Soya bean.

Chicken cutlet @ pots&pans ($4?)

Mai ya tang in apple @ Uncle tisbits ($1)

Oreo cheesecake @ LJS ($2.80?)

Fav biscuit!

Fav biscuit!

In the letter box

Frog @ deco place in cwp with wl and sm ($5.50)

Hello angels.
Need to do maths right now. Crazy score for stats T___T
Wrapped Mr Ong's present. Really cute I like. Well, will post a pic of it later.
(Although the wrapping sucks so bad)


Ohhhh! Went gym today. Heeeeheee I feel slimmer already don't care.
:D


Time for dinner.

Meeting them is by chance; keeping them is by choice ♥











Heheeeee went to chalet yesterday to celebrate my sister's 21st. Fill in events that day next time. Wanna blog about MMAPIML (my most awesome people in my life)

So glad most can make it.
Hope it wasn't too boring for you. They are like the first few friends I introduced to my family. C:



I hope I hope we can have endless things to talk about, I hope we have time to stick together and just blabber nonsense, I hope we'd really meet out more often after A's! Okay or not?!



Might have said it many times but please tolerate once more: I love you guys! HEHEEEE ♥


Of course, many many many other friends!!
Everyone is so important to me. ^w^









Random notes:
1. Phone died, no Internet, feel like living in a cave.
2. Drinking game again after the celebration ended. With real wine and stuff.
3. Collapsed at 3am. Skipped sun-rise adventure (luckily because they went to the wrong side lol)
4. Slept on a wooden board. Dammmmn hard my back is breaking.
5. Bowling today. Quite fun. Think I'm quite good except I throw the ball instead of rolling them lol.
6. Time to load my mei le jia you. ♥
7. And start mugging soon........ :(
8. Sudden urge to play pool.
9. Wanna meet the girls for mj leh :(
10. A levels faster over!
11. Read my sist's friend name as Alien instead of Allen LOLl.
12. I'm hungry looool.
13. Writing my list of to-dos after Alevels! Can't wait!
14. Gonna run :D (for food and teeeveeeee)
15. I'm a happy girl.

GP Prelims tmr. JIA YOU ALL! :D:D:D:D
First one; do well and have a good start!
All the best!

PS for the very irritating picture. Really don't like this expression looollloool. I just trolled myself whatevs.

Wait..... Assembly was good. Jazz was good hehehhe.
Oldie JL.
Byeeeeeeee.

Weird, first time staying at home without a fever.
Woke up with weird headache and literally walking around like a blind woman. Scary. Vision was so blur. (not because I'm myopic). Took pretty long to decide to go school or not.


In the end I didn't. Stayed at home to sleep. In case you're wondering, I'm still feeling nauseous, just better.


Now I'm functioning like a normal being again (yay!). Been stuffing GP content into my brain since I woke up (11 ftw).

Had lunch my dad made and lots of heaty food. Now, sore  throat please don't come tyvm.

Wanted to visit the doctor but I'm just too lazy. Took some medicine found at home. (hur right). Don't worry, not dead yet.




Now, weird feeling in my tummy. PLEASE, dont screw me ty.



***
Dad got into a car accident..

When the line is drawn, it is obvious I'm at the other side.


Never thought things will be like this. Just like a carrier dumped into the drain, it can kill a life. (something like that).

In the midst of stress, fatigue, systematic way of life, I lost track of feelings, time, responsibility and myself.
Sorry.

That was a careless mistake, a causual remark; don't take it to heart. Xoxo

It reflects how lousy I am: a fail student, lover, daughter, friend, life.
It just hit hard and weirdly, hard.


Always so selfish, so bad. I can't stand myself, too. Sorry, really.

I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish, I wish tonight ♥







1. Made sw booked place for me for nothing. Changed and got lazy. AND I'M TRYING HARD TO KEEP MY EYES OPEN.
2. Went to tuition, 8 am. Damn proud of myself as well. :D
3. plus I slept at 3am, coolz not tw dramassss and some weird English demon shows.
4. blasting music so I wouldn't fall asleep while doing homework (MUGMUGMUGGGGGGG)
5. So many test next week. T____T PLUS GP PRELIMS 2~~~~~~~~ Love the week after though!
6. Gonna memorise all the inorganic for the test on tues. SHITZXZXXXXXXZXZXZXZXZXZZX my puny brain is bursting.

