Hiiiie. Waiting to face my music... For econs. Yeap I've to start with this for every post. Just... ya. That's how screwed it is.
I can't get over it.
Anyhow, today was... pretty good?
Forgot to bring my Maths lecture notes but thank god we only managed to finish P&C. Urgh the tutorial. Something hard for people without common sense.
A "!" gone and everything is gone. Unless you're talking about 0!/1!
Nothing super interesting.. Rushed home after school. The weather is literally killing me. God please. So shade please please please?
On the air-con. Will go for a shower and nap in the 278K (IS IT? I forgot).
Aiya you understand right?
MEHMEHMEHHHH I'm downloading movies to watch. Shall do that after nap and homework.
I'm a happy girl despite all the problems.
Dear world. I got back my chem. Do I need to repeat myself?
I know I didn't put in 100% for all my tests, so I can't whine or what. I only have myself to blame. Am extremely scared for econs. Confirm + chop fail.
:(
Anyhow, results aside.
Am putting up this little corner at the >>>>. That will be photo of the moment. That is my favourite photo of the day/hour/what.
Will update when I feel like it. (y) No need to post on twitter already.
Today marks the 2nd positive change: Putting in 100% for everything.
Had mock NAPFA today, 5 stations.
True, the teacher is pretty demoralising.
Furthermore she didn't believe I did 30 pull-ups? I know I got flabby arms but don't belittle them okay *swings them in glory*
LOL.
I almost died when I know I didn't make it for sit and reach. BUT I DID IN THE END HEHEHEHE SUPER MAD HAPPY :D. Even wood (quite obvious who right) made it! I think it's the octopus dance leh.
(y) Next up: 2.4km in 15.30! I can do it!
I MUST MUST MUST MUST DO IT. [:
And I'll embrace my gold after xyz years. The previous years were disastrous.
sit and reach: C, run: D
run: C, sit and reach: D.
-_____- crap this is not going to happen this year.
I'm determined to reach my target. Napfa is the first target I set for myself after block test. Die die also must meet.
The next few will be upcoming FA (if there is any) and P1.
Jiayou!
I guess I will be uploading sentosa post on Sat. See whether my "true" friends want to go out for dinner or not. LOL.
As of why it is taking so long... Well, I'm too lazy to ps every single picture but I want to rim every one. So that takes 1minute.
WHAT?? No need to load?
Furthermore I'm trying to create the sun kissed effect (which failed in many photos). Just adjusting colours take 2mins per picture. D:
Sooooo you like raw pictures? Not exactly la I ps the colours.
I don't. It is screaming "HEY FAT FACE WHASSSUP".
Time to diet, cheeks :D
Omg how stupid can I get?
After clicking on the link on yq's blog my com has been lacking likea sw.
How?? :(
Double blow cause I'm noob enough to fall (AGAIN) for msn trap. You know.. those "Hey! Is this you on facebook? *LINK*" Yes. I clicked on it before the one on yq's blog.
Hahaaa I don't have anti-virus so don't ask me to scan. To be more accurate, I haven't install. How to install??!!!
Don't care. Let me post first; then I will deal with the bloody irritating problems my com is giving me.
I did packing today.
Waiting for pictures. Check back at 9pm :D
From
Random glass cabinet:
Didn't pack this but added some stuff in :D
After clicking on the link on yq's blog my com has been lacking likea sw.
How?? :(
Double blow cause I'm noob enough to fall (AGAIN) for msn trap. You know.. those "Hey! Is this you on facebook? *LINK*" Yes. I clicked on it before the one on yq's blog.
Hahaaa I don't have anti-virus so don't ask me to scan. To be more accurate, I haven't install. How to install??!!!
Don't care. Let me post first; then I will deal with the bloody irritating problems my com is giving me.
I did packing today.
From
To
Haven't finish my photo corner, but here's a more zoomed in picture.
Didn't pack this but added some stuff in :D
Seen anything that is from you? :D
I don't know why but it looks super messy here.
Anyhow, it's better than before.
Only the first row is make up hor. Don't say I've a lot.
And lastly....
K2 class. Spot me? LOOOOL.
Got back Maths and Physics BT results... S.C.R.E.W.E.D
Sayonara UK. :[
Hiiiie.
