Family watching miotv that's why the net lag like sai. Gonna do a word post today.

Anyhow, tmr is A level MT. And I take it more lightly than midcourse. Well, idk why. I just hope I have inspirations for compo tmr. Others, I'm not that worried. Maybe I'd read through all the ans for qns 3 later? Yaaaa if I've the spare time.


Today only managed to finished teng ye xian sheng. fml I was so frustrated because I used ba ba man tan ans to check my tyxs work. All wrong I almost died. hahaha.

So stupid.


Went for a short exercise routine. Good weather today ^^ I'm loving it!
Drank plenty of water and I feel 2 times healthier already.


Sigh I'm still worried about Chinese. You know, Taurus worry a lot if they do not prepare enough?
So maybe I should finish up blogging and read my textbook.


Maybe.


Watched 2 shows just now. Some mutated spiders (which I don't think will be anything useful to me tmr) as well as The Emperor journey or something like that. (yes I watched the latter before and I blogged about it too)

It's the qi er bao bei. I even posted a cute grey penguin picture here, y remember?
Arrrrr tmr compo come out about penguin please? hahahaa! But it's an damn awesome show I swear. You gonna watch it! I watched a lot of documentaries today. No regrets because I know it is going to be useful yea! Don't care I shall twist it to become useful. aaaaaaaa. Mad.


DAMN I CAN'T STAND MY FAMILY A LEVEL TMR THEY STILL TEMPTING ME WITH THE SHOW. DAMN DAMN DAMN. I MUST NOT GO AND WATCH I MUST STUDY. @.@ WOOOOOO~ OKAY I SHALL STICK MY ASS TO THIS CHAIR FOR HALF AN HOUR, FINISH LAST CHINESE REVISION AND GO TO SLEEP. MUST AT LEAST REVISE SOME SHIT IF NOT NO CONFIDENCE. JIAYOU JIELIN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
I really want A leh.

Blah I'm just ranting.

PROMISE A GOOD DAY TMR.  ^W^

Name: Chow Jie Lin
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Status: it's complicated
School: Innova Junior College

General
Are you happy with your life now: Yes, sorta.
Name 3 achievements of 2010: Hmmmm quite hard leh. 1. more organised. 2. Learn to be happy in different ways 3. top 10 in one subject in midcourse? o.o
If you can relive 2010 again, will you?: Yes, I will change many many things, especially lazing around before midcourse T_T
What do you want to achieve in the rest of the year: 1. A for MT, 2. Good OP 3. Enjoy my life 4. Meet new and fun people + catch up with old friends
What do you dread doing: Housework
What do you love doing: Doing nothing

Name 3 important people in your life: clique, girls and family
Name 3 people that changed your life: tyx, girls ya.
Name 3 things you're glad to have now: iphone, some cash, myself
Name 3 things you gained this year: Knowledge, friendship and love
Name 3 things you will like to have: Beauty, character and money. lol
Name 3 moments you like to relive: YOG period (include universal studios ^^) New year and birthday
Name 3 things you regretted this year: not studying hard enough for midcourse, didnt finish my homework and didn't enjoy my seventeenth birthday.
Name 3 things you can't live without: The lovely people around me, my red maomao ^^, (iloveyou!) and hmmm, hmmmm computer ba?
3 quotes that you find inspiring: Change is the only constant, i will still believe in love, just that now I know love doesn't last forever, Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain, but you can't make a rainbow without a little rain.



GRRRR so lazy to continue. Next time!

People, changed. Or is it because you never pay enough attention to them that's why when they reacted differently you think they've change? I don't know.

Well I just found out something. It don't exactly affect me. But well... If it really don't I wouldn't be wide awake at 2 am, blogging from my iPhone.

But one thing I learned from this thing, ( which I find extremely meaningful)
'i will not stop believing in love, but I will not believe love is forever'

He's young yet he understands.
I'm a bit too late but at least I got it too.


Anyw, I wasted my whole day spamming YouTube vids and monopoly. Lost like hell. Shall dl personal taste. Yes I haven't finish them tmr. Now I wanna slack a bit more, read my mags and call tyx. Pray she's awakeeeee

Updated: Invited vinvin to blog already. Don't laugh at me okay D:

SOMEBODY HELP T____T

Just finished packing my closet and I found a lot of clothes, stained. Some are like curry stains and stuff and like that but I've already gave up on them. While some are newly bought clothes?!?!

Maybe there's a few wore a few times. A FEW TIMES ONLY. T____T
The stain is like.... not yellowish I guess it's more of orangey? Like rust or what. Cannot be removed with detergent T____T Furthermore it's one of my favourite pieces.
Haizxzz what's wrong with my closet?


I will send some to the professionals and hopefully the stain goes away. For some others, I will convert it to home-wear and probably get new ones. (This only applies for the cheaper pieces)
Emooooooo.

Next time if you happen to see me around with my home clothes (happens if I'm running late for tuition). Don't laugh at my stained clothes. T___T

Randoms:
1. found lots of clothes I never wear before
2. sieve out clothes I don't wear anymore/can't wear
3. lol I'm going to try wearing the stuff I wore during sec 1 sec 2 (yes I still have them lol)
4. From today onwards imma wearing shui yi (forgot what it is called in Eng, sleeping wear?) to sleep. I found so many of them at the back of my closet! Super cute la. Most dresses. :D Tried one table-cloth like and it's super tight and short. (y) I grew up hiakhiak!
5. what should I do with my prom dress? I doubt I will ever wear it again in my whole entire life. Bad choice.
6. I haven't touch chinese, yet.
7. Love the pink glass d got me. Cute.

kthxbye. Going for dinner now.

I'm bored.
Finally slept all the way to 10am. (y) Finally no tuition on the wonderful Saturday morning.
Am sick. I don't know do you guys feel nauseous like when you do something for a very long time? I do, especially computer. Played 10 minutes of CS and I want to die. Giddy like mad.


