Dear-Mr-Fate-is-that-what-you-want-to-tell-me,

So, do you believe in fate? Do you believe everything is planned, every single thing that happened was meant to be?

Well, I don't know. At times I do. So is this what god wants to tell me?


I placed my pink glass in the middle of the table and you know what? The wind blew the covers, knocked against my glass and it dropped, shattered into many many pieces. I can't believe it. I didn't place it near the edge, it just sat safely there and the next thing I know, it shattered into many pieces. That was a gift and what does that signifies? well.



Updated 6:01pm
What exactly do I want in life?


天亮了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好