Shags. I think I can't and wouldn't stop blogging. Thanks for putting up with all my craps.
HTHT with babygirl just now.
I don't know what to say... Just glad?
Asked her many things. Although there is still tons of questions unanswered, I understood many things as well. Let's hope the mutual understanding never dies.
I'm drafting my Sentosa post now. Uploaded my first batch of pictures over at facebook.
Still thinking how to write the post.
So ya, I'm slow.
Confession #136577:
Sometimes I go quiet and fade into the background not because I go all emo or what.
I just don't know how to mingle around without being awkward. You know that feeling?
Every time I try to make it better, I tend to screw up.
I'm afraid of losing things that I dear so much so I stop .. cherishing/caring?
I don't know how to say this...
For example I got A as my best best friend and suddenly I'll be damn cold/bad to person A because I'm so afraid I can't live without that person. Because one day things will change and we wouldn't be as happy as that very particular moment. It will be dreadful to think back in future how close we were to who we are.
So I'll stop myself from being happy because it will be quite depressing to know that that will be the last time I will feel that way or what?
Okay I've a better example.
I'm like a poor and hungry kid. When I've my favourite ..... okay lame but egg mayo sushi (craving for this now), initially I'll feel damn happy, eat, smile and thank god. The next moment I'll be sad, depressed and down because I don't know when would be the next time I can have it again, so to prevent myself from drowning in happiness, I stop being as happy/grateful etc. That will stop me from regretting anything. Sort of, in some way.
That's why it is hard to make me real happy.
Happy meter is like a climbing a mountain. The moment I reach the top, I'll definitely cry.
Because the rest of the time will be a descending journey.
Happened to me? Yes, I can't exactly remember the date/period... but it did. Twice. You know when?
Weird, I know.
I just don't like things to come to an end. While the sad thing is everything has to end, no matter what.
Number 8
Bad day. Bad day. *chants away*
1. Woke up at 2pm when I've tuition at 10.30am.
2. She's still pissing me like crazy every single moment.
3. A lot of packing to do
4. My hand hurts.
School is tomorrow.
That's means hectic lifestyle, again.
Rushing homework, more homework, study, learn bleh.
The cycle repeats.
I'm losing interest in blogging. -.- Yes I can't believe it.
I guess you are bored reading at posts like this.
Nowadays people are telling me blogs are boring, not interesting, cannot follow, retarded blahblahblah.
However, do they know how much does it takes to write out a decent post?
Every single word, every single picture takes time and effort.
I've to read my post again and again to make sure they are more or less coherent. Unless I'm really tired and will only do the editing the next day/couple of days.
Because it is a part of my life I can never omit.
The emotions I feel right now, at this very moment, will be forgotten in no time. However when I pen it down right here, I'll recall when I read this.
And god, I'm actually losing interest in something so important?
If only you read them as how I write them.
Time passes, People change, feelings fade, life moves on. Yes?
I dont exactly agree.
I dont exactly agree.
Back from sentosa. Tired ttm.
Gonna shower and lights out.
You know the feeling - you know it's utterly wrong but just can't help it?
Headache.
Gonna shower and lights out.
You know the feeling - you know it's utterly wrong but just can't help it?
Headache.
Bleh I'm too lazy to blog.
Nothing much actually..
Went to arcade after BT today. Aiya don't care already. The moment I handed in my paper my fate is already decided. Pray also no use so let's not waste prayers.
4-p shooting game is awesome; sw is ultra pro in it.
Oh before that had kfc. So long never eat kfc I don't even know their chilli and ketchup are like Macs now. Dui lian.
Cheesy meltz~ So long since I last ate it already. Not a fan of fast food now.
I WANT RICE. *Asian*
Went town with wl, eug and dan.
Walked around.
Got some stuff yeah and I like all of them. wl has good taste, yes?
Next time shopping must bring him hahaha!
But I'm still pretty sad I can't find the right size for the heels. Been thinking about it for the whole night and that is like the 2nd pair I really like~
First was the white wedges. Still my favourite pair.
Now... It don't look awesome but when you wear it right, it's super pretty.
More often than not we thought some things don't suit us so we don't even pick up and try. However, the moment we have them on, we realised that is like the best thing ever. And picking them up is the best choice you've made. I believe so.