Wanna eat something but don't like the lunch. Too weak to cook maggie (the thing I crave for the most at this weird moment)

Rained when I planned to go out. How nice ......


Anyway, I should be on bed doing nothing, praying a bowl of noodles will appear out of nowhere instead of blogging. But I know you will be as bored as me so I shall blog a little boring post to sorta entertain you.


Yes treatment smell nice but imagine the overwhelming fruity smell flooding your nostrils every single second.... Ewwww zzz.


ok let's try to read the chinese textbook. Wait, where's my textbook again?

Totally. no. mood. to. study. To. think. A. levels. is. on. monday.

shall. stop. using. computer. now. or. else. i. will. end. up. buying. random. stuff. again.

And never regret alright.

Dear-once-in-a-while,

Today had our second presentation. Well, vast improvements as compared to the first one. But of course, nothing is perfect. Did video and recordings just now.


Last chinese lesson. I hope it is the last forever. A levels in a few days time. T___T

Went for treatment with daniel. First time with a guy. Don't really like the results despite spending more than usual T___T x2

Met tyx on the way home and she cabbed me to one place for her treatment.
I signed up too. :D Half price. Usually 50 per session now only 25. But need to go for 10 sessions.
Going for mine next week, perhaps. Hope it turns out better than this one. D:
In fact I think my hair drier? T__T x3.
I just like the smell. Fruity. yummmeh.


Super guilty cause planned to meet tky to study chinese hahaaa! But because my treatment was super long I ended pretty late T__T x4.
Sorryyyyyyyyy. (NOTE I MET TYX ONLY WHEN TKY CONFIRMED GOING HOME EH)

And I must start to do some chinese before I totally lose my motivation T__T x5.


Hit the library tmr. bth places without air-con. screwed up weather.
Come join me, anyone? :D
(probably do some chinese and just random surfing the net. Perhaps grab a good book and have some good food. ^w^)


Oh btw you all seen my new ad?
By cibavision! You should totally click to view more details! Giving away free trail lens not bad not bad! And stand a chance to go on your dream trip.

Guess where I wna go? :D:D:D
Each trip is 15k per person. And it's USD for god sake.

Randoms:
1. Gonna edit the skin tmr.
2. Trying to pronounce 'strength' LOL.
3. Crapping with Altro rocks!
4. Tango works leh!
5. Apricot scrub and yogurt milk body butter are super favoured!
6. tyx cut my fringe for me (y) snapped an inch off feel so much better. No more poking eyes. It's like a mixture of bangs and fringe (aka my hair in the past) Just......... A bit uneven. Not whining!
7. Starbucks tmr hiakhiak.
8. practicing my script now
9. Mr muscle is superb all the stains removed without scrubbing! Just that now my hand stinks (you know the detergent smell ewwww)
10. Wanna get gloves to wash toilet! (new hobby)
11. Drop by bugis next week to fix my fugly extensions yayaaa.
12. Treatment tmr!
13. Can't wait to go to jc house!

Messy or not?
This new skin.

Sunshine or rain, autumn or spring.

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我
一个人过生活

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂 
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕



用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁

Been looping this song throughout. Heheee! Not listening to their presentation :o.
I think this song really meant a lot, to me.

You can't differentiate what is what anymore

Dear-J,
Chinese was a tired period. Almost fell asleep. I wonder how they do it energetically?
Forgot to bring my homework home, well well now what?
I must score well for chinese since this is my only capable language. Ahem.


Anyway let's not talk about pw. I had enough of pw.
Was talking to tyx and I blabbered "Yes we are done with the slides now we fold aeroplanes" (it's part of the project ahemmmm)
Sot.

Went home earlier today because I'm having a headache. Felt super bad.

Slept all the way, woke up after all my songs finished playing. Food but Jielin is hungry now :(
I wonder, should I edit the wr again since there's one more part to be improved? Tmr morning ba.

Something happened in my area, again.
Saw 2/3 police cars, 2 civil defence and ambulance.
Apparently someone crazy climbed out of his apartment (10th storey) and walked along the aisle? Very difficult to visualise but all you have to know it, it's freaking dangerous. zzz.

Initially I thought somebody wanted to commit suicide.
Not a laughing matter. D:



Since A level MT is next week, I shall try to blog in chinese. Not today I'm freaking tired to type the troublesome han yu pin yin. Tomorrow? Maybe.

Randoms:
1. I want go rebond + treatment
2. Lost my panties? -___-
3. d loves my hair now. Just cut it.
4. Wanna meet my lovely clique!
5. Hungry
6. PW-infection
7. Need some shopping
8. Crying does help sometimes.
9. Should I cut my hair to a tad longer than shoulder length? B-O-R-I-N-G and high maintenance now. :(
10. Want to go scalp treatment.
11. I'm lazy to go for appointment. Thinking of switching clinic but which one is good?
12. tyx said I looked damn cui 1 week ago. Now much better? HAHAAA I THINK STILL THE SAME LOR.
13. it's chewwww-dren not chewwww-ren. LOL.
14. I love to exercise! It cheers me up.
15. Super impressed by myself for controlling my temper and mood. I even comforted myself when I'm damn upset just now. And comforted others too? heee!
16. Wanna gain weight anywhere EXCEPT ARMS, LEGS AND FACE TYVM.
17. tired.
18. Last but not the least wanna go jiachen's house sauna! Tmr or fri? HAHAAA! A bit scary to go into a small room alone leh. D:
I hate the hell outta you. Hate isn't a strong word to use here, don't doubt.

DEAR GOD,
PLEASE HAVE A HEART. KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO THEM PLEASE?

