Even a block can be so sweet D:
Slow Suicidal Love ♥
I can lie to everyone else in this world but I can't lie to myself. Hello ^^. Went for PTM in the morning. Talked with mum. Pretty cool. :D After that separated and went to find xb, aisy and der. Waited for der to finish his lunch and went up to 4th floor and library to conduct survey. Did only like 10+ cause there isn't a lot of people/parents around anyway.
Gonna camp outside kindergarden very soon :o
From the results there seems to be a need for evaluation. Yeap need to work on that after we've finished our survey.
Anyway, can't connect Mac to internet. (my tablet works fine) idk why it's to complicated for a computer noob to use. Haixzxzx.
Plan to go out canceled. I guess I will visit THAT place next time. Slept a while then d0 came my house. ^^Slacked. Walked around after that and I went home. Sleep again.
Now I shall watch tv, play psp and blast songs from ipod touch. Life's pretty awesome. Homework later.
Blog later if there's anything interesting.
Before you let me go, I would let you go.
you know boy, I can go on and on, but I really don't know when you'll stop.
When He Loves You He Would Give You Everything. And When He Don't Anymore You Are Treated Something Less Than Nothing ♥
However...
I can't deny I wasn't in the mood for school, I was moving a little slower than usual. Saw 7:30am man walked by and didn't want to move. LOL.
So GP was pretty hilarious, as usual. I guess I should cherish happy GP lessons before I get grilled by Mr See Tho (I believe very soon cause I flunked my super cute NOT timed assignment). After that maths lecture and my eyes are failing me. I see blurry images now :(
Yea I used to have problems with my eyes.. say around 2 years ago. But I sort of recovered, miraculously so I stopped taking care of my eyes. Now it's coming back again? don't want... :(
After that rushed to canteen for food and milk tea (the milk tea kept me awake throughout econs lecture n pw tutorial). Good good. ^^ Shall drink more milk tea now.
Oh econs tutorial changed class with 11A. The tables are... soooo packed. But econs is fun too.Lunch went to Innov8 test drinks, kop-ed a little food from sw and went for physics.Wth I really need to read up on physics I'm like a block of sotong in the class and it's exceptionally stress when I'm sitting beside zizhao. (He scored like more than double of my score for thermal physics) -____- Ya I'm stupid I know.
After school went for detention and then did some chinese before moving off to Redhill. Sat outside MRT station eating maggie mee. Quite funny whole row of people sitting there eating maggie. Lol.
Had Mr Bean ice-cream and missed 3 buses. Nevermind we're early anyway. Reached SYOG and had nuggets. ^^ Then sat through the talk. ISO is goooooood, nice and slack. I hope I wouldn't meet any trying to be funny people. Cute people are utmost welcome instead. :D
After that camwhored with peepos before going DG with altro, sw and cc. Waited for really long. Buses are so unpredictable, aren't they?
cc separated and the rest of us trained to Raffles place. Thank god got guru sw to bring us around if not I sure lose my way there. Hell messy leh. Crapped throughout with them. But I'm the listener there okay. Both of them are so engrossed in their conversation and I'm like an invisible wall between them.
Haaaa. Altro went off at admiralty, sw's bro picked her up and I went home. Finally reached home at 11. Late and tired.
Anyway thanks Altro for helping to carry my pink laptop bag. Mac's damn heavy ok D: Been bringing to school for 3 days but didn't manage to do pw. WASTE MY EFFORTSSSS LA. NO TIMEEE. Ohhhhh forgot to thank J. Thanks! ^^
Daddy and mummy very nice. Worried (but they didn't pick me uppppp :/) Called and checked for about 5 times within 2 hours. (L)
Gonna have family gathering soooooon!
Just finished supper with fam and a show.. Forgot the name but damn funny.
Alright it's going 2am and I must:
1. do chinese
2. dig out physics
3. pw survey
PTM tomorrow. Nasty feedbacks, be gone! :D
There's no point anymore..
Sorry girl but you missed out.
Well tough luck that boy's mine now.
We're more than just good friends.
This is how the story ends.
Too bad that you couldn't see.
See the man that boy could be.
There is more than meets the eye.
I see the soul that is inside.
Well tough luck that boy's mine now.
We're more than just good friends.
This is how the story ends.
Too bad that you couldn't see.
See the man that boy could be.
There is more than meets the eye.
I see the soul that is inside.
Before The Tears Visit Again ♥
Hello. Went to school Nowadays just nice reached school bell will ring. Had tutorials and lectures. PE 25 minutes golfing. Finally my ball no longer rolling on the ground. Can fly over errrr low net. Have to practice for the badminton net. Lol. Assembly crapped throughout with Ninja and Sumo.
After school stayed back and waited for REAP to start. Borinnnngggg. Almost fell asleep. LOL.
I should really start to sleep earlier. Been dozing off in physics lecture, chinese tutorial and REAP. lol. Tired maximum.
Didn't sleep well the night before. Dreamed of something weird and something pretty sad. Sadly, what I dream usually partially come true. Forget it this isnt the first time anyway.
Ohhh we are banded for chinese. -.- Sian no more 12A together.
I must work hard so I wouldn't be banded to some lousy class next year. Jiayou jie lin! :D
After REAP waited for tim and went civics tgt. ^^ Bought some stuff, made it and hope it's successful.!
Post about it if it is . :D
Massive PMS today. I'm not exactly feeling down just mad lost about some stuff. And bothered too.
Sorry girls for the attitude. (L) you all no matter what.
Kinda getting use to Apple-c instead of Ctrl-c. ^^
and I want to go to the beach! Miss Tioman much.
Dreams, they never come true.....
The Formulae To That Last Romance ♥
Ok initially do not want to blog but today is quite interesting. C: GP timed assignment is a killer. wth.
Hard. Slept most of the time during GP. -.- Tired ttm. Haissss I shall not sleep during any lecture tmr.
Went for CCA after school. Discussed about some stuff for upcoming events. Have to come out with 2 recipes. And ideas are lame. Lol.
Waited for sm after CCA. Went library. She did her PW while I do a little sketching + nap.
Came home then after that sleep again.
Snowman aka homework, please melt by yourself alright? Ok 2 econs essays to rush out. Jiayou cjl. ^^
stress to use white lappy. Grr.
I miss you.
Ok initially do not want to blog but today is quite interesting. C: GP timed assignment is a killer. wth.
Hard. Slept most of the time during GP. -.- Tired ttm. Haissss I shall not sleep during any lecture tmr.
Went for CCA after school. Discussed about some stuff for upcoming events. Have to come out with 2 recipes. And ideas are lame. Lol.
Waited for sm after CCA. Went library. She did her PW while I do a little sketching + nap.
Came home then after that sleep again.
Snowman aka homework, please melt by yourself alright? Ok 2 econs essays to rush out. Jiayou cjl. ^^
stress to use white lappy. Grr.
I miss you.
She's That Type Of Girl ♥
Hey blog! I'm not posting tonight. I'm not going to to dwell online tonight. Want to watch tv with family and homework! Love it better.
Btw, my bunneh feels super weird and smells :(, after I washed it. LOL. Go moontan a while. D:
Ohh there's 400+ posts in tumblr, did you read them? Pretty awesome within such a short period of time I managed to post so much.
:D
Pw now! see you. And check out the vid and quote below. ^^ Posted in class just now.
