :D

1 thing off the stress list.
SS&EM exams next week.
Already, I feel the tension. No doubt.
When you did 0 studying. :x
I shall work hard. NO!
I MUST work hard. After EOY, "Party!"

So as usual, I'm going off, to mug hard, so at least, TRY to.

Well, I still time to crap a little...
What should I talk about?
My after exams plans? NO
My exams techniques? NO -.- I don't think I even have one :x
My love life? Well, nothing hot.
My friends life? I better not.

Then, Let me blog about. (:
Happy moments XD
-WEILOKE GOT "they kiss again" disc hehes (:
Of course, it's a b'day present from my dearests ! :D
I'm glad glad glad !
HAHS, gonna show off to my meimei alrdy.

-------- sad to say, no more happy moments :(

D: ciaos.

[update6.36pm]
Yes! I found it! I've found the miracle XD
My blog song hehe!
:D I'm loving this song soooooooo much !
I think I heard it before, but who cares! D:

This song! shall remain on my blog, unless a better one comes along.
Meanwhile, nope. [:
I took millions of years to look for a song that sings it all (:
Found it, happy happy (:
Today, hmmm. SMILE EVERYBODY!
"The stars are shining brightly up in the velvet sky."
I'm happy because we share things that's beautiful (:

Ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me
You take me there at times
I feel I lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

suddenly, I felt I'm at a disadvantage not reading tiffy's private blog.
Well, I'm glad I did.
There's things for me to know. To understand.

There's things I wanted to tell tiffy about. Because I know.
D: Yea, I knew it. The feeling that I felt now&then.
Emptiness? Something more than that. I swear it sucks.
O.O Numb. yea. numb-ness ( if there's even a word like this )

Well, you'll get through it (:
I support you jiemei ! :D
PS: I don't feel this way anymore alright. (:

I'm happy enough to know that you're with me right now :D
It's more than anything perfect.
Not too demanding, nor too stress for me.
There's times for me to lean on, times for me to go on alone.
I'm glad you came along, and thankful, how things progressed.
Slow and steady. lovely :D

I'm thankful because I have you around.
Through the storms, I'll still stand by you (:
You're my love; I hope you'll be, forever :D
Let's not wish for the impossible, or take things a little too far.
x33 love.



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Enough of lovely dovey. :X
P-I-S-S-E-D
Don't add me in msn if you're thinking of something idiotic.
Fuck you for saying all that and may you mouth rot.
Fuck you little pathetic asswipe.

I shall stop here before somebody, tell me I'm damn vulgar.
Or ill manners I don't care.

Of course, not all strangers are bad.
I met a nice, "cool" girl, I supposed :x

And I get really pissed with people who is "trying" to be friendly.
Hello? Friendly to a dinosaur? Forget it :x
Repeating stupid questions over&over again.
Maybe I should prepare a template of answers, just in case I got so pissed off I start scolding vulgarities again. :x
It's just not quite me today.
All thanks to you, sucker.

And lastly, I guess I've scare people away LOLS


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Ok, If you ever lie to me, I think I'll go crazy. :x
Because I trust you so much (: And I'm happy I did.
:D Are you happy?
I hope so. (:

ciaos.

( Jielin's here updating, keeping my blog in gooooood shape )
Let's start from sunday ? well.

Went to library to study. ( with duck, eddy's girlf. & kokhui )
Well, Met tiffy, weiloke, kaiyuan, melody, yixuan, lingmei (heard that she's on the 2nd floor) there.
Didn't really study, pretty sad ur?

Was complaining how hungry we are all along.
Went to pizzahut to eat, and I'm broke now :(
The pizza wasn't that bad, and lunch was made interesting by junfeng. (:
Played truthORdare, but at times it became dareORdoubledare.
:D Luckily never tio, if not die in liting's hand.
:x Junfeng had a taste of it, well, two, I supposed.