Even the hardest thing try to knock you off your feet, stay strong. Because you never know how well you take challenges unless you face them head-on.

Life hasn't been really good to me, either. But I can't fml because of that. 

Channel all unhappiness into something happy. 
Like a run. 
I'm so glad I exercised because I was sulking all the way the journey from school back home. *Pull a long face*
Endorphins,like panadol during a bad headache, makes everything bad, better. Sometimes you just have to live with the past, accept the fact that no one would understand you except yourself and be you. 



You inspired me. Now inspire yourself. 
Ask me out alright? Make time for you, always. Sorry for ignoring you, important person! :D



Now, let's see what contributed to my extra frown lines. 
Did pw presentation today. Which sucks totally because we never practice before.
That's not the reason. Blogged at private blog. 
Come who wants to read leave a comment I will invite you (PS I don't like private blogs because it's totally lame to do so, anything posted in the Internet is as good as flashing to the whole world.)
BUT, that's the only platform where I can choose to regulate people reading my blog.
In case the people involved came and chance upon this post ahem.


So see you. Ignore what is posted in the past okay.
The rest of the post shall be posted later. Need some relaxation aka nap.

But it didn't last for a second, did it?
 Past.

With my hands covering as well. LOOL. Not only me. The girls did this too. As well as zhaozhao.? o.o

Give it a 3.5. Go catch it, it's pretty awesome.
Note, Bring winter clothings because I'm shivering throughout! Super cold! That cold-blooded mooncake don't feel anything at all? Well, she's a mooncake...

Talked in the middle of cwp, (don't know why middle too) and headed home.

Have to rush op now, TMR PRESENTING OMGOMG?
I'm not done with script. D:

Not to mention dinner and bathe. (Waiting for the washroom hiakhiak)


4:53 minutes should be spent here, watching this. It's good to re-watch!

Alright sorry for spamming formspring replies here. But hell yeah I just realized I got questions there. 10 of them. Answered 8? The 2 I will answer tmr because I'm not in a good mood to do so.

Anyway, today's post is right smack below all the replies. Click on 'older post' ya.

And ask me anything on formspring. I will answer all of them to the best of my abilities. Do give me some time.

Facebook I think.

Ask me anything

Not very keen on the idea but i do respect Afterlife.

Ask me anything

Hmmmm perhaps the one that posted this question? Hahaa!

Ask me anything

Not sure?

Ask me anything

swirl of everything possible? I'm pretty greedy. :D

Ask me anything

LOOOL? :D:D

Ask me anything

hmm why not!

Ask me anything

TV DUH. you can watch tv on computer but can never do what a computer does on tv.

Ask me anything

Or worse when you start judging them

Dear-J,
Woooh-hoooo! 11:08pm. Just woke up from nap. Super tired I can't help it.
Today has been a long day for JieLin!


Started school with PW. Speaking of that I still have OP to do and print the last set of Annex.
Went for PE lecture and it as good as useless. PW did OP slides.

Went for MT briefing and it is practically repeating everything they had said over and over again.
School.


Rushed off after school, wanted to go to Semb for Kbox.
*PSSSSS IT'S 11:11 NOWW I KNOW YOU MISS ME :D*
Back to where I stop.

But Cow daddy don't let her go? o.o
Ya so ktv session canceled.

Went to have lunch with fishball, mooncake, ape and bobo lun.
Mine not nice I didn't finish. T__T


Last minute decided to go to mooncake's house for mj.
And the good thing is maomao didn't bark at us, at all. We're likable yeahh.
MJ-ed. I'm like the biggest loser of the day. Ape and mooncake won quite a bit. GAHH WHERE'S MY LUCK LUR? Must go baibai. :D




Went off at around 5+. Went for tuition. Ite only left at about 7+. (That's explain why I'm so tired)

Dinner is a must mention.
Kang kong with chilli, lady's finger with some chilli thingy and curry. ALL SPICY FOOD FTS.
I can't eat spicy food now.

Now, should I:
1. go to sleep, wake up early to edit op slides (provided lazy bug don't bite me)
or 2. continue brushing up op till 1am. GARH.


I choose.... number 1. :D
I need the energy for tmr!
YA FUN BUT I'VE TUITION AGAIN. AGAIN. AGAIN. AGAIN.
After this week things will be better.

Happy cause:
1. Tyx is finally going to do something meaningful
2. Controlled myself; didn't buy anything during window shopping
3. Wr only need to cut 31 more words

Sad cause:
My mum dk do what now I've a lot of scars and pimple :(
And she made me go to bed at 1.30 zzzz wanted to sleep at 12 de!!!!!
Now I only have 4 hours to sleep
And fts I'm hungry
I blow dry my hair and my hair now is dried. :(
Eat my shit word count is driving me crazy

That, is indeed a good question.

I'm working on a post,


Dear-J,
Today is a PW/tuition day. Still pw-ing. Now taking a break.




I'm making some major decision in life, it is major not something like what to eat/which course to take in Uni.
Something even more than that. Actually I've been wanting to decide all these time but I just don't have the courage to. 


Just a question, would you rather:
1. live a long life, unhappy
or 2. live a short life, happy.

Tuition > cut hair > last minute prepare to meet the peeps(:

So quite a lot of pple came: 10 of them.
Went cityhall justacia for dinner. Full! But I'm hungry now :(:(

Free flow of drinks (although it sucks) and ice-cream. Try the soft ones nicer!(:

After food sat there spam horoscope vids. I think some quite true!! And we are confused by some terms they used, why so complicated one!
And I'm the reporter of the day. Hiakhiak
The shocking thing is even the guys are interested..... Err a bit weird right.. D:

After that went back to woodlands. Talk abt self-improvement hehehee I'm not as mood swing-ish as the past okay!!(:

Wanted to continue to talk but late le!!!:(:(

Next time okay?

