If Emptiness Is A Monster, It Would Have Completely Devoured Me
It even ate my tagline. Dear-J,
Life is meaningless. When everyone is outside having fun, I actually let myself stay at home and sleep my ass away. I don't even want to wake up, not because I'm tired or what but because I know there's nothing better to do. Meaningless, isn't it? But I still wake up anyhow. Ate chocolate to cheer myself up. What's with the depression?! Pms.
Today went for pw consultation early in the morning. At least we clarified most of the stuff, now can move on.
Teachers' Day celebration. Was playing with yc's phone. Then ran out of school before the run. LOL! Like almost the whole 12A ran off. Cwp for mac breakfast but I didn't really eat. Went home with Ape and Mei. Took ezlink card and went to yishun. Ape went for her hair appointment while Mei accompanied me to do threading. Initially the feeling quite shiok but after a while pain like mad. I teared :( Checked the music school and hamsters, then went back to Northpoint. Floated around, lol an Aunty thought we sec 3-4. ^w^ Good to be short haha! Bought honey lemon drink but not really nice. cwp better. Waited for Ape to finish her treatment then went for lunch in Mayim. I think I still prefer hk cafe. ^^
After foooood, went toilet. The thing is I was lucky enough to go into the best cubicle :D The one that has controls at the side. But I didn't use since there isn't a need to. It's cool! I spent some time looking at it lol. Amazed. Sorry for being a suaku.
Went home after that, slept my life away. Wanted to go marina bay sands with p-sch peeps but I can't contact them. Well well. :(
And Riverside.. I don't know. The crazy world is making me feel there's no point going back. To the place I once missed so much, the very good teachers, the super nice food. I didn't feel like going back. No connections anymore. And since there isn't anything from the class and friends, I didn't go back. D: Maybe next year?
Blog later. Now it's time for my source of happiness. (:
在终点以前,我愿意再爱一遍