Eating a "knifeful" of peeper was never a good experience. (well, the pepper is on the knife)
D: But had a great time laughing at his retarded actions, as well as messing up the table ;x

After meal, went back to library to study.
blehbleh.
Junfeng lend me his holy book. And I swear because of that I'm going to do well for my paper1.
I hope so :x

Then after that liting went home, duck&kh went bball-ing in some deserted area. D:
And me, home to sleep :D

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Monday
Woke up really early, 5.30am for a quick revision on chinese. (:
Pro right? I actually managed to force myself to get out of my cozy bed into the cold living room, on the lights, with only the accompany on my maomao, to study?
Yes, I did it and I'm feeling proud since morning :D

Did my routine and off to school.
Paper2 was relatively easy, but I don't have the I-am-going-to-own feeling.
So, not so good after all. :x
Paper1, told you with the holy book I'm own-ing :x ( joking )
But it's really good, I supposed. If I can memorise everything I'll be god :D

I don't feel tired throughout the paperS! Hello? Not even I yawning!
Sleeping at 11 is great. (:
After all the exams went to cwp with lots of pple.
Let's see, Legs long ones: Weiloke, kaiyuan, shimei&ruixian ( 1st time )
Legs short one: Kokhui.

Then posted my stuff went back to mac.
Only kop-ed some FATS from them.
And off to mrt station to meet buyer. (:

Then after that kh went for bball, and I went library.
It's really full ok. Hence..
I'm home! To blog and self study in my cozy room with my mao :D

PS: I need a name for kokhui, he has kinda retarded name..
PS2: DDXIANG actually went CSS before leh! holycow. I didn't know that..

ciaos.
update about something later :D

Something in your face possessed me
Something in your smile just get me
Your words are so misleading
And now I feel like a fool

updated 9.30pm
Damn sian. everybody went m'sia, w/o me.
idk why.
nvmind, :D I'm happy like this.
So on com, edit pic xD
here you go!
( all zilian pic requested by jiajun (: )

nahs :X
Updated 5.40pm




Updated 3.06pm

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

Holycow. I don't want a cancer :(

You Are Ready, Willing, and Able to Commit

You are not scared of commitment in the least. In fact, there's a good chance that you're already committed to someone you love. You are willing to give up a little freedom for relationship stability. And once you're in a relationship, you'll do almost anything to make things work.

Well I hope I can D:

You Communicate Like a Woman

You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely. You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice. Communication is how you connect with people. You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.

Hahs (: I'm a womaan ((: WOOTS

There's Not a Violent Bone in Your Body

You're cool and collected, even when someone really gets under your skin. And while you don't blow up when you're angry, you know how to express your anger calmly. You don't bottle emotions up or let them get out of control. For you, violence would never be an option.

SEE RONGHUI! I'm not violent!

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"Nice doggy."

This is crap ._.

And what else did I do?
I went 'lovecalculator' to calculate love between my mom&dad.
Wasn't a lot, But who cares! they're still together XD
Therefore, don't believe the shit.
I can't believe that's what my girlfriends and I did in the past xD

Edited some pictures. might be posting it later LOLS
ate some mushrooms to fill my stomach. :(

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Perhaps you thought you knew what but let me tell you, you're wrong.
It's just one of the E mo days when you got fcuky stomachache now&then.
Bleh. It's just one of the days..

Today planned to wake up early to do some revision.
BUT I FAILED ._.
Went to school slightly early, find ahgong, BUT no use.
Luckily tiffy went through things with me. I hope EOY eng would be good.
Not difficult, D: Gawk, If I fail I'll commit suicide.

Then after school planned to go orchard tiffy's house
And I backed out.
Told you, E mo days :(
Bus-ed home at around 1.40pm O_O

Why so no life? It's fridaaaaaayyyyyy !
Well, I know I know. I'm just moody and tireddddddd :(

ciaos. I go talk to ddxiang alrdy (:
Update with lame things ltr. D:

One more thing.
It's just an impossible wish afterall...
Face the facts, I don't know shall it be you, or me.

hellllloooooo :D

PG mall2 arrived alrdy :)
Got it after studying.. Thanks ya(:
hahs, :D TOODLES !