孩子，當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的
­，也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。但很悲哀的是在現實­生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；­最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是­最愛你的，只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。



I never seen this version before. idk why. Super touching okay!

Hi been wanting to blog these few days but always fell asleep.
I'm going for pre-treatment by Yan mummy and probably another trim. The one I went for on thurs not so good still have uneven ends. hahaa $2 only.

Anyway the pictures below.
I bought new stuff for my table hiakhiak. I wanna change it to pink, soon. And as for the water babies - I grew them last night. The last 2 babies are special. I grew them 2 years ago. With love xoxo. Initially I threw that 2 into the pile but I dig it out again... Lol. Shouldn't be mixed with the masses
Blahhh


Met tyx ytd night that poor girl leg still swollen like a pig.
Haizxx who ask u zou Lu bu kan Lu.

Steamboat tonight?(: have to confirm again.

Ohhhhh! Wanted to sleep early last night but couz came to stay over. Talked to his gf till 1 + so I can't sleep. (he's talking in my room lur)
So xing Fu :D that's in love that's in love that's in love.... Not like what I'm going through now.

Haishhh gay


Otw home to bathe! The haze makes me feel dirty and breathing seems difficult.

Xoxo, and that sets me thinking
what I want vs what I've 

Something weird is stirring

Give yourself some time to think, carefully

Dear-J,
School is bullshit. Endless pw and chinese. Chinese was a waste of time. D:

Didn't go for tuition as I have to rush WR.Ya a bit too slow, I know.

Tmr is toothpick's birthday. LOOL.


Shall continue this post in a minute, gonna rinse my hair now.

So it's better not to.
Dear-J,
Today got back all the results. STUPID GP. You know how 'well' I fare already uh?
And econs........ okay la better than summertest.


Super duper tired during Chinese, didn't finish question 15 and 16. LOL Screwed up bad time. Mundane stuff. ZZZ

After which rushed to cwp cab to tuition place. The uncle damn scary drive super fast. Though so the fares are higher than usual, ZZZ x2


1 hour tuition, went to ssc, daiso. 1 hour + independent shopping. ^w^



See I can do it.

Some random shits:
1. I'm hungry.
2. Menses want come jiu come damn irritating have to check every now and then.
3. Tuition tmr, fri and sat. Ya gg.
4. Hate changes so I don't know what got over me, threw away stuff that have been there for more than a year. Heart pain but soon, very soon I will forget them. I deserve to be happier, I don't need them to constantly inject pain into my life. Cleared them with a heavy heart.
5. Stuff that has been there for a few months are also removed. Also bu she de but I still wanna get rid of them. (I'm impartial! New and old boliao stuff byebye.)
6. The stuff mentioned above are all boliao shit.
7.Watching budget barbie.
8. Pray for leftover dinner :(
9. Been together for so long, no matter what, cherish. Cherish. I know you wouldn't be reading.

Shall finish packing my table > food and mask > Edit pw a little more > Sleep!
You're something I got used to over time. I hate myself when I'm with you.. 20102010, I'm not with you. you're not with me. that's not exactly a bad thing, you just fail to see now. Not ready for commitment. Not planning to, either.

You know at times you feel everything is driving you crazy? Everything. Yes everything.
Nothing just turns out right.

You know at times you really feel like screwing every single shit up, and shout FML?
Yes during those darkest times.


But life, you gonna work doubly hard to bring her down.
Give up, is not a word found in my dictionary.





Sometimes giving up is the only option. The best way out.
Ya I'm trying to contradict myself,

BUT I'M GONNA BRAVE THROUGH PW AND MT.

(Yes this is a boliao ranting/whining post about the upcoming A level examinations.)
There's millions things running through my mind.


Now I wish for exams to be over, a good night sleep, go for massage and a chilling session with clique. 
Maybe talk my night away with my precious girl. :D
no matter what I told myself, I cannot deny, I'm tired of life.

Dear-Love,

Just finished a few rounds of CS. Giddy. -____-

Anyway, today got back physics. LOLLOL haha? Ya such disgraceful shit = keep quiet.
I NEED TO DO PWPWPW. SUPER TENSED UP LA ZZZZ.
CHANT PWPWPWPW. I'm stress leh. Haizxzxz.

TMR CHINESE TEST AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN :(


This two subjects are driving me crazy.


On a happier note, went to have a walk around cwp today. Had burger for dinner. Maybe I should watch a show while doing pw sketching. Yes I should totally do that.


I've something to say, you wanna listen?

Heyyo everyone! I'm currently blogging using Ape's com, waiting for mooncake, ape and cow to finish the game "cheat" I'm number 1 honest girl hahahah! :D


Anyway after school today did pw, went to Ape's house at around 5. Bought food from Sunplaza, japanese pizza(:

Went to Aries for a little shopping but got nothing.
Then proceed to Ape's house.


Mj for 2 hours. Had lots of sweets .____. Lost $0.80? Ape's the winner of the day. Cow even had to sell her fbt to pay her debt. LOL.


THEY ARE STILL ON THE GAME SLOWSLOWSLOW lol.
Wonder what time I would reach home today.. Hmm it's 9:26pm. PW IS WAITING FOR MEHH T____T


On a brighter note, movie with da girls tmr? hopefully, hopefully.
I'm happy now. Life is near to contentment.


Till I find my soulmate again ;

Today woke up late. I didn't hear the alarm at all!
It's a miracle no one tried waking me up despite sleeping all the way to 1+.. Weird. I think it's because my mum isn't home.

Well, anyway I just put on the cute headband before leaving. Waited for 913 at the bus stop near my house and it came shortly. I shall stop walking to cwp. Hehhe.

My fringe is a tad too long and it's disturbing me. Shall snap it soon soon soon.

Anyone wanna catch rainie's movie? Last movie I watched was ... Toy story? Or blood pledge? I forgot.

