How can I forgot about thisss?!!!??!!

Played L4D2 for almost 1 hour??!!(:
Nah. Mild headache which lasted for a couple of hours but it was worth it.
I think I'm more pro --> less turning around --> less easily polarized giddy.
Yes. Next week 1 more time yo!

Feel damn bad cause sw gave yq pills but she accidentally passed to me. Wanted to give yq but I ate it. Lol wo hai si le ta.:(

And I think I'm super pro cause sw was attacked by dk what and I managed to find her hoooo. Saved her and when I turn my screen I saw 1 chunk of meatballs. Lol xia si wo yuan lai shi charger.

The most epic thing was I had a really bad nightmare hurr?o.o
Killing a lot of zombies. Thats time to say, stop playing so much l4d.

Drained. Wanted to sleep early last night but.... I can't. Cannot sleep in peace if I didn't complete my GP. So I researched until wee hours. T____T Zombiefied (I don't freaking know how to spell this).


Ahhh another drama during physics. Why so many things happening? Bad things. Sm asked me a very good question:
是我们变坏还是学校无理取闹？

And I can't answer her. Because I'm not too sure as well. Hmm.



Anyhow, paid for UK trip. I feel extremely poor (I have not pay my dad back, yet).
Stayed back for food after school. Headed to yx's house to pass her the materials for her practicals. Major exams for her huuuuu. JIAYOU!

Very lucky because her dad was around to send me home. Imagine taking public transport during that heavy downpour.
Immediately sent wl gp but still, didn't make it in time?
Hmm.



Slacked, napped and spammed hk dramas after that.


Long weekends, yes. But packed to the brim.


Alright, so here's the shopping list I plan to post yesterday:

1. Shoes (I realised this is the number one in all our list) my sneakers is falling apart.
2.Clothes, maybe a pair of jeans. My newest jeans was brought when Im sec2 ehhhhhhh.
3. bag
4. underwear? You know I lost like 5/6 leh. Idk why too. :(:(


Collecting my specs tmr.. lol so I've to stick with my 'epic specs' tonight.
Yes I think it is really cute (not the epic one okay).

My hair is falling like crazy nowadays. Time of the month. No, not period.

Hi life.
Shugs. I'm rushing for GP research now. Deadline: Tomorrow. T__________T
Anyhow, had awesome PE today. :] Netball ftw.



Assembly was.... boring. Some student Parliament thing. I didn't pay attention, at all.
eh it was really boring I swear. Nothing will change how I feel about the school. now. Forget it.

Stayed back for REAP after school. Waste time, really.
Hmmm so happy sm stayed to accompany me.

Going for dinner now (at 9:07pm eh) and back to continue GP research! Gonna finish it! NO MATTER WHAT.


Btw, I'm thinking of getting a wallet.........
Can't stop loving wallets with hearts.
Like one.

After UK trip ba. Broke, like seriously broke.

Blog about my TO BUY list (since yq and sw did it) after I'm done with GP. 

Familiar title? Yes this is what Mr Ong said during physics lesson. Well, every physics lesson is like civics.


Yes, I haven't got my specs done. Later. When the dark clouds leave.
One good thing is - not hot like shit anymore.
Gonna youtube now (Current most visited site for songs and trailers.)
Mass downloading movies..... which I don't know when I can start watching lool. Blog in a while.


1 more day with my spoiled specs. LOOOL.

Hi, summary of today:
1. Submitted the form for UK. I can't imagine what'd happen if I withdraw too. sometimes don't they feel their words are a little too harsh (as in the oic) ? Feel really bad to implicate others. Well.


2. Played netball today. Loool or I can say, stood in the semi-circle for most of the time


3. Had a little Frisbee passing game.


4. I can't remember any other events. My pathetic memory huhhh.



I slept all the way when I reached home. Bloody tired. Looool. So specs... tmr. Must must.
Really hard to wear specs without one of the sides.

HOW HOW HOW. 
OMG THIS IS LIKE THE XXX DAYS I SPENT THINKING ABOUT THE UK TRIP.


Sucks. Why can't money just roll in?
2k leh. wth. If I got 2k I wouldn't be so troubled already.
Is the trade-off (that is no shopping etc) really worth this 10-day trip?
Ya I can ask from my parents but you know, I wanna rely on myself.
Or in other words, reduce their burden.




What if the trip turns out to be a bad one? Huuhhh maybe right?
I don't know.



Of course I'm pretty keen to go..... but twl and ksm not going looolloooolllll. It's like we've known one another for 6 years and we never had a chalet together. Less to say travelling.
A bit disappointed when they decided not to go.