Gonna watch dummy guide to google sketchup naooo. AND FOOOOOOD. ^^
Maybe because forever is such a scary place, so that's why nobody wants to go there with me. Awwww. hahahaaaaa :D
“Maybe because forever is such a scary place.” - Ellen Hopkins
I like this quote ^^
Packed my stuff. I'm not sure whether I should go kkh. If I go tmr sure tired ttm. idk..
All I can do now is pass you my mp3 to kill boredom and the essence of chicken, you need them more. And a crane too. Hope you get well soon. ^^
Called nini and talked to her for a while. It must be boring there - nothing much to do. Hope you can come back home by tmr. I miss you. (:
All I can do now is pass you my mp3 to kill boredom and the essence of chicken, you need them more. And a crane too. Hope you get well soon. ^^
Called nini and talked to her for a while. It must be boring there - nothing much to do. Hope you can come back home by tmr. I miss you. (:
I Could Really Use A Wish Right Now ♥
1. Dozed off during pw lecture and almost fell off my seat -___-
2. Mdm Chan seems to be in a good mood
3. Locked my tablet in class
4. Almost fell asleep during physics FA.
5. Why am I so tired?
6. Had muffin weiloke baked ^^
7. "airplanes" is replaying in my mind, check that song out, new in my playlist.
8. Almost slipped on a dry and flat floor o.o
9. Reached school at 7:50. Nice.
10. Was talking about everl and he suddenly appeared. LOL
Oh, let's talk more everl. Was telling sm about everl and he suddenly appeared. I didn't see him and continued to talk. LOL. Paiseh ttm. Saw him on the way home too. LOL. Not badmouthing la.:D
Going to:
1. Bath
2. Do homework
3. Do PW stuff
4. Go kkh
5. Pack my bag.
(I found my long lost key. Not house, luckily. Tablet lock keys) Ever since my key chain to my keys broke, my keys are all scattered throughout my bag. The new one broke, again. LOL. I'm a jinx or what?
I love you yeap. ♥
Errrrr why Ris Low is cheering for YOG? Seriously, I think there are better girls out there. -.- Disgrace.
And forgot to blog about this! How can I forget! u've to re-read again to find the part I added in. not awesome cause there's millions of vulgarities. Angry.!
I'm Not Even Sorry For Not Caring, Get Over It ♥
Siao I almost downloaded a virus. Almost. Heart jumped out already :/
Alright I did sleep a ltitle. 3 hours? lol gg not sleeping early tonight too. Haiizxxz. I walked around with eyes close whenever possible. Power nap :o
Woke up, met darling. Talked and arranged some stuff. Then sent her to bus-stop. Home and prepared for meeting. Took train to bishan > paya labar > bedok. G double o d j o b goodjob x2 to jielin ^^. Didn't get lost in paya labar. I'm damn bad with directions.. Hahaha! I just follow the majority and jumped into the train with more people . :D Waited for xt at bedok, walked there. Had mac big breakfast while meeting. D: Jolene was late but it's alright. Our project is taking shape. There's so much to do already. LOL Packed maximum.
Walked around for inspiration. xt and Jolene went off first while I stayed on for solo shopping. Didn't get a lot of things, just a little.
Trained to bugis aftermath. And I totally regretted wearing long sleeve. -.- Stuffy like mad. Was groped by some freaking asshole idiotic man. (in bugis street)-.- Fml. And today I finally understood wad is 'packed like sardine' Was groped again on the train and I can't fucking move away. WTF. I keep pushing the woman in front but she's like rooted to the ground and I have to bear with this humiliation for a few minutes. Saw his fucking face through reflection. When I finally managed to turned he's like gone _|_ I'm not taking trains during peak hours anymore. Or at least when I have boyf. around. Fuck those retards wth. The first time in my life I'm like touched by fucktards. I damn angryyyyyyyy! Went up to 2nd floor for aircon. Spent 40 there. Got some stuff. And a stupid watch. Ok kinda cute. $5. Till I have enough moneh for my eye candy, this will be my substitute. ^^ Like this is the best really. Others are.... errrrr. ahaha. I need to keep time in check so I guess any will do the job, for now.
Oh talked to a stranger there. Ok not exactly a stranger. I was browsing a shop and he sort of started the conversation. LOL. He don't believe I'm seventeen. (fine I got cl face ahha), studies in Jc and called jie lin (cause he's called jie wen, same jie somemore ^^) Lol. Funny. Talked with him and 2 other shop keepers. Spent so time there before going back to adm. Walked to tuition. I feel damn guilty!
Good to spend some time alone once in a while. oh and today I saw like god damn 20 over couples. Is today valentines' day or what? Lol.
Bath and homework and food now. I kinda like how packed and quiet my life is now ^^
Oh forgot to blog about chalet. Basically just had fun, catch up and fell asleep on the chair while waiting for dad.
And, aunt asked me to bring boyfriend home. Loool funny. (:
wake up retard. Stop sleeping. ^^
And forgot to blog about this! How can I forget! u've to re-read again to find the part I added in. not awesome cause there's millions of vulgarities. Angry.!
I'm Not Even Sorry For Not Caring, Get Over It ♥
Alright I did sleep a ltitle. 3 hours? lol gg not sleeping early tonight too. Haiizxxz. I walked around with eyes close whenever possible. Power nap :o
Woke up, met darling. Talked and arranged some stuff. Then sent her to bus-stop. Home and prepared for meeting. Took train to bishan > paya labar > bedok. G double o d j o b goodjob x2 to jielin ^^. Didn't get lost in paya labar. I'm damn bad with directions.. Hahaha! I just follow the majority and jumped into the train with more people . :D Waited for xt at bedok, walked there. Had mac big breakfast while meeting. D: Jolene was late but it's alright. Our project is taking shape. There's so much to do already. LOL Packed maximum.
Walked around for inspiration. xt and Jolene went off first while I stayed on for solo shopping. Didn't get a lot of things, just a little.
Oh talked to a stranger there. Ok not exactly a stranger. I was browsing a shop and he sort of started the conversation. LOL. He don't believe I'm seventeen. (fine I got cl face ahha), studies in Jc and called jie lin (cause he's called jie wen, same jie somemore ^^) Lol. Funny. Talked with him and 2 other shop keepers. Spent so time there before going back to adm. Walked to tuition. I feel damn guilty!
Good to spend some time alone once in a while. oh and today I saw like god damn 20 over couples. Is today valentines' day or what? Lol.
Bath and homework and food now. I kinda like how packed and quiet my life is now ^^
Oh forgot to blog about chalet. Basically just had fun, catch up and fell asleep on the chair while waiting for dad.
And, aunt asked me to bring boyfriend home. Loool funny. (:
wake up retard. Stop sleeping. ^^
Back from chalet. It's like 2am and I just finished bathing. I am going to do homework + EoM now. Ya I'm not sleeping tonight whatever.
Just now before chalet we went to kkh. NiNi staying in hospital for tonight. daddy mummy da jie all there to accompany her. I didn't go cause I need to finish stuff and tmr morning I've to wake up at 6. So I guess too short to sleep. D: Going morning run first before preparing for meeting. A bit scared cause this is the first I'm attending and it seems like I'm not prepared for it. Seriously, I feel damn lost about the plans now. Need to catch up.
I'm really tired and pissed off. Argued with daddy just now. Sorry :c
I feel like meeting you later, should I?
Just now before chalet we went to kkh. NiNi staying in hospital for tonight. daddy mummy da jie all there to accompany her. I didn't go cause I need to finish stuff and tmr morning I've to wake up at 6. So I guess too short to sleep. D: Going morning run first before preparing for meeting. A bit scared cause this is the first I'm attending and it seems like I'm not prepared for it. Seriously, I feel damn lost about the plans now. Need to catch up.