Okay my stomach is growling. Roar only ate lunch at rq's house. I don't dare to eat dinner cause I was using com all the way till 11 and missed regular dinnertime. I'm scared of mummy.:(

But you can't blame me, online shopping is fun.


I want buffet!! Zhi tong dao he person? Hahhaa!


Anyway gonna wake up early bath. The mask is stuck all over my face. Nights !(:

Just wna share a song here.


well, something happened and I'm too tired to explain. If I told you then good, if I didn't either you 1. wait for me to tell you or 2. drop the idea.


"Blow... those that are in love"
I didn't move.

So conclusion? I'm not.


I'm a single person,

Post about today is drafted already. Upload later via phone. :D

Till then.

It's nearly 2am.
Finally decided to sleep. This is because I'm starving. I was so full a moment ago. Now I swear I can swallow a cow.


Soooo today, or should I say yesterday?
Went for tuition, mum sent me there. Mad 5 hours. 1 apple as lunch and it's the miniature type.

After which went home, took bin bin thumbdrive and strawberries for fishball. Went to meet doremon, fishball and cow. Bus to rosewood. Paiseh ttm went to wring condo. Hhaha.

Met the rest at BBQ pit which is just beside tennis court. Overlook ijc.:)

Played a bit of fisbee and it's fun! But leg hurts cause have to run without shoes... And, the net in the middle damn idiotic.

Talked. Waited for all to reach. Not bad 18/21 came. This is call class gathering, nit the fail 6 pple trip.

During BBQ 1 tennis ball flew out. Well, sorry to wrong the innocents.

Had food. The chicken wing is yummy!
Played blow-wind-blow for approximately 2 hours. Love that game! Too bad can't twister.:(

Went up to jc house. Super nice and cosy! I wanna live there okay! Hehhee.

Talked and stuff before heading home.
That's pretty much about it.

Oh and sang birthday songs for October babies. The cake fell onto the floor otw to BBQ pit loll.

Loke baked cheesecake taste good. I hope there is still some left tmr morning.

Pictures in yq blog and Facebook.

I've videos to upload :):)

Random:
1. Have videos to upload
2. Tuition tmr arrgh
3. Pw
4. Weather is super duper super duper hot

Hi, just finished watching future-x- cop or future cop by Andy lau.

It's pretty good give it a try. I just don't really get the timeline.


And, I just refer parachute as 安全套
Zzz my Chinese is screwed.
Time to sleep

Argh I forgot to post this!!

I watched lian ai tong gao by Wang lee hom? Yes he's hawt ^w^
I like.

Call u later! (:

Worst manicurist in my life.

Sooo I went to meet tyx just now. Yan baba sent us to Yan mama's salon. Did a short treatment.

Walked around that area (lots of those ancient shophouses) and saw an advert : express Mani and pedi at $xx.
So we went for it since it's a pretty good deal.

I picked seconds to midnight for toes (dark red) and sweet candies for hands (pink) which is faceshop one lol

No trimming of nails, no scrub, not even removing those mini portions of polishes I had on.

She was giving me f face throughout. And the polish is so ugly la. I think I can do a better job.

And after 1 coat of color the nail polish ran out? She asked me to choose another color WTF? And, no top coat. Zz? Must pay $1 for it wth. The toes one also fugly. Damn I think I'm going to fix my nails. ZZ.

Tyx one not that bad.


Haizxx need to fix the fugly nails.



Anyways, heheehe I think I'm going to try perming? Maybe maybe.


And, Meiji chocolate milk + strawberry + yogurt is love.

we are all too young to talk love now

Melted Strawberries Taste Like Kisses


As seen from the previous post, Yes, I didn't fail my chem. Well. Didn't score well but, there's a 2nd chance. :D I so wanna work hard !
Hahaa!

Did my cheerup plan :D
Cheerup plan: some cs, shopping, take away cheesecake and ice-cream, arcade or movie if I managed to get somebody and a good mask + nap 

I got strawberries, Meiji chocolate milk (an awesome 2L) and yogurts. WOOH healthy lifestyle.
(Y) WR draft 3 in. Not bad. Major changes from draft 2. :D


I'm a happy girl. :D
Let's CS.


Probably last picty post of the day cause I forgot to bring charger home :<

Scarred for life


I'm so gonna fail chem.
Mood: down down down.
Cheerup plan: some cs, shopping, take away cheesecake and ice-cream, arcade or movie if I managed to get somebody and a good mask + nap

Can't stop laughing at this. Most epic video. :D
You should watch if you haven't.



Dear-J,
Hihiii, today went through answers for all lectures.
Got back Maths...... Haiizxzxz don't talk about it. wo de shang xin shi.

I think I would get a D/E for sciences fml.
Haizxzxxxxxxxxxx.

Let's just continue to work on pw and chinese ba..? The rubbish compo without prior knowledge wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but compre is. Got some MCQ wrong and question 15 only 1 mark :( hahaaa.

Tmr test again lol.

Anyway today stayed back to settle some stuff and it took us nearly 2 hours. Well, once and for all I really hope it would be better?

Saturday BBQ :D And, I need some shopping to cheer myself up tmr. Because we're getting back chem tmr. T____T

Just woke up from 3 hours nap. Shall continue some videos. ^^

I got practice songs today okay!



I wanna watch this! R21? ZZ why uh!

世界上的好男人都死光了
Random thoughts while watching tv

Hi.
Started the day with op clinic. Played all the way.
Then had western :):)

Aftermath 2 hours chinese. Wrote rubbish for compo lol I'm lazy to think. Finish compre in less than an hour. Gave crappy answer. Lol.

Went back to class, watched sj vids hahha mad funny imma watching it again later.
Edited wr left a little. Shall send in a draft by today! Must!