Too tired. I'm actually Depending on iPhone's auto correct (which failed me) to change my works words ddjnvmhcxh nights .Otmm


Nvm Id blog let after this was I money 
Nvm I will blog tomorrow





Craziness. Don't know what I was typing last night. Slept super early. All the late nights  sucking me dry. Hur *sobs*



Went to RP today. Studied a little. Continue for a little while with Aisyah and peeps. Munching potato chips in the library. Super hard thing to do. Tata am going to catch my mei le jia you now so I can turn on full swing mugging mode (considering the fact that I'm super busy tomorrow morning) after it. Cannot fall asleep okay cjlcjlcjl!




I've been thinking of you a little everyday; a little too much, a little too often, a little more each day. 

Weekends. (:

Finally a little more rest. 1 more week to prelims 2, Jia you!
(GP)

Is my blog's orientation off? Idk, I'd screenshot for you later.


Summary of the week(in random order).
1. Went to STAR today. Physics consultation was really good. Cleared most of my doubts.
2. Didn't have a proper meal until dinner.
3. GP is fun yet I cant digest the information! >:/
4. Added A whole cart of accessories. I will pay for them once I finish my work for the week.
5. So tempted to nua on bed. Tired ttm.
6. Transition metals ain't that hard after today"s lecture and consultation.
7. Should I blog everyday or every few days in this format? Very easy leh.
8. Super thirsty but really lazy to wash the cup that has been on my table for days.
9. Should be going to rp tmr.

That's all folks! Xoxo

Cross my heart, make a promise, whisper into your ears ♥






Ice-cream (talk to me)
Talk to me
You speak with me
Don’t sink before you rise baby
Don’t fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away
Who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that we’ll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don’t wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we’re gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won’t forget
And now, who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that we’ll never change
look I bought your favorite ice ream
I don’t want to see it melts away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me



1. Want a food hunt someday!
2. Went to NUS talk last week
3. 2 days spent in library.
4. Waiting for hair to dry now
5. School is really tiring. T___T
6. Need to mug
7. Downloaded kart rider lol. Damn cannot play too much
8. Consultation tomorrow morning. Pray I can wake up in time.
9. Spamming last few episodes of Jia hao yue yuan. It's like the climax okay!





Have been reflecting a lot for the past few days - thinking and thinking. Bloody shit plenty of sleepless night because of that.

I hate to say this but ironically, I'm glad I can say this.

Well, I would say I'm someone that don't reflect on her actions (nor think rationally) most of the time.
More often than not, when I said I regretted blahblahblah, I don't exactly feel that way (SOMETIMES OKAY)
Which kinda pisses me off. Classic example: You can lie to the whole world but you cannot lie to yourself. 
A couple of days back I was reading something and that was when I gathered all my courage to face what I've been running away all the time. You get it?


Regrets. So much. It was almost suffocating. But seriously, what can I do?
It's all over now. At least it's all over now. There's both side to this coin and whether it'll be positive or negative, we will see.

Till then. xoxo sweethearts ♥

他说他很爱我，可是每次出去吃饭都要让我等半个钟才到。 每次去的还是同一间餐厅，终于我再也忍不住等待我提出了分手，他低着头说了句：“对不起每次让你等那么久…” 一天我回到了我们吃饭的餐厅发现味道变了，我问老板为什么？老板说以前有个男的总爱来这亲自为女友下厨..

This made me teared...

Busy with school, library, tv and online shopping. :D

In front of her, her future
She saw one path separating into the other.
The choice don't vary, it's between the first or the second.
She's left with now, or never.

With each passing second, every step is taken.
With who at the end, that will be another question.

Sup. I really can't remember what happened last week. Nothing worth mentioning as well.


Yesterday after tuition headed to Yishun. Initial plan was to cut hair/treatment. But the salon is closed.
So cancelled the trip and went to bugis with wl first. Luckily I changed outta my pyjamas. Though what I was in wasn't any better.


Grabbed koi first. First cup from bugis! Pretty worth the wait. (L)
The next one I'm going to try is clementi branch.