I'm really tired and pissed off. Argued with daddy just now. Sorry :c
I feel like meeting you later, should I?
Your Smile Is Stars, Captivating ♥
Didn't post ytd cause was watching tv. Damn nice. ^^. School, after that stayed back for physics. Went back to class to do a little maths and yue started singing 宝贝对不起. LOL. Shared it on facebook for her lol. Went for CCA with sw (for the concert thing). Prepared drinks. Crazy. Had dinner and made a pretty 'sunset glow for ys'. Sneaked in to concert, listened to a few songs sang by innovians or ex-innovians. Dismissed from duty. Left school at 9. Home, bathed and watched a little TV. Went to meet darling downstairs. Catch up, pass her some stuff and went home. TV marathon after that.
24July2010;
Woke up around 7:30am, prepared and went off to sss. Took breakfast and shared it with apple and sm. Sat and crapped throughout the presentation. Lol. Divided into groups and had briefing, which more than half of the time I can't hear them. Tour around sss. Saw the counter we're going to cramp in. duty will start as early as 6:30 lol. Able to redeem cab voucher but it's kinda weird since I live so near. But not gonna disturb mummy for that. After that had packed lunch and the food was surprisingly good. ^^. Dan's apple is rotten lol.
Went back to hall and got ben&jerry ice-cream. Had almost 2 of them since 3 people went off earlier and we kop-ed their share. Able to leave but most of the class stayed cause they had something on. Went off with cc first then stopped at 1 stop before cwp. Gave up pool with class for mj with the girls. ^^ Walked to sw house.
Waited for them to come and I fell asleep under her block. Lol. Altro went off and the girls (sw, apple, yue and I) went up. Set up for mj. Sw is the big winner and yue lost a lot. lost like.. $3.10? LOL. I won 50cents. (>o<)Y
Talked. Had hair makeover session which turned apple n yue hair into some fugly grass D:, posture correctly session for apple and how to walk nicely for sw (which failed terribly). Lol . Nevertheless, it's fun. All 3 of us shit at her house (must be the yogurt drink) and aftermath I LS when I reached home.lol.
Hahaha dont worry I'm alright already. Going chalet now. ^^
... that how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they can be with God's help that counts. In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you might be a moment away from a windfall.
jielin! Never give up uh!
MEETING TMR. LOL 11am.... :( So I've to leave at 9am. Damn. going for run and meet up darling tmr morning. yes I do have a boyfriend and he don't like guys texting me. tyvm for your understanding.
^^
darling wait for me! Sorry made u wait for an hour :X I bath le jiu fly there!
SHIT YOU TYX HOW CAN YOU POST SUCH UNGLAM PICTURE ON YOUR BLOG UH! BETTER REMOVE IT OR THE SPACE BELOW IS FOR YOUR PIG NOSE PICTURE! GRRRRRRRR.
ER XIN MAX PLEASE DON'T TAKE SURE PICS IN THE FUTURE!!! D:
hao la i go study ok. Very touched by your message! i love you too darling girl! see you tmr !
dont be upset anymore babe. you got an awesome guy there for u no point hanging on to old love. TV now omg. been watching so much tv. I'm loving it!
ER XIN MAX PLEASE DON'T TAKE SURE PICS IN THE FUTURE!!! D:
hao la i go study ok. Very touched by your message! i love you too darling girl! see you tmr !
dont be upset anymore babe. you got an awesome guy there for u no point hanging on to old love. TV now omg. been watching so much tv. I'm loving it!
Gone Like Yesterday's Sun ♥
update: wth this week sucks. Fever le now got allergy! And I didn't eat any seafood today lol -.- Itchy and red like mad nao.
Hello blogger. ^^ Rained in the morning. Been a while since it rained in the morning. Bought an iron to sch (cause Aisyah needs it). LOL mad heavy. Assembled in hall.
Chem lecture > PE which is watching movie in SR3. LOL And first time in my life I went to cue sports corner! LOL I didn't know there's sucha place I'm serious. -____- Been coping in M1-5 too much. > Break, ate burger! > Physics lecture and I totally don't get the zero with a slash thing lol. > Econs tutorial, quite slack > Lunch had burger + double chocolate oreo (^^)Y > Assembly wanted to sneak out but decided not, stayed, crapped with sm, xb and zz and did chinese work. > Maths tutorial > Chinese last chapt > break, had dan's burger o.o > Maths FA stupid me so much careless. First time I know how to do everything. Except binomial D: So many careless I wonder will I get A or not, or pass haizzzzz.
After FA waited for iron to cool down then went ntuc to find ingredients. failed, bought ice-cream oreo. (there's really such thing okay). Went popular for a book search and home.
Met J downstairs and he passed me durian puffs he made as well as essence of chicken . LOL tyvm.
Darling's angry cause I promise to meet her but always cmi. Sorry babe! Friday night I promise. Really!
Played zoo city or whatever shit in fb, lol. hahhaaaa tmr will be a fun day, after econs FA.
Mr ong don't let me use mai cute pink ribbon liaooooooo (TnT) Life's not fair........~
Haaaaaa! My title so true right! Even the best things will be over. I considered sun as one of the best things in life (just hate the UV rays). Sunshine, love and rain. ^^ Nice.
And maximum sian cause:
1. Econs FA
2. Too much to study
3. Ate too much
4. Too poor
5. Nobody to talk to nao
6. Shag and tired
7. Me don't like you ^w^
Me like this. Every single line seems to encourage me on something, school, life, family and friends, work as well as love. ^^ good good.
Just hang on a little bit more, it will be over soon. ^^
update: wth this week sucks. Fever le now got allergy! And I didn't eat any seafood today lol -.- Itchy and red like mad nao.
Hello blogger. ^^ Rained in the morning. Been a while since it rained in the morning. Bought an iron to sch (cause Aisyah needs it). LOL mad heavy. Assembled in hall.
Chem lecture > PE which is watching movie in SR3. LOL And first time in my life I went to cue sports corner! LOL I didn't know there's sucha place I'm serious. -____- Been coping in M1-5 too much. > Break, ate burger! > Physics lecture and I totally don't get the zero with a slash thing lol. > Econs tutorial, quite slack > Lunch had burger + double chocolate oreo (^^)Y > Assembly wanted to sneak out but decided not, stayed, crapped with sm, xb and zz and did chinese work. > Maths tutorial > Chinese last chapt > break, had dan's burger o.o > Maths FA stupid me so much careless. First time I know how to do everything. Except binomial D: So many careless I wonder will I get A or not, or pass haizzzzz.
After FA waited for iron to cool down then went ntuc to find ingredients. failed, bought ice-cream oreo. (there's really such thing okay). Went popular for a book search and home.
Met J downstairs and he passed me durian puffs he made as well as essence of chicken . LOL tyvm.
Darling's angry cause I promise to meet her but always cmi. Sorry babe! Friday night I promise. Really!
Played zoo city or whatever shit in fb, lol. hahhaaaa tmr will be a fun day, after econs FA.
Mr ong don't let me use mai cute pink ribbon liaooooooo (TnT) Life's not fair........~
Haaaaaa! My title so true right! Even the best things will be over. I considered sun as one of the best things in life (just hate the UV rays). Sunshine, love and rain. ^^ Nice.