Then had a little break, did some more editing and left for home.

Napped all the way, just had dinner and practiced songs. Hiakhiak.

Shall do the last editing at 10. Now I wna download personal taste and watch sj videos:):)

Tmr will be doom day. It's like a roller coaster, perhaps you're scared when it's going down, but believe me, soon enough it will be over. And you must pick yourself up, move forward and upwards. You had to face what you did, this is life. But trust life cause it wouldn't be the end if you continue to hope and work hard.

Above is a note from left brain to right brain.




Btw, I really should start reading some news or what. I'm as good as a tortise living in it's own shell ( worse than frog in the well, at least it has seen what's around in the well )

Why when I'm not the one in wrong I ended up crying? 

Thanks for anyone that cared. Though my life sucks, you all made it better. Made me thank god I've you.

It's pure happiness, that unreal contentment.


Dear-J!
First day of school after a considerably enjoyable weekend.

Hmmmm no formal lessons. Had Chinese early in the morning. Got back my paper. I was lucky.
The two Chinese pros got drugged :( If not they surely scored very well!

ALVIN EYES HERE
I got my first A. Hiakhiak.

Chinese was boring, random sketching here and there, played cops too.

Then, lunch. Hungry to the maximum I swear.


After filling our stomachs, went back to class. Wanted to CS but my one need CD key shit :( So suay lor! I even brought my cute mouse there to own them hahaha!
Nvm I'm going to kill Auntie Kang tmr :D


PW OP lecture. Anyway, IJ010 was pretty good! Considering the amount of time they had and being the first team, facing a group of 500+ students. :D
Pretty interesting when it's nearing the end where we watched like 20 minutes or so inspiring video. They should totally show us before mid course!
It's awesome. The song 'numb' is playing in my head now. Hahaaaa miss that song y'know.


After lecture went off with groupie, went to woodlands polyclinic. Failed interview hahaha. But at least got one email reply. That's a good thing, isn't it?

Drop by tutor's place and wtf that place really changed a lot a lot! Some more got 2 new china ladies. ZZ.


Walked home from Marsiling after that. I was walking at 0.00000001km/s I swear because usually I will take maximum 15 minutes but I took half an hour just now to crawl back home. Epic I never walked this slow in my life (except when I'm in uncomfortable shoes)


Pictures later, I'm charging my phone now.
Battery totally flat. Because laobin keep jewel beaching. BUT STILL LOST TO COMBI POWERS OF FISHBALL AND I :D Challenge him again tmr!



PBF IS THE CUTEST GUY EVER. :D:D

I don't want to argue anymore




Hey, for you :D
I like this song, do you?


Randoms:
1. I'm going to repeat my wish for the whole 1-minute later cause I'm scared god is too busy to hear them.
2. I got super pretty evening dress (I DON'T KNOW WHY I GOT IT TOO). Somebody bring me to some hotel or restaurant for dinner please!
3. I need to pay J back money. D:
4. 3 more minutes
5. Shag school tmr
6. That's when I love you.
7. 3 more days..? :D
8. I love 12A
9. Finished packing half of my table show you guys tmr
10. A good mask and good night sleep tonight.
11. Loop the song above okay. It's super duper nice. :D
At 10/10/10 10:10:10, I'm going to make a wish.
I wish for you, forever. ♥

Happy birthday nini !(:(:

Went tuition in the morning, fml really. Walk to cwp; miss 965
Trained to yishun; missed 965 again. Waited, pissed off. Walked 3 bus stop distance. At 2nd stop, 965 zoomed past again. Finally, reached. Damn I should wait for 965 in woodlands. Later + walk like mad.


Joel was very attentive today. Lesson was productive.

After which walked to Chong pang. As usual I lost my way. Really demoralise cause I always lost my way. Always always always. Called d for help but he's as goner as I am. _|_ ite he lost his way there too. Retarded.

All I did was walk straight. And suddenly got feeling so I turn right. And wth I really walked to chong pang. Went to shop around alone. Don't want to waste my time searching for the retard zzzz.

Stayed there for 2 hours and no loots. Food only. And I saw the braided hair band there, less glossy more real for 1.90. ARGGGGH. angry hahaha waste my money.


after that came back to woodlands, got a nice lady let me have her seat, idk why too. Maybe I look pregnant? Hahhaa!
I took it anyway I'm tired haha. Mj all the way back.

Shopped. Got clothes. You don't have to think when there is 70% off hehheee. Got some food for mini celebration for baby sister and went home. Pictures later :)

Out now for more shopping with bai ka. Then have to be home at 6 for tuition. Jiayou.


If ure interested to see pictures, go to my twitter now :)

Should I use the 6 hours for shopping.. or something constructive for instance packing up my stuff/pw/study -.-/sleeping

It's hard to decide. lol.

I'm not going to fix anything broken. So you better be careful with me. C:

How any other day can be so special

Hi all!
I guess it would be offically 10/10/10 when you're reading this yea?Well, it's pretty special. The good thing is today, 10/10/10 is my sister's birthday!
But cannot bring her out she's busy mugging for exams. She ain't that lazy like me :/

Maybe a mini celebration? well.


Anyways, Saturday was fun !

Woke up, late when meeting the girls D: Have to eat breakfast and find that stupid tickets D:
Met the girls - ape, fishball, mooncake and cow and went out to tampines. Then made our way to downtown east.

The first thing I did there was to visit watsons for contacts lens solution because they said can't wear contacts to swim?
Got tickets > Emicake > Got the awesome (but doesn't taste as nice as it's not rich enough already *sad face*) mini oreomisu? <-- don' know spell wrongly or not and thank god fishball got berry one. It's purchase with purchase.

Went in > Ate the cake > Changed and prepared > Out to play play play play.