But, most probably will be going?
Because I went to tumblr and read a lot of quotes like 'we are only young once, don't live in regrets' blahblah.

This post is full of errors(ESP SVA) zalinah will probably kill me if she ever reads it. So hard to edit you know! So bear with it.
Blogged via iPhone.

Hiiiiii. Majority of you will be reading this after xxx hours.
Anyhow, this is as random as singing red little Indian in the showers.
School is in a couple of hours but I refused to sleep.
Not really refused but I can't sleep well when I've not touch physics at all... And i don't have the mood to.

I figure I'd blog a little before heading to bed.

Blogging distracts me from sad things. Hmmm.
Developed rashes all over uhhh T_T sad life #1.
Gonna take some meds before going to bed.

Last thing, ive to start acting like a j2 student. Like now.
Okay. At least I done maths. My motivation and determination dies after 3-mins.
That's why I took the whole day to do maths. Err just completed poisson when everyone is at normal distribution now.


Hahaha Jie Lin you will flunk your A levels if you continue to be so. Orbigood.

I really wna go someway farrrrr. Okay. So that brings me back to whether to withdraw from the trip or not.
I'm THIS indecisive. Take it or leave it.
Anyhow, I still have tonight to decide. Mom suggest not going. Meh. Then I'll rot for the whole of 1 week.. or so during June.


A few things I wanna get:

BB?!!!!! They're so mad pretty but not as functional? HAHAAA Idk.
It's not like I use a lot of my phone's function uhhh?

Show you guys!




Okay, it's not because of the hello kitty.


Want to meet yx later. But I'm so lazy to prepare. Let's slack a little while more.
Did maths tutorial today *pats back*

I still have 32489305849058409 more work to go through. Good luck jl!

Met the two very irritating kids and headed to town on Friday. Good Friday.
Everywhere is packed with people *Suffocates*



Did some shopping with shimei who keep trying jeans and weiloke who was in his toms and he looka likea kungfu master.



Ate cakes at TCC.




It's hard because ninja kept hiding/wl kept poking his head out of the camera.

Gay Ong: Red

Ninja Cool(khoo): Orange

Jelly Chow:  Yellow

Plastic nose Tan: Lime green

Big head Tim: Blue

Tiffy Lee (wth so normal): Another blue which I don't know what is it called in English

Lemon rolling Ong: Violet!

Let me do a proper post. Since there no official work to be handed in tmr.

Well, started off with frisbee. 12A <3
A bit too many people for frisbee. Injuries again, nonetheless, the game was great.



Celebrated Kris birthday. Happy birthday lao ren!
*will she even read o.o?

Something is seriously pissing me. Heheh can tell from previous post?
Wouldn't share everything but yq generally summarized what wanted to say alrdy.

Just one thing: let's hope things wouldnt turn real ugly. And another thing is, don't make my imaginary come true, please.


Had maths test. Love poisson and other chapts except probability!
Arghhh why you wna know in the first place???!!!

Any which how, headed over to sw den for some random chilling session.
Stalked. Chatted. Decided my eyecandy for the week hahah.

L4d2. Almost fainted. Gag need sleep.

Should I drop out? I know I will probably get killed if I do.
Furthermore oic so gl. -.-

Never meet someone like THAT before.
I wanted to go de. But after today, serious considerations.

What exactly do they want us to do? Wait for everything to be TOO late?

Pray.

Ohh didn't go for IRAS thingy today.
I doubt I can reap anything with how I was feeling then.
Everything is okay now.

I really dont like the feeling of losing something when you can have it all.
You know?

But things change, feelings fade.


Good things end so better things can happen! *extremely optimistic*




Wooo, I did maths, from like 10:30. Super ineffective with tv.

But the forensic show and secret garden is so nice!


Tmr will be a good day of learning........... Cause it's good Friday very soon. Ahhhhh good rest.

Yooo.
I will do a quick post before I head to bed. Sleeping is my best friend.
Seriously, I think I slack/sleep too much. 11-12am is my homework time. The rest? Sleep. Eat, watch youtube. I'm going to flunk my exams and tests if I continue to be like this!
Change. 


Anyhow, the best thing to look forward to today is PE and time after that. (Y).
PE was.... intensive. Friendly competition. Was really fun because I feel very enthu. heeehe.
But the thing is there's a lot of accidents here and there.
Yq: Her knee and ribcage
Sw: Fall down a few times (what's new?)
Ape: Did you suffer any injury?
Me: My specs broke. Hahaaaa. I'm using my old specs and it is super hard to read! Because I scratched the middle of the lens.
Sm: Butt
Aisyah: Most epic. But hopefully she's okay.
Wait. Here's the pictorial view drawn by sw~!



