I read back my posts and yea I find myself contradicting. That's me, I supposed.
Note, I spotted serious spelling errors that totally altered the whole meaning of the sentence. ROFL. paiseh ar.

Case closed. At least I said all I wanted. Happy.
It was hard initially. I took half an hour before I 'opened' my golden mouth lol.
I'm sorry for all the negative things running through my mind *yes i'm guilty because I've sucha thought*
You're the best I could ever ask for, really.

Though you don't shower me with gifts nor time, don't accompany me to study nor cook, I'm happy to have you. Maybe I can't get back my stuff anymore, it doesn't matter.
All I asked for is your trust.

You know why it's so hard for me to mention this? Because I'm scared I will disrupt the harmony in the family.
Iloveyou mummy. ^w^


To her,
no matter what, we are related after all. I'm fine now. That's what family are for. Forgive.