And maximum sian cause:
1. Econs FA
2. Too much to study
3. Ate too much
4. Too poor
5. Nobody to talk to nao
6. Shag and tired
7. Me don't like you ^w^
On this day of your life, Jie Lin, we believe God wants you to know ... that God is there for you to hold on. | |
 | Hold on to what is good, even if it's a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even if it's a tree that stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it's a long way from here. Hold on to your faith, even if it's easier to let go. Hold on to God's hand. |
Yet I Have No Courage To Face It ♥
I thought I lost that thing you gave me. Anxious cause you matter, it's you that matters, you know? At times it hurts. Sorry but I love you.
MT ORALZ TODAY. Maybw 1 or 2 wrong lol -.- Nvm la. Hahaa. Lots of homework to rush out by tonight. Jiayou. Blog later me going to nap nao ^^
oh ya, did something on fb. they calculated that I'll get married on 11/7/2020. LOL. exactly 10 years later. 27.. I don't like. So old already. But if it's true, I'll have a later romance I guess. Most probably cause of school and work ba. And 11/7 LOL. That day this year I'm feeling really bad. idk why. and that's the day I planted hope too. Conclusion? Eventful day.
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Today almost late for school LOL. Eyes can't open today, can't get the lens in :c Spot check today. LOL I was caught. Practically almost everyone was.. I literally LOL when wl was caught for facial hair. His eyebrows too glaring uh? :D
After that had physics > break ate >chinese, blahblah >GP was enjoyable as always. Love Mr SeeTho. ^^ Dismissed early >ate tom yam. First time eating with zhaozhao lol. HAHAAAAAA Confirm more next time. C: > LC, answers collated by yl is: ABCDCAACCD lol. fml I wanted to choose D de fml. -.- Hope there's nothing wrong other than that! > Hand in chi stuff > Walked to cwp with sm and yl. > went bank and finally adding something to mai skinny account D: > Saw ky run like hell to catch up > Went to have red bean pancake > Home. > Watched tv > Sleep > Do econs!
So now I'm still doing econs. Slept too much. Supposed to sleep for 1 hour and end up 2! But better than ytd :D Yeap, blog again, tmr FA and what? Prepare for friday's FA. lol.
I'm destined to be a failure in love cause cupid hates me. That's why I'm always losing something call happiness. However he's a dream I never stop.
Why do I always have to end up like this..
I thought I lost that thing you gave me. Anxious cause you matter, it's you that matters, you know? At times it hurts. Sorry but I love you.
oh ya, did something on fb. they calculated that I'll get married on 11/7/2020. LOL. exactly 10 years later. 27.. I don't like. So old already. But if it's true, I'll have a later romance I guess. Most probably cause of school and work ba. And 11/7 LOL. That day this year I'm feeling really bad. idk why. and that's the day I planted hope too. Conclusion? Eventful day.
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Today almost late for school LOL. Eyes can't open today, can't get the lens in :c Spot check today. LOL I was caught. Practically almost everyone was.. I literally LOL when wl was caught for facial hair. His eyebrows too glaring uh? :D
After that had physics > break ate >chinese, blahblah >GP was enjoyable as always. Love Mr SeeTho. ^^ Dismissed early >ate tom yam. First time eating with zhaozhao lol. HAHAAAAAA Confirm more next time. C: > LC, answers collated by yl is: ABCDCAACCD lol. fml I wanted to choose D de fml. -.- Hope there's nothing wrong other than that! > Hand in chi stuff > Walked to cwp with sm and yl. > went bank and finally adding something to mai skinny account D: > Saw ky run like hell to catch up > Went to have red bean pancake > Home. > Watched tv > Sleep > Do econs!
So now I'm still doing econs. Slept too much. Supposed to sleep for 1 hour and end up 2! But better than ytd :D Yeap, blog again, tmr FA and what? Prepare for friday's FA. lol.
I'm destined to be a failure in love cause cupid hates me. That's why I'm always losing something call happiness. However he's a dream I never stop.
Why do I always have to end up like this..
updated: I'm feeling much better now. ^^Y bad things come to an end no matter what.
I'm feeling real upset now. Mentally and physically. Slept for the past 3hours yet I'm not feeling any better. Fml suits my life perfect.
Been down with most idiotic fever that makes me feel crazy. And I have to do homework in this state. Going 9pm I wasted too much time. Haven't do pw yet. -____- What's worse? I ate 3 bowls of rice (ya I know something is wrong) and I vomited all my dinner or super late lunch the moment I woke up from my nap. -__-
Dying. I think I 暴饮暴食 nao. ZZZZZZZZ.
I'm tired of life, but I'm not giving it up. D:
After I finish my stupid physics and chinese roll off to tyx's place.
That will make me feel better I hope. Nao let me get my 4th bowl of rice for the night. So in conclusion I had 5 main meals today. And vomited out 1/4 of it. Need do sports this week, but when and which one? Weekends are taken, pack ttm, tuition, yog and stuff...............
Oh there's innov8 duty tmr? LOL Never go for duty before.
Yaa above is crazy my head is killing me. No panadol hate that shit I guess I just drink more water and hope the fever go away. Evil spirits... Be gone. LOL ^^.
Have you like don't have, more frustrated instead.
1620:DI'm feeling real upset now. Mentally and physically. Slept for the past 3hours yet I'm not feeling any better. Fml suits my life perfect.
Been down with most idiotic fever that makes me feel crazy. And I have to do homework in this state. Going 9pm I wasted too much time. Haven't do pw yet. -____- What's worse? I ate 3 bowls of rice (ya I know something is wrong) and I vomited all my dinner or super late lunch the moment I woke up from my nap. -__-
Dying. I think I 暴饮暴食 nao. ZZZZZZZZ.
I'm tired of life, but I'm not giving it up. D:
After I finish my stupid physics and chinese roll off to tyx's place.
That will make me feel better I hope. Nao let me get my 4th bowl of rice for the night. So in conclusion I had 5 main meals today. And vomited out 1/4 of it. Need do sports this week, but when and which one? Weekends are taken, pack ttm, tuition, yog and stuff...............
Oh there's innov8 duty tmr? LOL Never go for duty before.
Yaa above is crazy my head is killing me. No panadol hate that shit I guess I just drink more water and hope the fever go away. Evil spirits... Be gone. LOL ^^.
Come, something nice and cheerful for this damn dead post.
Neutralises, I hope.
Now I have a thing about sunflowers. BUT please do not give one to me tyvm.
I have no time for any other things. Not now. Use a calming heart and face the reality. Life will be much simpler. Smile when the toughest storms hit and say a prayer for others that are holding on.
Soon it will be over. ^^
Happy birthday Isaac Koh. :D
Love can waitI know you rad ^^
Soon it will be over. ^^
Happy birthday Isaac Koh. :D
Hey The Other Half, Miss Me? ♥
Planned not to on computer but for the sake of Joel. ^w^
School was pretty okay. Dig holes + picked balls during PE. No doubt I've improved since last lesson. 1 or 2 managed to fly while most others are rolling. At least it is!
After that stayed back for Chem retest. -.- Fail to meet MsGoh's expectations again. Haizxzxz. After that did maths with peepos and went off around 6.30.
GayOng Seventeen.
Hey birthday boy (^3^) So sorry I can't get everyone here. nonetheless I believe all want you to enjoy today as well as every other day. Seventeen already, it's time to grow up (: I'm glad to have you, friend. Best girlfriend we love you! Smile always. Pink fbt is hawt btw.
Sorry we didn't have cake nor sing birthday song. But the 'song' sm sang, not bad right! :D Hahahaaa.
Happy Seventeen!