做了朋友那麼多年
而你卻始終　沒改變
單眼皮的笑　偶爾扁著嘴角
我們的快樂從不變調

＊生活上喜怒哀樂一起分擔
漸漸的我們也無所不談
不加糖的咖啡都不覺得苦
你加上我　加上愛　等於幸福

＃我不要　你把我推給別人去疼愛
我對你的心是百分之一百
每一個想你的習慣　那麼實在
我早已對你產生的依賴
一天天　一點點　砌成了愛
LOVE IS FOREVER, FOREVER LOVE


原來愛情是　需要一點苦澀
才能找到屬於自己的角色
原來愛情是　需要一點眼淚
不只是單純享受幸福的滋味

listen, if you think I love you
Don't if you're a retard D:

I'm truly happy nowadays.
:DDDDD Yes I am.
TEHEH. Like retard nowadays lols.

If this is another mistake, then nothing is anything right.
I'm serious this time round. (:
zhen de heng ai ni(:
Hope this is not just me, alone.
Everyday, smile!

taraearara! (:
ILY.

hi baby :D

speed blogging speed blogging!
OMG. today was really busy. met pple up for their stuff and got present.
I've spent an hour "scribbling" my "love" to "you"

Hope you understand ((:

-tmr gonna be a happy day, too. :D

And lastly, Friday after english EOY (:
Plans plans?

Oh I can't wait for EOY to be over. :X
Can go out w dearests, girlfriend&shasha, shandong pple and 3/4! ((:
I'm going to work hard this time round. No matter how much I seems to don't care.
I care. I'm scared. :(

hi baby :D

First thing first. Oral sucks. :(
Gonna score so badly, I think. Well, I just have to work hard for others then (:
Was really happy mr du forgot to collect compo corrections.
( I didn't finished them :X )

After school and oral went cwp.
-Thanks (: was a really filling one.
Had macs and bought "xiao yuan shi guan12" (:
Damn happy today. D:

Ok shan't talk too much on that, busy girl (:
byebye.

To cure despo: http://www.swiit-candiedlove.blogspot.com/
Visit! ((((:

PS: Thank you erzi; he's getting 'they kiss again' disc for me :DDDDDD
LOLS a pirated one though :x well, good enough. (:

And I left my stocks in school! stupid not. The oral exams made me freaky.

LASTLY! I still love my dearest peepos! No doubt no doubt. ((((:
and you haha.

hi baby :D

Ytd.
Went to orchid country club for dinner.
Wasn't THAT bad :D I love the chicken though. (:
The crab wasn't as great. I still love the one I ate in Pasir Ris few years ago. :c
Nothing has ever since claim nice.

Was pretty cool, as it was one of the DAYS we, as a fam go out together.
The service, well, pretty good, friendly and nice.
What's bad is the place is rather secluded, and end up walking into the club. :(
And the table, sticky and oily.
Other than that, they're consider pretty good.
Price? Cheap, er,, reasonable, I mean (:
A dinner for 5 with (Crab, veg, fried tofu, roasted chicken, beer, tea, and one more thing I can't remember) only cause $150. My parents say it's cheap, yet not coming bad again, you know why..

Then after dinner walked around, pretty cool (:
Took pictures, pictures and pictures :X
Will upload tmr as I'm really busy today. Got a super funny tree, which has such fat truck.
You'll see why I'm so amazed once you saw the picture.

:D home around 11+, chatted, packed, sleep.

Today.
Woke up by junfeng's sms "wakey wakey wakey"
Good m0rning call(:
But I didn't go gym.
Bathed, whatever necessary, and went to library.
HAHS, I'm not late! Liting happy?
Yes, I went with liting.
'booked' a seat, had 'mushy spag' D:
Not bad, not bad..
Liting came, do some work, she got fries. LOLS
the cafe damn retarded.
Liting gave them $50, (rich girl) and they do not have change. LOLS
in the end she came toilet to fan me for $3.50 :x

Tben after a while, kokhui&others came.
They super qi guai cans.
I shan't mention further details. D:
Study study do hwk, but I'm not yet done :X
Then junfeng&dennis came back after a match of bball.
By then, liting alrdy left for her sakae.
LOLS and dennis's actually same p6 class as me ? OMG, I didn't know.
so crap and stuff and he helped me do partial fractions (:

And then thought nets gt $6 tickets for movie, but in the end don't have lols.
hahas, so kh paid $30 for tickets of 3.
(junfeng&dennis hao yi si ar)
Well, I'm running out of time, can't watch a movie so, home.

