The Whole Point Is, He Has So Many Options.. But He Chose You
And I asked myself, am I ready for commitment?
Dear-jielin,
Firstly, Happy birthday Singapore! This is where I've been living comfortably for the past seventeen years. We began as a small fishing village, everything is so backward and old. And with outstanding leaders, within a span of 45 years Singaproe grew so much. Glad.
080810:
Treatment is good. Came home. Had dinner. Went to cwp with sister after that.
Bought my things finally! ^^ Had some food hunt there, bbq chicken wing, jiu cheng gao and ribenna with lemon. (Finally tried this! hell expensive $2.30 for a bottle. And it wasn't superb anyway)
Came home, practiced some songs and the whole family started spamming korean dramas. LOL and forgotten about countdown. I can't see the fireworks, only hear them :o
Watched all the way to 2am. Sleep.
090810:
It's good waking up at 11. I'm loving it! (: But the moment I stepped out of my room I slipped and fall on my butt. PAIN LIKE HELL. Apparently the floor is wet. -.-
Had lunch/breakfast and now..? Going out with sist ^^
Post later, on this post. :D
After falling for the first time, I keep reminding myself this.
That's why I didn't treat him well at first... But, I seem to forget about this perhaps this year.. and let my love go unchecked. Him. It's not that I love him a lot, it's just I love him. And love makes you vulnerable, weak, stupid. That's why I slipped and fall. But I would never let myself be like that again, you know.
Why do you even want to care for someone that is so selfish and not willing to share her love?
And also, I know you're aware that at times it wasn't only me that turned away.
You know the problem don't you? Face it then.
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