So the innovians met GayOng, bought durian puffs and so chocolate cream puffs and sang cute song for him. Hanged out, chilled, pictures, talked. (L). Oh doremon's hand confirm round - hold durian puff also can drop. D: But he still ate it anyway LOL.
One groupie to conclude this post. x3
Hard to adjust the lighting siahhhhhh. Quality not very good hahaaaa. More dark pictures on facebook. Ya unglam ones too. (I think got 1 is si doremon put underwear on my head -_-)
Joking ^.^ It's only my fbt. But look like one. lmao.
Maths now. I don't wanna get grilled by Mdm Chan.
And I'm going to be so dead in PW. I need a lappy for tmr how the hell do I dig at 11:41pm, ya it's the time now. TYX why ain't you in Marsiling right now :( I'm depressed.
Tmr = busy day. I wanna finish my work so I can watch dramas during breaks! Addicted already.
Going to marsiling after school, pw after school. Home late again..... I am really tired~. and wth I ate 2 bowls of rice within 3 hours. So much of being skinnier. You should totally look at my appetite now. Me going exercise! Soon....D:
And I forgot to mention, PSP-ed all the way when reached home till 10. Love those games.
Yes and I've decided to take that up. ^w^
There Are Times Praying To God Is The Only Option Left And Now, This Is One Of Those Times ♥
Please be okay.
I love you.
Watched lots of shows. ^^ Tried to do chem while watching, epic fail. Cause I'm watching Japanese movie and it's impossible for me to not look at the screen. :3 Anyway, I finished I give my first love to you. (^3^)Y
Mad busy. Chem + movie + eating + crying. Very touching ok. And one thing about Japanese movie, they promotes teenage romance and sex. Like.. sky of love? Ya ite the male lead died too.
Should I go mj later? I can't understand ionic equilibrium suddenly! I guess I on another movie and read. Must train multi-tasking. :/
Should I go mj later? I can't understand ionic equilibrium suddenly! I guess I on another movie and read. Must train multi-tasking. :/
Delete Sorry In Your Dictionary, Cause I know You Will Never Hurt Me ♥
Having brackets around love is bad. It means you're closing off from love. Bad [ ] = swear off love ( ) = protecting your fragile heart and { } = poking anyone that tries to come close. So I removed them. ^^ I will never again. And Chinese sad titles are over. 2 months of being seventeen, I mastered growing up. Seventeen is too short, I'm left with 10 more months and I ought to cherish it from now. Smile everyday jielin!I have one more reason to be happy now ! :D
One day, boyfriend noticed my eyes were watering and so he..
covered my eyes with his hands.
Him: Repeat after me
Me: ok
Him: I love you
Me: I love you
Him: Bad spirits
Me: Bad spirits?
Him: Be gone
Me: Be gone
And he gave me a kiss.. and my eyes ain't watering anymore.(:
Like this!
Anyway, today not doing pw already. I feel so incapable :( I haven't touch any homework. Must must after this post! Ya I'm going to open a pack of Pepero manufactured by Lotte(which is the producer of Blood Pledge) and start homework. I need to finish them for once. Hate the hectic life I'm leading. More determination please.
" Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. "
I love the above quote the most. (^w^) Meaningful. I need to remember this.You say you love her, so make sure don't let her go pass you like wind.
“Time has a wonderful way of showing us what really matters.”
| — |
Every question I asked, it like playing with fire. The answer scorches, or burns. I feel lousy.
YOU FEEL AWKWARD WHEN YOU'RE:
- Metres away from your ex who is with someone else
- Sometimes, just near your ex because of the past
- Talking/bitching about someone who is unoticably behind you
- Trying to hide something from someone but they keep insisting that you’re wrong
- With your boyfriend/girlfriend and everyone around you watches everything you’re doing
- In a group and it’s plain old silence, no conversation whatsoever
- Walking into a couple making out
- Staying with someone who is having a tough time, maybe crying.. and you just don’t know what to say or you say something totally wrong
- A guest in your friends house and your friend decides to fight with their parents or siblings in front of you
- Accusing your friend of something and you find out that they didn’t even do it
- Told ” i told you so”
- When you have no comebacks, when you don’t know what to say
- singing in front of your friend and you sang exactly at the wrong part or you forgot the lyrics
- Hearing your friend doing the above
- Hearing your friend who thinks their good at singing when really .. their not
- Watching your friend who thinks their good at dancing when really .. their not
- Thinking that your friend can’t hear you because their listening to their i-pod.. but they really can hear you
- Trying to look at someone in the eye but you JUST have to look somewhere else
- Telling a joke but either it’s so dry or no-one gets it and everyone just thinks your retarded
- Answering your friend but you didn’t notice their listening to something else or talking to someone else
- Playing a song on an instrument and you play really off tune or no one knows the song
- On a high and everyone thinks your completely weird
- Trying to hear what a person is saying but you have to make them repeat over & over again.
- Looking at someone, Checking them out.. and they catch you doing so
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
Ya this is awesome I'm going back to tumblr again (didn't really post there these few days D:)
I guess I found my favourite tumblr - meelissa. Cute. Purpose of this post? Join tumblr too. You get to laugh at stuff like.....
Ok fine this is lame. Homework now.
I wanna make you mine ♥
难道爱情可以转交给别人 [♥]
我比谁都清楚可以，我转交了好多好多次但是还是给错了
Hello people I edited and added in blogs I read on a daily basis. *points to the right* More to link, soon ^^
You can read some of them, all very nice.
Today went of woke up, showered and prepared and went off for tuition. Had lunch. RQ gave me a card, so sweet of her.
After tuition went to meet wl, sw and cq. I was late for the movie so I missed the front 10 minutes.
Oh the show we caught was:
Yup blood pledge.
I guess this is slightly better than 9 temples. Not exactly REALLY scary but I did jump (literally) a few times. Plot I guess was okay, pretty predicable. At the end quite touching I teared a little. I think the "ghost" quite pretty(before disfigured of course). And I think I'm quite brave cause I sat at the outermost seat with an empty seat beside me. Luckily I'm so engrossed I didn't turn.... Haha! touch wood! Heard inception is pretty nice *hinthint*
hahahahaa! After movie went to meet dan and zhao. Zhao went off first for steamboat, cq went home so the four of us had dinner at LJS. After dinner sw went home while we went pool at woodlands centre. Took 178 almost go all the way to expressway :/
played for an hour or so and I improved a little yeaaaaaaaa. On par with weiloke when he's moody and noob. :D Dan is good btw. I need to practice a bit more hahaaaa!
After pool went to buy snacks etc (L) lots of junkies to bring to sch on mon. (: After that went home with dan. ^w^
Trying to do the center-parting thing. TYX can part easily! LOL AT FRINGE CHEERS AT BANGS. HAHAAA I GOT HER PICTURE UGLY TTVM CENTER-PARTING.
You provoke me one day and I'll upload right here. ^^
I love all of them vvvvvvvvvvv much!
And, I know nowadays I sounded a bit more hostile/unfriendly. Hormones imbalance .
To V man: First you scold me. Then you say I'm your angel (gross max I rather be devil) and now you can't remember me and ask me to give you a clue on who am I. You scolded people you don't even know and then you treated them saints. Seriously you're pissing me big time. I use a lot of '-.-'. Kinda reminded me of one asshole. I planned to. I remembered that incident clearly.