Went to cwp to check some stuff.
(Y) love hanging out with them


OMG I GOT CHILDISH FRIENDS BUT I LIKE HAHAAA. Who the hell stands at the statue outside cwp, realised it is called 'faces II' and decipher its name? Plus, sm was pitying it. o____o.
Yes I know, they're weird. Told ya I'm the normal one hiakhiakhiakhiak.

zhou de li hai.

HEHEEE I WANT ONE OF THE ABOVE TOO.

Monday blues. really monday blues. I was mad mad mad hungry before lunch today.
A hungry jie lin is an angry jie lin.


Much better after food. I love food.

Went to toilet after every period. :/ Yes I don't have a bladder. What's your problem?
LOOOOOL I also don't know why. Drank too much water?



Ohhh had GP timed assignment.
Might as well.. Screwed.
Not sure whether the points are acceptable or not. *Pray*


Went home with yq because the rest are 1. Geog-ing, 2. START-ing or 3. Chem-ing.

Yes time for dinner.
And then a short nap. Life is pretty awesome this way... Before I remember I need to write 2 essays for Econs tomorrow..............

1 random fact: I'm craving for buffet. HEHEE especially Japanese but...... :(

Yooo. a quick post before I continue work. Omg slacked too much.

What I did yesterday. Done the little corner in my room...

Feel super dizzy during tuition just now. Yes I'm officially sick.
Head hits like crazy. Blog next time.
Time to catch some sleep, pop a couple of pills and pray I get better.


Y U NO COME YTD?
So many homework to finish today you know or not?!!

 Check tumblr. Reblog a whole lot of stuff because typing is tough. Love.

Yooo. Check out the new yun fu zhuang sw is wearing. The first one look like horror film's ghost right right?!

And my childhood picture on the 3rd.
HAHAAA SCARY.


By the way, the list is confirmed. Now.... to go or not?
I ALSO DON'T KNOW. DRIVING ME CRAZY.

A while ago I'm still thinking about my packing list but now....?
That's how indecisive I am.
I've this weekend to decide.
Hmmm.


Ohhh wait. I haven't even tell my parents about it.
They are one of the deciding factors... Well well.
But before that, I've to show them my results. Good luck jl!

Got lots of events tmr; like!

Had PE. No nail broke. (Y). One of the most intensive sessions ever.
Combined with 12B for games. They are really good.


Ohh received my results slip today.. Hmmm. I hope my prelims' results are decent enough for me to post it here.
Spent most of the assembly talking to the girls. Was discussing about UK trip. :) Everyone's excited! I'm sure! Let's wait for the list tomorrow :D



Hohooo. REAP today. Might as well. The weather is terrible.
But it's pretty useless? I don't exactly get what the whole lesson. Basically..... just discussion?


Tmr will be a good day!


Btw, took the career test.

I still feel super bad cause I indirectly insulted ninja:(
Ohh my finger hurts more after shower. Who say don't hurt de huh?

Lastly, tmr is a irritating day. Reap WTS.



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Wanted to L4D with them but my programme crashed. Y U NO behave?!
Getting the app from zz tmr. Haizzzz.
Instead, webcam with the people. Heheeee.

Only 1 screenshot. But damn meaningful:

BEEPBEEPBEEP.

 Morning was realllllly scary!
Mum sent my sister to school first so I was sitting on the sofa alone (the rest are sleeping), eating my pizza reading up on formula (which I forgot during FA today hahahaha).

Then all of the sudden, I heard a cat meowing outside my house. It's pretty normal because my estate is filled with cats. ALL OVER. No joke.


But the thing is the sweet meowing turns into groaning/moaning. Deep moaning.
You know what comes to my mind straight away?



Yea I'm going to school early tomorrow.

They said the cats(1 deep moaning + 1 normal meowing) are either trying to reproduce or giving birth...
Never seen two cats outside before. GRRR stop thinking hahaah.
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Schoooooool. Nothing much, really.

Number 1, Econs talk on 7May.Will be pretty interesting, I hope.
Number 2, Econs lecture is reallllllllyyyyyyy slow.
Number 3, there's some PES or what talk about scholarships on 28May. Which I will most probably not go.
Number 4, sorta know the list of people going uk already? There will be some changes here and there but I hope it wouldn't be much?
Number 5, cancelled all my online orders :( Sad but how? I needa moneh.
Number 6, found 2 things I really wna share. From tumblr!


It's realllllllly long. So kudos to you if you manage to read everything.
CLICK!