And to realise, "nobody's at home"
and this caused me to blog. :x

ciaos.

let's not care about what others think or say anymore.
Someday, You will have you big big name on my blog :D
IF, one day I overcome my weakness (:







I have 4 wishes now D:

1. Liting&Eddy to stay happy forever
   
2. Exams results to be really good (:
3. Tiffy,Sarah,Shimei,Kaiyuan,Weiloke to be my dearests forever :DD
4. and JieLin to be happy with, or without D:

Not too selfish, I supposed so (:

And one last song.
:D back to Epop (emo pop :x)
Triggers feelings (: Like hilter omg hahs.
BUT I'M NOT SAD OK (: STOP SAYING I'M
I'm happy with you. :s




请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔

我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂虽然我愿意
心还想着你


再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔

learn this song (: sup' nice

hi baby :D ily

Today woke up early for tuition.
Went off on time, which was great.
Then bus-ed home and went out to meet a buyer.
LOLS saw shimei&kaiyuan then jiahui at mrt station.
Damn retarded just now, she's like inside the mrt and I'm outside.
Then somemore shimei helped me to ask a wrong person. :x

Don't you think talking to strangers like kns, super strange?
Well, I thought so.

Later, sad to say, I'm still going out for dinner.
Wouldn't be joining them for the celebration :( shags.
I hoped the dinner would be good.
Ltr kns my dad bring us to some kopi tiam. ohmytian.
Waste my day away.

I always have a wardrobe crisis nowadays.
( Because I hasn't been going out lately )
So I wore a super large shorts + a jacket over.
OMG I saw a lot of pple can, paiseh :(
And I can't seems to find a nice fitting shorts .
I need some shopping, hello.

Oh. we had lunch in foodcourt.
LOLS shimei ate fried rice and kaiyuan ate cai fan.
LOLS me? bubblegum!

I got it from my student alright (: and I blew bubbles! OMG
Kaiyuan was saying "ni zhen de mei you tong nian leh"
It's my first time eating bubble gum can :D
Somemore blow big big bubbles OMG!
They had a fun time laughing at my retarded actions.
Took pics, wait for sm to send.
Well, anyw, bubblegum rocks! :D
I want more more more (:
I can play with it and self-entertain de!

Saw ahgong, dennis, 2 girls ( in ahgong clique ) and yongkang.
OMG yongkang was wearing shades in cwp? and I can't recognised him.
Thenthen saw papergoat LOLS (ziyang)
And off to civi. Update acc book :( $$ so little alrdy.

And then, home (((((:

Then crap crap with leon (I supposed that's his name, and he's not the 3/4 one)
And our conversation drifted to rabbit and tortise. LOLS
Funny ar? lols.

For the dinner later, I will update today OR tmr.
:D as for now, I'm going blogshopping (:
Bad note: Why do seasons change? they are all sending stupid thick clothings now and if you wear it others would be wondering whether you're an Eskimo not. :D

Happy zhong qu jie!


-Stupid, my head hurts :(

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songs.


想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手

真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
如果有一刻 我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远


and one more.


我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说“我们”
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说“我们”
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
每当听见她或他说“我们”
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声


jielin not happy? no, just confused.
I must have irritate you. :(


Will you love me the way I love you?
Will things be good afterall?
Or it's just another mistake? I wish I can just leave you alone.
I bet things wouldn't change a bit for you.
If you tell me you love me, I'll love you back forever... ;_;

ciaos
Ok, I'll jianchixiaqude! D:

hi baby :D

Today no HL. Don't know good or bad.
D: Lesson was as usual. :O
I'm damn sure I can't be a teacher in the future.
Seeing my students trying to keep awake look, gosh. (I wondered how hard I'll laugh :x)
LOLS imagining me, myself :x

After school went to 'shop&save' got pet food for donations.
:D Nice not? haha.
Then waited and off to SPCA.

After sooooooooo long, jielin got to sit with shimei again! :D
Yea, we crapped, of course, with weiloke.
Sometimes, spitting up isn't that bad afterall.
"true friends stays" I love my peepo!

