ok. i'm now stable now.
just now was like.. chatting on msn then wna cry again.
lmao-,- i ain't THAT weak usually :x
thankyou to loads of pple.

got a lot a lot of things i wna say budden i lost it all aft the fking shit.
i just pray for him to be all right.
god; bless him.

now is like. wth. didn't managed to do all th things i planned to do..
anyways, it's allrights.
i wna post abt wad happened in CCA
wad renfred said to me..
how he jokes around..
and how much i miss talking with him so suddenly..
but it will bring more sadness you see.
so i'm keeping my mouth shut abt it now.

and today, 27feb;
yes. if you know it.
it's my MOM's birthday.
i seriously, totally forgotten abt it :x
it's so bu xiao shun .
but i'm too affected by th shit hence i nvr bought my present.
: ( it's allright, i hope she will understand..

i wanna talk abt how WE talked today (:

how he told me things .
how things used to be .
and of cus, it's all disrupted by that.
not blaming on renfred, just emphising how impt he is ahahs.


and suddenly. hahahs.
missing him.
msg him? lollers.