It was 5Jan, I was going to chalet. A phone call woke me up, thinking it was er.. kh picked up. wth I still remember I use quite sweet voice to say hello -.- Gross ttvm. Cause I was really tired I didn't realise. And he was saying something like miss me etc. Yayaaa until he said some gross stuff then I realised it's not kh. -.-Kup his phone and he called again and again. I remembered I lied to him saying I'm transsexual . :/
He did call back a few times after that. Ignored. And now he's calling again. Seriously, how the hell he get my number? Maybe I did post about this before. call me again tmr and I promise to boil you in tomato soup ^^
Update, V man ask what's my name and why the hell he can't see. He's a retard it's all over facebook. And you know what makes me mad angry? He asked me which is my name: Jielin or smells best. Tell me, who the hell calls themself smell best. I'm not entertaining retards anymore.
To V man: First you scold me. Then you say I'm your angel (gross max I rather be devil) and now you can't remember me and ask me to give you a clue on who am I. You scolded people you don't even know and then you treated them saints. Seriously you're pissing me big time. I use a lot of '-.-'. Kinda reminded me of one asshole. I planned to. I remembered that incident clearly.
It was 5Jan, I was going to chalet. A phone call woke me up, thinking it was er.. kh picked up. wth I still remember I use quite sweet voice to say hello -.- Gross ttvm. Cause I was really tired I didn't realise. And he was saying something like miss me etc. Yayaaa until he said some gross stuff then I realised it's not kh. -.-Kup his phone and he called again and again. I remembered I lied to him saying I'm transsexual . :/
He did call back a few times after that. Ignored. And now he's calling again. Seriously, how the hell he get my number? Maybe I did post about this before. call me again tmr and I promise to boil you in tomato soup ^^
Update, V man ask what's my name and why the hell he can't see. He's a retard it's all over facebook. And you know what makes me mad angry? He asked me which is my name: Jielin or smells best. Tell me, who the hell calls themself smell best. I'm not entertaining retards anymore.
越深的依赖，越多的空白[♥]
world saddest song for now, wo ai ta- ding dang. Seriously. Tears my heart when watching the mv. Nah, not crying ^.^School. Slack day. This week generally pretty slack. Lots of teacher never come D: Mr See tho medical leave and Ms Yow not in school too. GP lesson brush up group essay and most of the time was crapping with yc. ^^ LOL Both of us was in TC (something similar to Robotics club) in primary school yet I can't remember him at all! Omg. Like -___- Then Maths lecture, break (didn't eat anything), Econs lecture (almost died due to boring lesson, though not as boring and hunger. Rushed down to canteen for sandwich, ate during PW), PW tutorial did some pw thingy of course. Went off before Econs tutorial starts.
Yaaaa there's this very funny person I also don't know who. But made me mad happy.
Back to the conversation we had.
*Sw and I walking to canteen, I suddenly stop cause I can't feel my stylus*
Me: Omg where's my stylus! I think drop? I go back check.
Sw: We put our bags in the canteen then go back
Me: ok
Suddenly...
Him(the stranger): Err excuse me
*turn back, I also dk why I turn but yup I turned)*
Me: *Look at him for the longest period of time cause idk him*
Him: Are you a Japanese?
Me: Huh?
Him: Are you a Japanese?
Me: Err no? *with o.o face*
Him: Then are you Chinese?
Me: Erm yea. *Obviously right I'm conversing with sw in mandarin*
Him: Ohh no la, I thought you Japanese sia, you look like Japanese. You know, you got the Hello Kitty eyes.
Me: Huh? Imagine Hello kitty.....
Me: o.o
Him: You know, I don't know how to explain.
*At this point of time, I'm really anxious about my 70 bucks stylus going MIA, so I took the hello kitty eyes as a compliment*
Me: Er thanks ^w^
Him: Hahah welcome. Nice talking to you.
*We walked away*
....... Hahahahaa for the first time in my life people actually asked me whether I'm Japanese. LOL. I'm too black to be one T.T But funny/nice anyway~
Sw pointed to my tablet, Ya I look like that? o.o
When eating halfway (Honeydew sago ultra [L]) a frog jumped right up to my side -____- I disappeared like a ninja hahaha! Then it jumped off to the other side of the canteen. Phew.
ys waited the slowpok sw and me, :x Talked throughout the trip to Suntec Convention Hall.
Attended the biz plan finals and really, their ideas, concepts and progress is so much better than ours (as in Nebo challenge). There's even real products developed to clean air, improve medical services and even donate money online. Soyata (one of the finalists) was really good in presentation. Must learn from them, excellent for OP.
Dozed off a little :/ The seats are way too comfy. Can't help!
After the whole thing ended most of innov8 members left with Ms Ho. Greedy pigs sw and I can't stand the temptations. Drank 4 cups of tea (very nice!), ate lots of cakes and pastries and main courses! Nice. We ate for nearly an hour I guess. hahahaa! scary much. ys went to get his wallet, come back we still eating!
He went off early, to Jurong to see Jurong island ^^ (joking hhaaa). After the awesome buffet went into the room and got Soyata. (I voted for it so I can 2 free scoops of low fat ice-cream!) Cheapo I know whatever.
Very nice I like royal tea and Yuza flavour. Taste super refreshing.
Went over to the other halls and walked around. Up to 90%sales but got 0 things (Y)
Not exactly cheap though. For instance one perfume is priced at 150 and it is having a 50% off. So after calculations it's only 10 bucks or so cheaper than normal.
Went off after a while, shopped around Raffle city/some other malls. Didn't get anything. Trained back to woodlands. As usual, talked non-stop. Btw sw taught me how to fold a crane (Y) Very nice I finally know how to fold a crane after living for 17 years! Haaahahaaaa gonna save it for boyf. :D
Movie trip canceled cause only left the front 3 rows. :( SIANZXZXZZ.
Went to get some stuff with her and off homeeeeeeeeee!
Napped and here I am. Gonna do homeworkhomework!
^ MAI LOVE MAI LOVE MAI LOVE :D
LOVE YOU A LOT YEAAAAA~
4 events next Sat. Stress ttm!Meeting with Mr R (lucky push to Sun), YOG orientation, Finex competition, tuition(canceled). The irritating thing is, both YOG and Finex is complusory? -_______- Help.
Ok bye people. ^w^/
不知何时你已悄悄闯入我心里 [♥]
I fell in love with the colour that doesn't last. Pretty initially but after time goes by, it gets really old and dirty. Any slight imperfection will destroy the beauty of the things in pink. By then, everyone would see how ugly and old that thing, everyone except me. Seriously, I don't think my strap/bunneh/bag was dirty and old, until I really sit down and stare really hard. I can't seem to see the change, except when compared. I guess this is how I lead life too, pretty screwed up, I know. So what now, wash them again and see them get dirty over time? Maybe I should like some other colours - for instant black. No need to care so much. .
Come to think about it, this isn't the 702th post. I remembered I deleted a lot of posts before that. This blog is all the way from Sec2. 旧的不去新的不来. That's why I deleted those posts. Don't regret. The thing is, will I delete these 700 posts in the future? I don't know but if there is a need, I guess I will. I deleted those cause I don't want k to be troubled by my past.
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1. Mdm Chan(maths) didn't come today ^^
2. Mdm Shen(econs) didn't come too
3. Boring physics lesson
4. Assembly was pretty lame
5. Love 12A
6. Mr Tan(PE) didn't come today
7. Chinese wrote compo
8. Econs day REAP
9. Love dinner
10. Need short nap naooooo D:
Elaboration of points
6. Played captain ball with class peepo. So many injuries but super fun and entertaining. Good to sweat a little.
7. Wrote a pretty long compo. Good I focused ^.^
8. More of R-I-P day. Boring ttm but no doubt picked up a little skills. know no one in the program. Ms Ho is our teacher anyway. Stupid classroom table so freaking small. And HOT.