Hahaaa I'm going to try every single shit before buying. Must be open to new stuff yeap.
:D
If I can't get my size, I will die die buy the slightly smaller one and ask someone to break in for me.
Excited about the trip for tmr.
Will blog about lao wen b'day (with selected pictures tmr).
Hiiie. Back from asw's birthday celebration.
I took 6 mins to travel from my house to cwp. Fast or fast?
Had dinner in ajisen, (I didn't eat because aunt is here to cook!)
Ite they kept everything so I only have soup WTS. Surviving.
Went to galare to have ice-cream. Yes I dint eat. Stupid ang lol.
So we went to arcade and had 2 rounds of shooting games! I really like it despite being a noob. 4-p some more!
Ended the day with birthday cake and song:D
Then it hit me.
What will it be Like for 18may?
Yes I love my birthday. I love being a may baby.
But.. The thing is, there will be surely bad things happening on that day de... Im that suayyyyy.
Pray hard 18 birthday for jielin will be more than awesome!
I have had enough if bad birthdays!
I'll start living it my way. Not for you, not for him nor her.
Hugs and kisses xoxo.
Once again, happy birthday seow Wen!
You were right, sometimes it is me hurting myself.
I can turn away. But I chose to stop and gaze.
Who else but you can see? Omg you know I'm talking about you or not?!!!
I took 6 mins to travel from my house to cwp. Fast or fast?
Had dinner in ajisen, (I didn't eat because aunt is here to cook!)
Ite they kept everything so I only have soup WTS. Surviving.
Went to galare to have ice-cream. Yes I dint eat. Stupid ang lol.
So we went to arcade and had 2 rounds of shooting games! I really like it despite being a noob. 4-p some more!
Ended the day with birthday cake and song:D
Then it hit me.
What will it be Like for 18may?
Yes I love my birthday. I love being a may baby.
But.. The thing is, there will be surely bad things happening on that day de... Im that suayyyyy.
Pray hard 18 birthday for jielin will be more than awesome!
I have had enough if bad birthdays!
I'll start living it my way. Not for you, not for him nor her.
Hugs and kisses xoxo.
Once again, happy birthday seow Wen!
You were right, sometimes it is me hurting myself.
I can turn away. But I chose to stop and gaze.
Who else but you can see? Omg you know I'm talking about you or not?!!!
I figure I'd blog first before heading to the showers, take out physics and attempt to revise while watching the movies I spammed loading last night.... 3am.
It was hard... Because the only shows I downloaded (okay fine most of them) are horror films. Watching the trailers at 3am...? Hmmmm.
Furthermore, youtube hangs like crazy and I can hear screeching/banging/screaming but can't see a shit. lol.
Anyhow, I just updated my phone and my jailbreak programmes are gone? LOL why like that?
And 'prison break' app is driving me crazy! Why so hard! Who no walk through?!!
Okay let me blog about what I did today.
It's really really boring because I did packing.
(Yes I need to blog about this because this is the first positive change I make! - keeping my things organise.)
It is an extremely tedious task, you know?
PS, there's a lot of irrelevant pictures I took... so click at your own risk.
But wanted to pen it down here because I want to see what junk I have next time when I read back.
It was hard... Because the only shows I downloaded (okay fine most of them) are horror films. Watching the trailers at 3am...? Hmmmm.
Furthermore, youtube hangs like crazy and I can hear screeching/banging/screaming but can't see a shit. lol.
Anyhow, I just updated my phone and my jailbreak programmes are gone? LOL why like that?
And 'prison break' app is driving me crazy! Why so hard! Who no walk through?!!
Okay let me blog about what I did today.
It's really really boring because I did packing.
(Yes I need to blog about this because this is the first positive change I make! - keeping my things organise.)
It is an extremely tedious task, you know?
PS, there's a lot of irrelevant pictures I took... so click at your own risk.
But wanted to pen it down here because I want to see what junk I have next time when I read back.
Well, sucks much. Didn't really do well for both papers today... especially Econs. Practically can't finish my essaysss (sorta because one of the points aint a point at all?) and my case study.... GG.com.
Really not thinking at that point of time.
Lost 2 precious marks for chem as well. wtf why did I forget to change my answer? *stab self with RSD*
By the way it's RSD not RSB. Realised this mistake when I'm making sw guess what is it.
