Kill me please LOL
Why do I have to see all that?



There isn't friends to help getting you back.
Cause there isn't any that helped pull us together in the first place.

It was a mutual thing.
We got it together.
You lost it, you ain't finding it.
You're obsess with someone else instead.


You don't care.
No you act as if you care.
You asked me things, I lied to you.
I tried to sound my life is all good and fun without you.
Try not to sound I'm sad.
Try to swallow the lump inside my throat.
You know how that feels like?


It wasn't easy to move myself away from you.
But I have to act like I don't care.
It's like, dramatic.
A play, endless play.
I smiled to you, you smile a little back.

I protected you, I am still.
I can do that, but I didn't.
I can tear off your mask, but I didn't.
Why?
Because I can't bear to hurt you.




You, on the other hand, happy like a lark.
Will my love turns into some.. obsession?
Unhealthy.


I can never say hope you last long with her.
Even I do, it will come with a cross finger.
I ain't cruel, I just wanna save my dignity while hoping there's someone to save me.
No, I don't want anyone to save me.

I want you.