I imagined this scene outside my haos. With the little boy la! Maybe his mom too.

So effing freaked out I stoned there for 5 freaking minutes! I ever trembled wtf. 

Okay you wna know how it sounds like? (wl and sm tried to mimic the sound but they're epic failers.)


Ok I cant find. It's a mixture of 0:20 and kakayo(sp?)'s signature sound. (If you get me).

Taken with a shark. They ain't even aware of it until they went back onto the boat! Crazy much. I think I will probably faint.... provided I'm the one taking the photo. If I'm the one in the picture.... Well. I don't think you will see this post okay. 

"Sharks attack people in scuba suits because they look like penguins". Wth then I confirm die because I move like one too? 

From one of my favourite tumblr-ers. 

      //Relationships: dinner for one, please finally have a moment to really write something. :)
I guess since I am now single, I have a new outlook on relationships. It has now been 8 months since I’ve had a boyfriend which is both shocking and exciting! Before Rodney passed away, I fought with him over every single thing. I mean, we even had fights over MYSPACE (c’mon, seriously Taylor?). But that was the old me, and this is the new.
I don’t see a point in fighting over things that cannot be changed. Yes, there are big things like cheating and lying that can’t be changed and are usually worth the fight. But then there are the little things like him not buying you flowers, or her not returning your call. It’s stupid. I understand where everyone comes from, because I was there not too long ago - but now I am on a new path so things have (obviously) changed. I think people often forget or sometimes don’t even know how lucky they are to just have someone that cares enough about them to commit themselves to them. Commitment in itself is such a scary thing, and these days, rare. So if you have someone willing to go to such lengths to be with you, respect them and value your relationship, instead of taking it for granted. You don’t understand how lucky you are to have the ability to touch the one you love, or kiss them, or even cuddle with them.
So now, we get to the part where I explain when a bad relationship is too unhealthy. What does this word ‘unhealthy’ mean - you might ask? It means when the relationship is taking a strain on your physical and mental well-being. I’m not doctor, nor a psychiatrist.  But I do understand a human-being’s limits and when they are seriously being compromised. I cannot tell you how many nights Rodney and I spent arguing to each other about stupid things while shouting out stupid and rude names. To this day, I realize how much of a toll that took on our physical lives. We were both physically and mentally exhausted, and though we both had the heart to finally fix our relationship - not many people do.
I understand love and it’s complexity, and the want to keep something you cherish and adore so much around. But when do we forget what we need for want we want? We do need love, but we don’t need to be in love; although love is a great feeling, it is one that can be expressed in many other ways and I think people often forget that. For instance - since Rodney, I have put my love into other things such as blogging, fashion, and my education. Of course, I have family and friends that love me, but I’m not in love with anyone and it hasn’t been that bad of a thing. Moving on, I think when the fights become too long, when they become too frequent, and when you start to forget where you both started as a couple… a team - that’s when it becomes too much. As a couple, you are one; there is no denying  you both have a bond to each other, but when you forget what consummated that love it’s time to remind yourself. I’m not saying or insisting that if your relationship is bad, you leave. Obviously there are certain instances where you SHOULD leave, such as an abusive relationship, an unfaithful relationship, and etc., but there are times when just thinking about your relationship and taking a moment to reflect on it by each of you can help.
So moving forward once again, lets say that you are a single lady (or man!) now, and you are lost- completely lost. It’s time to take some time out for yourself. Don’t focus on anyone that will bring you down, and particularly no one that you have had serious relations with. This will only bring you down! As someone who is fresh out of a relationship, it’s time for you to relax and focus on yourself and your needs. I think after a relationship, we usually forget who we were since we built and invested so much time into the relationship. Do some soul searching; find yourself all over again! This is your time to be a free spirit, a single person in a huge world of endless possibilities! Splurge a little on making your outer-self look pretty, but please, please, please do not neglect your inner-self. It’s crucial that you take time out of the day to reflect, and to think. It’s not a bad idea to think of your relationship, and why you are most probably better off. Although love is an amazing thing, it can come around again if you allow yourself the ability to open up to someone new!
After all, being independent isn’t that much of a bad thing, trust me! ;)