I really miss 2e6, the things we shared there. I appreciated, really.
OMG there I go again :x
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Then we reached SPCA, for CIP :D
The person who brought me through the whole trip was miss chong. Pretty cute.
I love the way she talks. hahs.
Had a short introduction, knew about animal abuse. LOLS never a good thing.
Stupid murders. Drats.
Anyway you can get to know more if you visit SPCA yourself or our booth(set up after EOY)
hahs, then we're off to the shelters corner.

What greeted us warmly, The "nice" smell.
Well, it's really not that bad, I promised. Not as bad as I thought.
Went in one of the cages with liting :D took some retarded pictures D:
LALA~ shan't talk much about that. See pictures. waiting for liting to send me.

Today is a super happy day. Well, Can Consider :x

1. Got to go out with shimei :D
2. And talk things out with liting
3. And mac with 2 cartoon characters.

I'm really glad liting and I are/is? alright now. (ok, my eng sucks)
We're studying tgt this sun, no objections ya?
:D

After SPCA went back school. Waited for weiloke to end his meeting.
Then went cwp mac LOLS
HEHES. eat eat and get fat.
With this 2 cartoon characters around don't laugh also cannot lols.
:D I love the fries there! omg. *craves*

Then after that slacked around. LOLS
shimei went to zap her piano thingy and went metro children's corner.
LOLS still remember that's one of our fav place.
Playing with barbie, and making all barney sing 'iloveyou song' hahs.

Got so amazed by the toys, trying to fit in the shoes.
Look at baby's clothes omg.
I'm missing it again.

"Can things be salvaged if I tell you how much I treasure you?"
"Or.. Maybe can I lean on you when I need? To cry and laugh through the day?"
"Or or... telling you, how much I love you?"
Well, face it jielin, NO.

Though so, I'm glad I still have good friends standing by me.
That's why I really treasure wo de qing ai de!
:D LOLS I was telling weiloke&shimei how much I treasure them.
They must be thinking I'm mad :(
I really do can!

Even if I'm missing the past, but I do love everything now.
:D MY DEARESTS!

rants :D:
To love is to forgo everything?
My pride? dignity?
To ignore how others see me?
I don't think I can.
I don't think I'm able to hold on..

I wish there's some reason to keep me strong too...
OMG taishan faster grant my wish. :D
Make me feel good again .

omg, retarded ._.
I miss you, do you?

I'm lazy.
oh my god. I have 5minutes to do speed blogging (:

So, some random pictures kop-ed from pearly's blog D:
(And I had a hard time laughing at them hahs (:)







Sequence not in order though. D:


Speed blogging done! Well, I mean it's here to entertain you pple :D
Upload more pictures then I kop from you kkays ((:

More pictures can be viewed at pearly's blog (and the link is blocked here so..)
www.shortsweetsimplicity.blogspot.com (:
I hope I spelt it correctly :D

& one more thing, mpig, you sucks :O
hahs, random again.
Sms-ed with him then like wth. D: Very zikua. BHB kid.
He's just a kidney. (:
He very fan ren can. Who want kena fan tell me, you should know him hahas.
Bean shaped animal.
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU LA! :(
Alway bully me.


-I really don't know what to do already.
Well, sit back. relax, and forget?
I don't know, really don't know :(
omg, forget it.
Random, you see :D

before I go, do you agree that jielinnnx33.blogspot.com needs a song?
And there you go! :D
I love this song very much (:

Will remember the show. :(
damn sweet can?!
OMG i'm day-dreaming again.

-& why the hell my friendster is in chinese ? lols.

updated 6.20pm: To clarify sth, (I do not lie to tiffy, I repeat, I DO NOT (:
TIFF@nY--- 我爱你！ says:
can i ask sth?
- JIELINNN ♥ ; 心是爱情的重要道具 <3>
yea
TIFF@nY--- 我爱你！ says:
u still like joel?
- JIELINNN ♥ ; 心是爱情的重要道具 <3>
no 0.0

so all, please stop asking.

updated 6.19pm: I miss DDX cans! Talk to you after eoy (((: tc.

