YES I FINALLY MUSTERED ALL MY COURAGE AND TEXT HER. (Y) but she didn't reply? I wonder if she saw it. HAIZXZZXZX.


Hahaaa I find myself so funny. If you know who is she you would probably kill me cause it's sooooo lame. It's like "YES I FINALLY PEE KIND OF LAMENESS" Blah keep it under wraps for now. :p


Hmmm, Though you dui bu qi wo I wouldn't take it to heart. (yaaaa I'm still whining cause it's so hard to conclude this case!) God please tell me what to do?
As long as you return what you took? I'll be more than happy. Not everything just the most recent stuff.
yeap I wouldn't be angry anymore. Life wouldn't be so hard anymore.

How can you not feel guilty at all? If I were you, I don't even dare to face the one I did wrong. I know the feeling. Cause I've been in your shoes before, long long time ago though. The feeling sucks. The guilt is still here after soooooo long. Though the other party forgive me now,(I hope!) I still feel I've let him down. So bad. It's sooooo bad. It's a vicious cycle that I can never free myself from. 
And for that moment for foolishness I've stained my life forever.  

 

And the ironic thing is, I don't dare to face you cause I'm scared it would strain our relationship? wtf is wrong with me? -___- I cherish that bond heaven gave us, fyi.
I hate my family seriously.