I'm stuck in a merry-go-round
Back home, finallyy. Had a short while of L4D2 and omg. I'm dying. Headache. Want to vomit already.
Wemt out to meet them for a little while, shopped around cwp. Got food to reward myself. :D
Ham and cheese Jap pizza + cheesy hotdog. Wth they ain't as nice as before already.
Went to visit love to tell her the good news hahaaa. Got some stuff from her, chatted before heading home. I think I'm going to vomit if I continue to stare at my screen. So bye.
L4D2 later with peeps? That will probably kill me. I suck.
Post of the day
Well. I want to pen down this.... weird feeling. Fresh from the
Got back pw results today.
I don't know how to describe how I'm feeling now.
Let me just start with something for my group.
Dear IJ021,
We made it. No one got B and below. Well, it was not as good as other classes but so what?
This is only the beginning and don't feel down because of it okay (to any others as well).
You know we did our best, right? Remember how terrible our project was?
We changed our idea in August. LIKE WTS PEOPLE ARE ALMOST DONE WITH WR AND WE'VE TO START ALL OVER FROM GPP? GOODNESS. And we started everything from scratch. It was a tough journey. People have much more time than us. But remember, in the end we still made it.
I know at times I'm frustrated or whining because of the stress or what but I wish all of you will know, I'm really glad I've you people as my team mates. We worked together, conquered this monster named PW.
I wouldn't forget how hard each of us work for the results, how many times we rehearse to perfect our OP, how retarded our presentation/story-telling was. How everything was pieced together. We sat at the secret corner, trying to memorise our scripts, we juggled between school and pw. Nobody said it was easy, nobody wanted to give up as well. I'm glad.
As long as we tried hard, done our best, we let no one down.
IJ021.
Thank you all for everything.
xiaobin,aisyah and derek ^w^From your very lousy pw leader.
I'm so guilty. I should have try to make sure they done their best.. Feels really lousy. It's like I've the responsibility but I didn't make sure they get their A.
Well, that is why I'm pretty emotional today. I can't believe it.
I don't think I'm up to the standard that's why I'm so upset.
(Okay maybe not VERY upset, just down).
I actually cried when I saw my results. It was... I don't know.
Extremely happy at first but the moment I know some of the people who deserved their A didn't get it, my mood changed.
I'm down. Like, you can't really be happy when people around you ain't happy.
They didn't show it, but I can sense the disappointment.
Why? Because I've been there, done that.
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