9. Daddy cooked, love the soup and fish btw!
10. Tired ttm, sleep a little then do homework!
Lastly, deleted/updated some posts/blogs/tumblr/twitter (Y).
Need to finish all my stuff, then pw a little and plan for tmr! :D
(L) wei loke!为什么我们会变成这样?
Basically, I played 2 quizzes and I think they're worth to share. However, some might be too sensitive. Haiiiiz let me think about it. Sian of econs leeee.
LOL HOW CAN I FORGET THIS PART !
The person behind stick his/her toes in between me and weiloke, you know where you put your hands? yea I thought what thing touched me halfway through the show lol.And yueqi's hair was stepped on, -___-
SeowWen's head was banged by someone's butt. LOL epic much.
知道世界很善变，没想到连你也变 [♥]
不哭了。
Hello baby c: This makes my 700th post. I will never give jielinnnx33 up. It's a habit I would never want to get rid. Good good.
Today is slack day. Basically nothing much interesting during lessons. Love the TomYam *craves*
Went for CCA, designed the opening board with sw. Lots of Innovate coming out, let's see.
Coming Friday it's Finex biz plan viewing in Suntec, Early dismissal (Y)
Then next Friday have to stay back to help prepare drinks for some concert thingy. Dinner provided, not that bad. And before the concert thingy have Finex training. One day after will be Finex competition in CBD. And the next day after competition will be meeting with Mr R. Haizz busy max. Not to mention listening compre next wed. But one good thing is, no CCA next wed ^w^
Didn't go for the election thingy,
9Temples with wl, sw and yq.
Was a sudden thing, very happy cause they wanted to watch. Lol btw we left school at 4:10 and the show starts at 4:10. So missed the front part of the moviez. I think:
1. Not much scary scenes, I'm more scared of sw in fact cause she screamed a few times.
2. Karma is a scary thing
3. The male lead "James Alexander Mackie" is pretty hot. Serious. I tried to google for his picture and apparently I failed. Not popular enough I guess. He's got a good body hahaaa and sharp nose. I like :D
4. The female lead chio too. :D
5. The monk without eyebrow is pretty errie
6. I understand the plot hahaa!
7. Nice to share coke with them (Not relevant to movie I know) and my neck/leg hurts cause can't sit too high/low.
8. IMO it's rated NC16 cause of it's sex scene. lol. K not exactly that. ._.
If you're looking for something thrilling/scary this isn't a movie for you. But the plot, not bad la.
Must faster finish work and stuff to go for more movie! :D
Walked around cwp, met yl and co. Checked baby stuff, searched for a bag but failed, went home ^.^
Nap and am blogging now (obvious)
Alright one last thing to show you all ^o^
LALALAAA look at the white fluffy ball over there! Too bright I know. Was a gift from liese for participating in something and I can't remember what. nvm that's not important anyway. A bit heavy/noisy I know, but very nice leh. Hanged the gift from TYX (which is the Mashimaro) together with my Viewty. Pink, white, gold, hearts, ribbons, bells, mashimaro and bunny = I love. :D
Updated playlist already C:
And last thing (really), been super high recently and they commented how scary I am! High and happy comment, sad and emo also comment, 做人难hahaha!
Can I don't go for Econs day tmrrrr :(:(:( Lonely leh.
I don't like you, I don't like you, I don't like you you you you yeaaaaaa~
Don't worry people ^ is not about you readers . The person wouldn't read my blog(95% sure) haha :D
Came home immediately webcam my darling :D You are just not used to this, soon soon ya.
Alright tmr I think I'm not attending the house election thing -____- ssshhhhh.
I want to go somewhere far, sit down and chill over a cup of coffee or shop till drop. Both acceptable.
I think my wallet got a hole cause my money disappeared so many times : x
Shall do econs now. Need go out on Sat :D (Sat will finally be a short day for me! No more massive tuition from 1 all the way to 9) .____.
Recently had been very lazy to continue my dosage. The timings are off, the number of pills are off. Whatever adjusting can be done from tmr onwards!
Yup I will just do that. It seems like I've unfinished task with Orchard D: Been so bothered by it lately.
I want go shop for stuff but I'm so lazy to travel.
ohh I got the light reflector thing. Nice cause the area I'm usually at (when webcaming or what) is so freaking dark/ bright so with that I can control the lightings. :D kinda not bad uh :D
I must learn to protect myself as well........
却又怕，听到你真实的回答 [♥]
Doesn't mean it has been years you will have him till the end.
Let's start with today. Still as tired as ever. Must sleep early tonight! Will be banded during Econs day. Regretted like shit -___- I wished I had worked hard, now I ended up in B1. Stupid me.
Nevermind. Oh forgot to mentioned had personal grooming and social etiquette talk for civics. lol. Not much of a help though. Some are in fact troublesome! :( Nvm not gna follow them. After school went cwp with dearests. Accompanied him for a while, slacked and talk etc. Went home. LOL
Shall do Maths and Econs now. I shan't make Mdm Chan angry anymore. :(
Ohhhh here's my new hair. LOL. Initially wanted to snap everything away. Started with fringe and regretted. Stop hairdresser halfway through my cut. So I'm having bangs with bobby sides. Now, bangs/fringe?
To blog: College day, Tioman -_-, Bintan .____. Ewwww so long ago! Too many stuff happened everyday no time to blog about those uh.
TYX爱你！Fooding now :D
Doesn't mean it has been years you will have him till the end.
Let's start with today. Still as tired as ever. Must sleep early tonight! Will be banded during Econs day. Regretted like shit -___- I wished I had worked hard, now I ended up in B1. Stupid me.
Nevermind. Oh forgot to mentioned had personal grooming and social etiquette talk for civics. lol. Not much of a help though. Some are in fact troublesome! :( Nvm not gna follow them. After school went cwp with dearests. Accompanied him for a while, slacked and talk etc. Went home. LOL
Shall do Maths and Econs now. I shan't make Mdm Chan angry anymore. :(
To blog: College day, Tioman -_-, Bintan .____. Ewwww so long ago! Too many stuff happened everyday no time to blog about those uh.
TYX爱你！Fooding now :D
Decided to name it 'joyjoy'. Happy name. Hope you bring joy to the receiver (which is me of course) and sender (J) Thanks for everything I appreciated it.
one thing off my wishlist :D
ohhhh and i missed the sales today wtf. I realised it during physics extra lesson and was trying to connect through iphone. Apparently it failed :(
I guess since I'm here I do a little post about today ba LOL. Today's pretty crapppppyy. Tired max.
The best thing ever was PE. Teacher wasn't here, no golf lesson lol so we're dismissed. Super early!!! But the stupid physics day can't go home. So played volleyball (I like hahaha! but nobody wna play with me cause their hand pain), captain's ball and basketball with 12A peepos. Pretty amazing uh I'm starting to enjoy sports. Even went for run last week. :D dk why damn active. :/
After the torturing physics day went to cut hair, and that explains my whining post before this. Well, you will get to see it tmr? I guess I'm posting a picture tmr lol. Give my hair a day to grow 1mm longer hahaa!