The first one thing we did was to jump into the laze pool? or lazy pool? Got floats and tried to sit on it. Overturned 2 times fml. Water stuck in my ears lol.

Erm, I can't remember the sequence but here's the stuff we did.
1. the one where a lot of people can sit together in the float.. played for 4 times or slightly more.
2. Individual slides. The tunnel type one super dark. really 伸手不见五指 lol.
Cow stuck during the ride
3. Baby pool for slides and bucket 
4. sadists shooting water at people
5. The U-shaped thing. Ya I feel discouraged to suicide after that. Mad scary.
6. Wave pool - piggy back mooncake and cow. :D Upthrust is good! They felt so light okay.
7. That's all..? That's all? That's all I think.

Nothing much to play anyway.


Cleaned up. Stupid forgot to bring towel, shampoo and soap. Hahaaaa after cleaning up went back to tampiness.

Shopping :D:D:D
Every girl loves shopping. True ttm.


Show you my loots tmr (I just want to blog first cause I'll surely forget some details if I leave it till tmr)
Dinner was mee sua and one of the drinks aka gua cha tasted damn weird la.


The rest of the time is shopping, shopping and more shopping.
About 9+ went up to timezone had a round of time crisis.
Heeehe I died very soon after I started.

I CAN'T SEE A SHIT LA.
Oh ya forgot to mention, my lens have been irritating the shit outta me. Thought it's because of dirt or what but no... My lens tore. Favourite pair leh! T_T


Aftermath went to camwhore outside some herbal shop? Epic fail. D:

Got some stuff and went home. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Such trips are totally loved.
More more more?

Sentosa!Sentosa! SENTOSA!


Random thoughts running through my mind:
1. I WANT TO SLEEP
2. I need to check who texted me but handphone so farrrr away
3. SENTOSA
4. fml tanner zzz
5. fml x2 hair like dead grass leh
6. I need to clear my table
7. I'm hungry I need dinner.. but's 12:18am
8. Damn tuition tmr
9. I want to go to jurong bird park and underwater world :D Date me. ^w^
10. Need to go shopping
11. But I'm broke
12. A new skin for blog and casing for iphone
13. Forget it, it can get super random if I continue on...

(TBC)

End of mid-course. Economics is relatively okay. As compared to my horrible chem T_T Think of it I stress siah.
After paper class went to celebrate by having Seoul Garden. But poor us stayed back for pw. Consulted 3 tutors. Is it that bad? So sickening need to go all the way to RC for another interview. Pray for success please. Once and for all.

So due to that, can't make it for today's meet up with li ting :(
Stupid.

After the discussion stayed in class. Heart-to-heart talk with vinuu :D Fun siah.
Then played CS. Wooh I think I'm hooked. I think I've potential in that area hahaha!

Gonna leave earlier. Went for tuition. Pretty focused. (y)
And got people think I'm sec1 or 2? hahaa! They are totally taken aback when I said I'm JC. Really wish to grow taller. Ya blame my stupid height.

After tuition wanted to meet darling for shopping but wth she sprained her ankle. Went back to cwp. Lots of foreigners on bus. Scary.


Shopped around cwp, empty-handed. Lots of shops closed down. But at least I got something to buy tmr! And such promotions make me extra happy.


Tmr is a day to go wild and wet, that is wild wild wet with the girls. Awesome. :D Back to the sun after so long. Though will become tanner but it's worth it. Confirm + chop fun.


(L) See you girls tomorrow!
Btw downloaded - cops on iphone. Addictive. :D:D
Last thing last thing, I need retail therapy and the bitchest person is a bai ka now how?
Soooo online browsing to satisfy my desires. I hope I can get something decent.
BIRD PARK AFTER SCHOOL ENDS? I WANT GO SEE EMPEROR PENGUINS LEH.
 If it work out, it will. Let's leave it to fate?

Yoo. I find I get over things damn quickly. L.

Idk I'm not sure whether i can do well for tmr or not. I've to.

Sleep deprived D: although I napped for 3 hours just now.......

I'm very tired. Feel like running home to sleep my life away after econs. Soooo should i go shopping? This whole week everyday slept for 6 hours max. Don't count nap lur. Zzzzzzszzzzzzz

Hi,

My life is a bitch. Today is the day I totally screwed chem. Damn demoralizing. So much of going into chem industry when I can't score well for a promos paper?


Idk but I think I screwed this whole promos. It took me too long to realized the importance of studying.


But the good thing is, I still have one last paper tmr to earn my 2 credit points. Let's not talk about goals anymore, let's talk about promoting to j2.

It never hit me- screwing promos. Harsh truth.





I'm going to focus on studies now. Now till end of a lvls.
And because of this, I've to tell u, I'm sorry.

Hihi.
Supposed to be studying but end up browsing through my archives.

Hmm I would say I can't believe I used to be that crazy over one person in my life.
Well I guess at that moment he was my everything.
And reading it kinda consoles me because, I'm so loved and in love you know.


Anyway, I realised I used to say I love you in almost every post and I meant every of them. I simply can feel it. Although they are the same words repeated over and over again.

Well, now 'I Love You' is three words so over-rated. ZZ
I use them for everything and anything.
I should stop doing that haahaa.


This is one interesting I found. Mad amazed by the stuff I wrote the last time (although there are a few sucky pictures, okay maybe not a few, many)
Speaking of pictures right, I look at 08 pic and omg I look young? -___-  Age is subjective.
And to whoever that feels my pictures now are all god-damn-overly-photoshopped. Let me tell you it takes less than 5 minutes to fix the colors. The most common thing I do is adjust the levels. And maybe some other parts if the picture is really in need of fixing. But this is hardly the case because, why the hell do you want to choose an ugly picture to start with? Out of a zillion pictures taken there would be a few decent enough that can be posted even without touch-up (But I still do it anyway, you know the level thing?)