Title pretty explained it all.

Today, 6 bad things happened to me.
Actually, I know something bad is going to happen la. Just that it was a little too much to take.


#1. Had a bad dream. Well, considered...? My dream was happy, blissful, perfect but the moment you pluck open your eyes and see 6:52am on the clock, you know number 1, it's all a dream -.- and number 2, I'm almost late for school.

#2. I did not study for econs. There is supposing a mirco test today but it is postpone to tomorrow.

#3. Slim chance to UK. Haizz. So I went to splurge on some things I've been wanting to get.

#4. My napfa is silver. I don't know what's wrong with the school system, seriously. 1 moment: you cannot take your mock run results another moment: you can choose your best set eg. actual run's timing and mock test 5 stations (That's what I chose la) but ite they took the whole mock test one and I ended up with a silver. I can't hide the disappointment. Seriously, my mood instantly dampened as though I fell into an endless pit... or something near that. It's like something you worked hard for slipped by.... from your hands. Right from your hands. If I don't care I wouldn't have ran like hell already.... So much for choosing the best results out of two. -_____-. Mock=26points=Silver. Actual=25points=Gold. Dumb or dumb? Okayz they should do something about it.

#5. I pulled out my nail (by a little) during PE.
Very hard to explain but here's a.... sketch? 


It's wasn't that painful until nearing the end of PE lesson. I painstakingly passed/catch the ball okay.
After rinsing it the pain factor magnified.

Wtf actually I cried because of it la. wthwthwth.
Because I go pull my nail up a little, see the wound (as described above, if you can understand), and started to feel guilty/pity myself/whatever. So down to the point I just cried. Like -____- only.

Actually quite okay one but the moment they asked hahahaa I can't control. You know the feeling? You know when people actually care you cry even louder? The ironic thing is if no one cares you will feel super depressed. Life.
Or me? :(


#6. I forgot.

Went to grab some random stuff after that. (Y) hk file.
Finally got it. Chose for xxx hours in CC.


Ohh I feel happy again. Mood swing much.  Proven. 10 more days to period. I think.

Heyhey do you think I should change my url to it-is-still-her.......?
I'll probably get banished to the borders of the Earth if I do. 
Btw. I still love my friends, a lot! :D (ok super random)

Moshimoshi. (correct or not?! Reminds me of mashi maro)


Monday. The start of another horrible week. At least one day down yeap!
Talked about pw results in the morning. Wasted 1 period of econs ~

Life is pretty much simple. Nothing worth blogging. Didn't make my way to amk today because it rained after school. -______-
Tmr?



Instead, went to have finger food aka Mac with wl and sm. Wth they kept ostracizing me. You know a country cannot develop if they never welcome foreigners right?! Aiyoaiyo later they cannot develop.


Checked out the newly opened food places - Jack's place and some Jap restaurant in Civics Center.



Have the mood to L4D2 but the usual gaming khakis (Though we never played together before) are not online.
Well well. I guess I'll have a short while of single player.
Really good for relieving stress. Just pray I don't get a headache after that. (L)

Hihohihoo.

I'm back from 30mins of exercise. *feel super healthy now*

Something worth mentioning is: I finished 1 whole fish on my own. Idk why but it tasted awesome.
I usually take minimum fish because fishing out the bones is a tedious job.
However, it is so nice I have to have more.:D

Btw, most probably going to school to copy probability tut. Why humans want to count whether something will happen or not?!! Just GO WITH THE FLOW AIYOAIYO.

What should I do now since I'm not intending to touch probability, maths and chem revision ws(that's like all the homework)

Im too lazy to revise/print. Lets watch some videos first yeap.

Back from tuition. C: Mass printing of papers. Argh. Waste paper, waste ink, waste resources, waste money, waste electricity, waste time.

But what to do?


:D



Anyhow, been really long since I talked on the phone. Was amazed by my new haos phone. LOOL got loud speaker. Cute.
Heated debate. Yes I think I'm pretty good at crapping out stuff. ^w^Y


'What is the thing you really want to do with your date' was the topic we discussed most of the time. Apparently yy wanted to write a list so she can accomplished them one by one.... when she has a date. That will take a million years ba.

And she refused to write mine in wth. She said I'm weird/crazy/stupid/dumb.
"wear the same sneakers, go out and have fun". I think this is like my dream date or what but she die die also don't want to write it down.  WHHATT WEIRD MEH? WEIRD WEIRD? I THINK IT'S CUTE. Better than your 'pinic beside majestic fountain with white pigeons around?'. Find one in Singapore first. At least mine is feasible alright. :D

Hoooo earthlings.

