The ease of talking to someone; you don't have to care how he or she judge you, you don't have to worry what he or she thinks. You know at least when you're in trouble, whenever you need, that person will be there.

Why I don't have such person in my life?
It's hard keeping everything to myself you know.

The one you're supposedly closest with feel so distant. I can't bring myself to tell you.
How would you react?
I'm very upset but I kept quiet all along. I think I did my part, tried my best. I deserve some protection too, right? But how? It will disrupt the harmony. But if I keep quiet, it will disrupt MY life.


 不喊痛时才是最痛的，你可懂得？
I'm super distracted + upset the whole day. I should have know it all along, I shouldn't give out my trust like they're candies in Halloween.
Let's not flood the post with emotional stuff. Blog later. I need to cool down.