Walked home from marsiling after haircut. Visited darling I'm near her house. LOL. When she opened her door (I just dropped by w/o call or wad, didn't bring phone) she scolded the f word straight at my face .____. Stunned by my new "awesome" hairstyle. And since just now she has been calling me fugly mushmom <- I don't get why mushmom too whateverrr haha! She accompanied me for a while, then went home with her :D After that, met got things from him. Ty for everything! Y that's about it.
Bye people, back to task and mass chat with lovelies.
I don't look like any above nowwwwww. :( I bowlcut my hair wtf. -_____-
Yaaaa people don't sprinkle salt on my wound okok love you many!
Btw, the one in yellow was taken when I'm sec2. Young much! Remember it was after meeting elephant man :D
No mood to blog. Have to do hwk, pw and mental preparation tmr. LOL
HOLLAND ALL THE BEST I LOVE YOU! WIN PLEASE!!! :D
谢谢你让我听见，因为我在等待永远 {♥}
baby, grow please.
baby, grow please.
MAAAAAAII HOT BOY C:
I wna blog about college day omg but uploading pictures here is a chore :o
Maybe I will upload tmr in school hahaaaa. Let me do the typing first.
Yesterday was a tuition day. Really Jielin ftw Tuition at 1 also can late -______-''' Woke up at 12:45. Reached there, nearly 2. After tuition, had dinner, tuition again lol. Then A&U sent me home (: Yesterday, as I've said, I'm really strange. I okay now. (:
Fine today too :/
Today woke up quite early, 8+ :D Then prepared, went for tuition again lolz. Give up is never in my dictionary. But seriously, I feel like giving one up. There's really no point to continue teaching him since he isn't willing to learn. I guess I will give him and I the last chance. I don't wna end up being thrown away. This would be the last chance, no more no more seriously.
Then after tuition, went home did some homework, lalaaaaa. Met J. didn't manage to get stuff from him it's okay next time. Then went to lib meet zhaozhao. Helped him find EoM, met sw went cwp had bbt.
and hanged around for a while before heading home.
Hopeless, because the other party is her. You said. .
You gave me 3 options. Can I choose the 3rd? But I doubt I will find another who is better.
huh?
I've a super bad feeling about today. July 11. Really bad. So much so that I went crazy just now. What's wrong?
People told me I've been really strange yesterday and today. I wonder why too.
Just a random thought
I wanna put on that wedding dress. I wanna walk down the aisle. Stepping on the soft red carpet with the most ear-pleasing wedding song playing live.. awwwww. ^w^ I'm all prepared for it. I'm just lacking a diamond ring, a nice pacer and a man next to me :o
fine I don't have the most important thing .___. One day I will. It's good to dream. C:
Am working on 3 blog posts. Give me time. Now I've to do work and then go out later.
Someone once told me, "When you are sad for no reason, it means your soul mate is hurting".
So, soulmate, Is everything ok? C:People told me I've been really strange yesterday and today. I wonder why too.
Just a random thought
I wanna put on that wedding dress. I wanna walk down the aisle. Stepping on the soft red carpet with the most ear-pleasing wedding song playing live.. awwwww. ^w^ I'm all prepared for it. I'm just lacking a diamond ring, a nice pacer and a man next to me :o
fine I don't have the most important thing .___. One day I will. It's good to dream. C:
Am working on 3 blog posts. Give me time. Now I've to do work and then go out later.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm me, myself and I :D
Spring, where all forms of life begins. It symbolizes hope and happiness.
Controlling feelings
hmmmmmmmmm. hair, provided it's smooth and managable
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant.Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
- Bob Marley
I find this extremely true. No dear you don't have to worry. True love. I believe. That will put everything in place for them. And for you too my dear. The one that sheltered me from the harsh truth and brought a smile when I'm feeling down. The one that told me you will love me like no other and the one that tell me everything is okay when the world came crashing down. The one that told me he's a breeze I mistook as air. And if I try and try again, I would be able to breathe again. I'm glad I've you, if not I wonder what I would really be right now.
At times I feel I'm lousy girlfriend, I can't reduce the pain you're feeling. I don't know whether I should tell you hold on my dear, or give up and move on. Both are too hurting, I know. But you will make it, whatever your decision, I'll support you. You sure know who you are, C:
MOOD: EXTREMELY PISSED
WTF I NEVER SAY ANYTHING YOU GOT WORSE AND WORSE. I DONT FUCKING CARE YOU BETTER REPLACE ALL OF THEM. MY MONEY NOT HARD-EARNED IS IT -.-
YOU SEE THEN YOU TAKE? I KEEP NICELY ALSO TAKE? YOU REALLY PISSED ME OFF.
DONT MAKE ME GO BUY A BIG PADLOCK AND LOCK EVERYTHING UP. TRUSTED YOU FOR WHAT MAN. I SHOULD HAVE DONE SO IN THE FIRST PLACE. YOU TOOK MY DEAREST THINGS. ENOUGH MEANS ENOUGH. STOP TRYING YOUR LUCK. I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANYMORE.
FAMILY _|_
WTF I NEVER SAY ANYTHING YOU GOT WORSE AND WORSE. I DONT FUCKING CARE YOU BETTER REPLACE ALL OF THEM. MY MONEY NOT HARD-EARNED IS IT -.-
YOU SEE THEN YOU TAKE? I KEEP NICELY ALSO TAKE? YOU REALLY PISSED ME OFF.
DONT MAKE ME GO BUY A BIG PADLOCK AND LOCK EVERYTHING UP. TRUSTED YOU FOR WHAT MAN. I SHOULD HAVE DONE SO IN THE FIRST PLACE. YOU TOOK MY DEAREST THINGS. ENOUGH MEANS ENOUGH. STOP TRYING YOUR LUCK. I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANYMORE.
FAMILY _|_
totally abusing twitter D:
懂得拥有却未必能让你为我停留 [♥]
还是别再想了. Love comes before pain
Schoooool pretty slack today. (L) today cause tmr no school. Maths lecture was totally crap. Tired like a freak and surprisingly, physics lecture was okay o___o Had strawberry yogurtz with fruits again :D Love that thing. PW was practically a slacking period. Didn't do much, listening to songs with shimei's awesome earphones. Ms Goh didn't come today (Y) free period. Did chem and read horoscope with girls. lol. And they were like trying to arouse each other -_____- Went to wrong venue for chinese so practically wasted 1 whole period hahahaa. Did listening practice then went off for P.E.
I guess the highlight for today is.. PE :D I didn't know about the elective thingy y'know! We were assigned to golf! Dammmmmmn nice, :D Had a hard time getting the posture right but yaaaa I will make it! My lefty very suan the club very heavy. LOL And we were like digging holes in the field - you can check the pretty designs out :D Going to training range for practice after 10 weeks! By then must at least hit gracefully hahahaa! And this goes to my wishlist >
Slacked, studied a litle for Chem FA, did chem FA.Went home. Realised route from school to home only lasted about 5songs max. I shall time next time hahaa! Been a long and tiring day. Needz food and sleeeeeep!
Tmr will be busier!
Morning have to go hospital. Nobody believe me siaaaaa. I'm seriously going there okay. I need to go check-up :( suspected something nasty growing inside.... Welllll...
After that most probably tuition thenthen meet girls for movie :D And college day musical at night follow by... pool. ^w^ Hopes everything goes smoothly. Love no school day! Was forced to go for college day cause Mr Ong got tickets and no one in our class is interested. Nice. Sponsored by Mr Ong... but I think I pay better. Thanks we got a nice CT (: so longgggg. blog later!
Oh last thing... help me click on the ads *points to right side of blog*! Love youuu!
Guilty... I'm apologetic, really