Earthquake hit Japan again? Is the world seriously ending?
I wanna enjoy life after A de. Dont like that?


Okay it's really random cause I don't know what to post. Try to comprehend this post cause it super messy.


Despite being 30mins earlier, I'm still slightly late for 1st lesson. The bus took more than 20 mins to arrive. Sucks or sucks?


Went to have lunch, alone #foreveralone.
nvm.

Headed home to shower because the humidity and heat is killing me!! Angry!

Went to 2nd lesson. Waited. Not at home. Went home after an hour and they got back........... Haaaa it's like my lucky day... Or what?

So went out for 2nd lesson. Eat(again), had a lot of fruits -jack fruit(first time eating that!), Shan zhu(forgot the eng name), durian. Full like mad.


Showered. I can't believe how many times I showered today.. Considering the fact that I'm a lazy bum who hates showering.

Whooping +ve change.

Going out for 3rd lesson tmr. And exercise too.

Just got back home. Have to go out in a while to meet the peepos as well as love.


Back home, finallyy. Had a short while of L4D2 and omg. I'm dying. Headache. Want to vomit already.


Wemt out to meet them for a little while, shopped around cwp. Got food to reward myself. :D
Ham and cheese Jap pizza + cheesy hotdog. Wth they ain't as nice as before already.

Went to visit love to tell her the good news hahaaa. Got some stuff from her, chatted before heading home. I think I'm going to vomit if I continue to stare at my screen. So bye.


L4D2 later with peeps? That will probably kill me. I suck.





Post of the day:
Well. I want to pen down this.... weird feeling. Fresh from the oven brain.


Got back pw results today.


I don't know how to describe how I'm feeling now.

Let me just start with something for my group.


Dear IJ021, 

xiaobin,aisyah and derek ^w^

From your very lousy pw leader.

There are people who deserved A too.
Well, that is why I'm pretty emotional today. I can't believe it.
I don't think I'm up to the standard that's why I'm so upset.
(Okay maybe not VERY upset, just down).

I actually cried when I saw my results. It was... I don't know.

Extremely happy at first but the moment I know some of the people who deserved their A didn't get it, my mood changed.



I'm down. Like, you can't really be happy when people around you ain't happy.






They didn't show it, but I can sense the disappointment. 
Why? Because I've been there, done that.

Im really touched by someone yesterday. It was a small gesture that dont mean anything to him.
, but to me it matters a lot. It shows how much you trust me. I'm really happy to find someone that believes me that much. I'm not over-reacting. Really. You will never geddit but nvm. I'm feeling happy. Very happy.

Love you(:

Well, I can't recall where there is. I only got high waist black skirt. Maybe you can try the usual FEP/Bugis. Price is afforable there. Will share if I find any. :D

Ask me anything

HARLOOO.


How's your day? Managed to survived today. Took Maths FA after school today. GAHGAH COMMON SENSE DRAINING.


cc sprained her ankle during our short 5mins Frisbee! Get well soon!

Accompanied her to cwp for zhen jiu.
Left when she's with the doctor.

Btw confirmed our Napfa results today. Yes yes gold. *Jelly-dancing-like-a-banana* Met my 1st target I set for myself.


Let's set another... for the upcoming physics FA. JIAYOU ESP SW!! :D



Headed to cp with yue to get contacts. Didn't get mine. Still deciding. Must make a decision by tomorrow! So if I want to buy it I can collect it on the same date as her.



Came home, napped. 3 hours. It seems like I die die must sleep for 3h after school everyday! I can't do it tmr! Cannot make it a habit if not I'll die.


When I'm in L4D2, sw is lagging. When she is finally done with lagging, I hang. Not me, my computer.


I think my name bu ji li. So once I changed my name my com hang. Going to think of some pro/cute/best/awesome name to replace my current one.

Btw if you're wondering, my current id is ping pong ball. -______-.

It is as random as my CS name - jumping donkey.
Okay maybe I shall call myself blackstomachpenguin. Cute? HAHAAA.



PEEDOUBLEYOURESULTSTMRALLTHEBESTTOALL!LOVEANDHUGS!
My official 10% of university admission. My 2nd Alevel subject.
Also waiting for UK list to be out.

I think I really want to go because when I read sw's post, I thought the list is already out and I'm not notified because I'm strike out. Seriously, I still can't accept the fact that my heart pump so fast while waiting for her reply. Welllllll at least that shows something. That shows I'm really keen on the trip. So what? 2k? Yes I'll churn it out. By hook or by crook.


Oh received the payment slip for A level subs. The schedule is so screwed. Haizz whut tuu duuu?