Went to Haji lane for a short while, had lemon sorbet at the ice-cream man.
So bloated from koi I can't even finish 1/4 of the sorbet. Had some board games. Meh. Walked back with the melted sorbet.


Went to bugis street with sm afterwards.
Hours spent, zero items.

Still super bloated but went to have pastamania with the two. Orchard after that.
Missed my first part of mei le jia you (which I finished a minute ago)
So excitingzzxzx omg can't wait it.

okay nuff.
Did some research for yan yada slept at 4am. Winwinwin.


Today's weather is so damn good but people die die also wanna choose today to burn all the offerings.
HAVE TO SHUT ALL THE WINDOWS. IT IS SO COOLING OUTSIDE BUT MY HOUSE IS OPERATING LIKE A MINI OVEN. BURN NEVER MIND BUT NO NEED BURN 1 WHOLE TONG(CHINESE) RIGHT? 4 HOURS, ASHES STILL IN THE AIR.


FML OHHHH. Studying now. Goodbuai.
LOVE LOVE THE HAIR ^. Is this like a kinda perm? I wantttt~ ^w^

Hello people. Didn't blog when I say I would. Everyday is packed. Like mad.
Can't squeeze com time in. Unless I Yi bian watch Jia Hao yue yuan Yi bian blog.
Probably typing crap if I do that. So.... I absent myself.


I will do a post with summary + photos etc tonight when I come back from the horrible mission today -cut hair.


To all a level muggers out there, mug hard!
If you haven't get into the momentum, wake up. 85days. No joke. Unless you wna screw your future up. The uni talk yesterday was a good reality check. Look at people around, look at yourself. Where do you stand. Im probably out of the zone but I'm going to start working hard to get my ass inside.

Even the always-procrastinating girl is trying to study, what about you?

With a question mark ♥










起初　相信愛的路　終點是指向幸福
才會一而再的選擇讓步
太固執而盲目　忘了停下來
心疼自己的無助
無辜　你拿手演出　終於我可以麻木
從這裡分割出兩個國度
揮霍多少時間　折磨多少痛苦
才累積出的領悟
忍住不哭　我要忍住不哭
望向天空不讓眼淚流出
抬頭看進雲深處　等待那日出
把故事結束　把從前一筆　消除
忍住不哭　我要忍住不哭
不能認輸因為我相信　彩虹總跟著薄霧
會帶來幸福　在下一個叉路
陪我跳全新的舞
起初　相信愛的路　終點是指向幸福
才會一而再的選擇讓步
太固執而盲目　忘了停下來
心疼自己的無助
無辜　你拿手演出　終於我可以麻木
從這裡分割出兩個國度
揮霍多少時間　折磨多少痛苦
才累積出的領悟
忍住不哭　我要忍住不哭
望向天空不讓眼淚流出
抬頭看進雲深處　等待那日出
把故事結束　把從前一筆　消除
忍住不哭　我要忍住不哭
不能認輸因為我相信　彩虹總跟著薄霧
會帶來幸福　在下一個叉路
陪我跳全新的舞

Gather the courage and leap.
Right?

I am too, one of the souls out there. Another mad selfish soul.

I'm constantly upset with myself. I never think before I speak, especially when I'm angry/not in a good mood. Desperately needs some mood/anger managing skills. Impart me, someone?

when words come out like blades, they cut both ways.
That's right, double-edged sword.

I got to stop blogging about what I feel (I did cool down before I do that post anyway)
Imagine how bad I'd write if I blog at that very... Implusive moment.

It's like, things happening at home. I stopped blogging about them. Any bad shit.
I just, breathe.
Can't let my heart take over my head again.

Wouldn't let 1 unhappy event ruin all we have.



To those that care/bother/love me: I can't swear, but I'd work hard and try my best to control my mood/anger and be less irritating alright!


At least I don't flare up as much. Everytime I control my mood i will feel so happy and will give myself a pat on the back. Finally growing up. Hooooo. Don't care I insist on this point despite the constant figure in height.

I don't wanna lose any of you, including LOML(figure this out yourself if you don't know what is it). Baby, appreciate my efforts! Good bye.

Typed by a weary girl in the middle of the night with super not user-friendly iPhone blogging site.