The pictures in the past are god-damn-overly-photoshopped because I'm not that good with make up yet? Hahaaa and laobin said last time I look better cause more fats. Hello I think he missed my elephant arms and bloated nose.

Back to the interesting stuff!



But at least I tried to give my all once. In the midst of trying :D I don't know laaa. A bit weird if he reads it but it's okay since we're not talking anymore. Fuck think whatever you want okay? I'm just happy I'm happy right now.

Crazy but yea, I'm moving back soon.

Money keep disappearing fml x infinity.
Ya stupid shit I didn't spend it away.

I suspect my drawer eats cash because I would dump all my pocket money in there and go around with 2 bucks. No wtf I have less than when I keep inside my wallet. Seriously fml.


Stress ttm. I will be going to shop for windows -.- And it's not fun at all. ZZZ.
Need to find some way to curb this problem.










GARRRR I had my dinner at 10. After I woke up from my nap. 3 hours slipped away. And I'm starting revision on chem at what, 12am? Gl to me man. I need finish reading all my notes !
(Spent the past hour looking for all of them high and low and (y) my efforts paid off. Found all my lecture notes but most of them lan diao. Shall do something about it!)


2 more papers to go! WOOOOH.
And friday is bad. So shopping with tim (window kind ZZ) or www with girls? Anyhow I hope the catch-up session with dearests work out and I need to see tyx very soon if not I will die. ^w^
Love you!

Dear all,

Today is killer paper number 2 (considering the fact that I've already given up on gp)

I wanted to wake up early to study but yea failed. But I remember waking up at 3:31am. No joke because I even took s screenshot of it. I'm so proud I can finally hear the stupid alarm you know. But somehow sleeping bug got me.


So I took physics after reading through 2 chapters and a quick discussion with Derek before the paper.
Did the question based on ggt - not good game thing but guai guai theory.:/
It's freaking cold and affecting my thought process, although I don't really have much of it.

The only feasible aim is pass.

Went to the library to borrow chem textbook. should have take good care of my lecture notes you know.. :( regrets


Then went cwp lunch with Tim and fishball.
I had fishball noodles. :)
walked around for a while, then bought mcflurry > home.

Oh ya, someone threw a bottle down and piak, no didn't hit anyone. But damn scary.

Like acid or bomb? Maybe I'm just being paranoid but that thing would have hit anyone you know,

And according to fishball, he's an Indian wearing striped tee. And the eerie thing is I saw an Indian in striped tee just now. Zzzzz I'm getting paranoid.

Speaking about paranoid, let me just share something here,
Last night when I'm doing hair mask in the toilet I heard those marble dropped onto the floor sound. Zz? And it's pretty late already? Eerie or not!

And just know the people upstairs is like knocking the floor. Definitely don't feel comfortable, especially when you're the only one at home.


Enough of this. I should try my 08paper D:
And econs.


Typo in almost every word! Tell me is it because my fingers are way too fat? Zzz or iPhone is hard to use?
Every single comma is tedious because I never fail to click the globe and keyboard will be changed to Chinese, handwriting or emoji

Note to self:
Get a holiday job, optional
Revise all J1 topics
Do not overspend
File all my notes together and organize them into neat piles
Turn into tim if possible
Go for a tuition search D:
And buy textbooks for all subjects because I always lose my notes! There's no way I can lose my textbooks right?

So irritating so many blanks in my lecture notes. (because of tiredness :/) And it totally spoils my mood to study. Now I'm trying to dig for resources. But fml I don't even have a guidebook, or textbook for that matters.


Wish me luck.

Dear-J,
Proper post in the middle of mce? I'm so gonna regret again for slacking for the passed 1 hour D:
Anyway, the above picture kinda remind me of the first chinese compo I wrote. Seriously I don't think that's really good, don't know why the teachers even decided to put it in the pile of good compos. My sentence structure epic fail there. Lol.


So today, hmm MATHS (-.-)
Literally (T_T) because the vectors and some other stupid questions. It's a if-you-study-this-paper-is-manageable thing and by having the double-t face you know how I did eh? people like zhao = clap clap cheer wooh-la-la? But yeap, I screwed up big time. I was taking my own sweet time. (cause I see only 13 questions ma!) and I failed to complete it. Let's pray for a B?
If the ones I attempted are correct, if not = gg. D:


Physics tmr fml. I seriously don't know shit about physics. Try my best !


Anyway, I think I'm going back to tuition after mce. Lame I know.
I am going back, after I clear chinese. And clear means A.
No more screwing this time okay?
Let's mug for another 2 hours? At least must read through all the notes! (provided I find them hahahaa!)


By the way today was an afternoon paper but I went school at 7.20am. Did some Maths for a good 1 hour+. Why so early, many asked.
Well, I'll be so freaking drained if I travel to school. I rather wake up early than travel to school on my own.
Scared to take the bus cause once miss the stop = gg, all the way to.. erm idk.. the other side of singapore?


And walking there when the freaking sun working at 101% efficiency is a big NO-NO as well.

So I guess I will be early again on thurs? I can keep lonely laobin company.

Slack for another 8 minutes before I take out revision package!



Last thing, for those using twitter especially, seriously I'm not interested to read about alllllll the retweets. Alright a few is fine (I do retweet some stuff sometimes) but wth spamming a good 10+ retweets (all the stupis love quotes, though I can't deny some are really good) every now and then is ZZZZZ. So hard to read the tweets the people I follow.
Get a tumblr!

Currently, two songs stuck in my head - Teenage dream (blame yue boooo put that song in her blog a few zillion years ago. Sorry I'm lagging D:) and the new song up in the playlist. Check that out when you have time yo! Just click the arrow on the left of the ipod and scroll all the way down! *PS I dont know there such a function until I saw yue doing it*