I'm going to do speed blogging now. ya, so if I missed out anything important, don't blame me :x

Today school sucks. School seems to suck everyday.
EOY coming and I'm still blur about a lot of topics.
I need a life! omg although I enjoy doing homework. :p

Ok, main points of the day

1. Happy Belated Birthday To My Jie! :D
   wish you have a happy 18 year old, though I didn't get your present. So what you want urh?
2. Chinese listening compre :( I'm not sure how "well" I'll score. -.-
3. Last day of CCA :D Good, I supposed, can do homework on wednesday alrdy.
4. SPCA on friday, :D
   
5. Kinder-joy is damn cute can. Saw it in the fridge and now it's in my stomach hahs. It changed so much. Now the chocolate inside is like kena sai can, so little. The toy is a shark. :D I'm going to show it to kaiyuan (:
6. Sat going out with timweiloke :D To town(: MY COMICS :D
7. Sun going to gym. Cause I got fat after shanDong. zz
8. I grew by 0.1cm, proud not?!
9. And got 1kg of fats added. :(
10. I miss benko :(
    
11. I'm happy with things right now (:

:D I need some pictures? send me :D
and to denzel blog: thsimplicity.blogspot.com

&stupid kokhui went offline while talking about mac !.!
do not copy and paste it in mircosoft word!

updated! 8.56pm
I miss ShanDong a lot. !.!
i don't know why, just let me cry
tmd :( exams fear.

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once in a while, let me vent out my frustration and tears :x
byebye, go do homework alrdy.

I hope tomorrow would be better, in any sense.
P/S: I'm not like that, usually. :D

and one more thing;
I realise, love such a hurting word.
It always been.
Dont' come near me stupid.
I know we ain't supposed to be like that.
but nevertheless, I love you from the start.
:D everything seems different, and please let it be.
yes, i love you. :D

Somehow; JieLin online-d :D
And she blog omg.

I've been doing my work daily alright!
And handing in work on time seems great urh ?
Don't know why, I always feel this tiny bit of emotions when blogging. :x
So let's start off.

Woke up in the early morning, go school, sit there for hours, do some chem practical, slack :D
It's like, FINALLY.
How long hasn't we walk to cwp? Complain about this and that?
Kena suan by timweiloke? And laugh at those two cartoon characters? (shimei&weiloke)
Well, a million years, I supposed?

F8 now F4 hahs. Funny not? -.-
So after waiting for this and that, that and this, went cwp, mac.
XD double cheeeeeeeeeeeese burger :D Yums.
Yes, we went mac-ing :X
Shimei ate muchy donut. :O makes me hungry alrdy.

Always laugh so hard with them de can?
Love going out with you all la :x
But too bad w/o qian, tiffy & joel.
Of course, got zijian is the best can.
Well, forget it. :(

So yea, we were crapping, hehes, sharing ice-cream.
Damn long never like this alrdy.
Then after that went comics :D
AND MY COMICS OUT ALRDY =DDDD
omg. (it's the one qian's friend, vivian bought de; xiao yuan shi guang)
Going town with weiloke this sat :D
HAHAHAHAHAS my comicsssss.
Then 'they kiss again' yes, I'm going to buy it. Cannot tahan alrdy cans :)

Friday going to SPCA CIP. Who interested faster tell me!
tmr summiting names! :D

KNS my com screen ok alrdy! 3cheers!
:D

Ok, I'm happy alrdy, and I'm not going to talk about the unhappy things today :x

update: 5.05pm
ok, this would be the last. I'm missing my blog so much you see :X
Just wanna say..
WTF WHY MY BLOG DAILY HITS DROP SO MUCH ?!
within 1 week from 1k drop to 500?
kns. blog readers, come back! hahs.


update: 4.51pm
I'm still online. But anyway..
Just read ren's blog. Wondered what happened. :(
haiiyo. between weiler&ren ? omg.
But I got offended by ren's last few words in the recent blog.
Wondered what it is ?
go www.dotzallovertheplace.blogspot.com


Y After what qian told me about the post today...
Tada! Here it disappears! :D

Ok, promise a good one tomorrow.
If I come home early :x

Ciaos.