Tearing me apart
If you know, or if you don't, this period has been a rough patch for JL. Almost to the point of suicidal.
But I'm fine now. Come, I'm not going to stop moving forward no matter what. Blahblah.
I did blog. I'm also not exactly sure why it didn't appear. Weird, weird.
Basically I ain't going to disclose anything here, not that it's anything glamorous.
Let's see how things go, okay.
Let me first thank people who showed concern for the past few days. I'm really grateful. I wonder how can I press on without them around.
People that tried means to cheer me up (Yes I did feel better)
People that came all the way down from faraway places (outside woodlands area) to accompany me.
People who text/twitter/fb/msn me.
Love them a lot.
A really brief update
1. SM2 peeps gathering on sat after camp.
2. movie(my ex2) and sw house on mon.
Today..... I finally said my piece. I will stop coaching one of the kids. Well.... Seriously, I don't wanna waste time on someone who is unwilling to learn. I ain't a saint or what. Furthermore I've already done my very best.
It's up to him whether he wants to learn or not.
Giving up, anything for that matter, isn't in JL's dictionary. But I realised there are things we have to put down in order to move forward.
My philosophy is if you're good to me, I'll be better to you.
If you try to stay in my life, I'll make sure you do.
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