Through this two papers, I realised the problem lies with me.
I'm going to change.
And make sure I do better for physics as well as other papers.
I'm NOT going to go through the same thing for Prelim1,2 and A level.
Let block test be my fall.
I don't know what happened to me but I never put in my 100% for anything for this couple of years.. Well, maybe I never did before.
Be it in academics, school, work, life, friends, relationships, resolutions etc.
On this eventful day - that is 23March2011 - Let's make positive changes.
That doesn't only apply to me, it applies to you as well.
Another highlight of today is:
Let's see. I don't know where to start.
There are many regrets and wrong choices I made in 2010....... One of them is meeting you.
Because of you, I join ASW monastery. fml T____T
Because of you, I start to feel my best friend is an evil doremon LOL.
Because of you, I learn to share the darkest secrets and craziest dreams.
Because of you, I'm moving with slowpok speed.
Because of you, I have tons of unglam photos up on facebook. Everyone must think I'm a freak or what.
Nevertheless, this one year has been really great.
You (and the other girls) impacted me, a lot.
You cannot deny you brought joy to a lot of people (by allowing them to tease you looool), you lend a listening ear when I need to talk, a comforting shoulder when I need someone to lean on.
*Disclaimer, a lot of people made an impact in my life, in one way or another. Not only her if not I sound so les*
I love how you point and laugh so hard at something but no sound comes out.
I love how we say the slowest one to finish packing is sw syndrome/sw shang sheng.
I love shooting you even when you're totally out of the picture.
I love how determined and motivated you are.
I love the times we come together, mahjong, shop, play, camwhore, sauna, talk, crap, gossip, laugh hysterically(applies for you only), etc etc.
Finally, this is how it feels like to have a homogeneous clique.
We get to do all the things together. Things I never do with my dearests.
they will never agree to mj/paint nails together lol.
Am glad I know you (all).
.....This is turning into some gratitude letter.... supposing for end of the year..... to the girls..... not to the birthday girl.... LOL.
Coming back to the main point.
18. LOL. OLD. Nvm it's not like you're young when you're 17 or what.
Happy Eighteen !
LOVE YOU! *YUCKS I'M GAY*
Random things:
1. I un-privated my twitter already.
Haizzz nvm la weird followers jiu weird lo. It is frustrating when you want to retweet something badly and it is forbidden. LOOL. Plus, it'd be beneficial for people who read my updates via my blog as they do not have a twitter account. Yea.:D
2. Thanks zz for lending me his jacket during chem if not you'll probably see a block of ice sitting at J/K4. And vinus's one during econs! :D
3. ONE MORE PAPER TO GO.
4. Had a hard time ps-ing sw aiya paiseh if you don't like. This is sw when she wears enlarging lens, rebond hair and lipstick (you know how pale her lips looks right!)
5. Finally watching my movies and vamp diaries. LOL.
Really not thinking at that point of time.
Lost 2 precious marks for chem as well. wtf why did I forget to change my answer? *stab self with RSD*
By the way it's RSD not RSB. Realised this mistake when I'm making sw guess what is it.
Through this two papers, I realised the problem lies with me.
I'm going to change.
And make sure I do better for physics as well as other papers.
I'm NOT going to go through the same thing for Prelim1,2 and A level.
Let block test be my fall.
I'll learn to pick everything up from this point onwards.
I don't know what happened to me but I never put in my 100% for anything for this couple of years.. Well, maybe I never did before.
Be it in academics, school, work, life, friends, relationships, resolutions etc.
I want to see exactly how far I can go. How far I can push myself.
So let's start.Today.
On this eventful day - that is 23March2011 - Let's make positive changes.
That doesn't only apply to me, it applies to you as well.
Another highlight of today is:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASW AKA SLOWPOK COW. [:
omg don't look like you right! Have a hard time fixing your hair.
I know ps fail, lol at the background.
I know ps fail, lol at the background.
Let's see. I don't know where to start.
There are many regrets and wrong choices I made in 2010....... One of them is meeting you.
Because of you, I join ASW monastery. fml T____T
Because of you, I start to feel my best friend is an evil doremon LOL.
Because of you, I learn to share the darkest secrets and craziest dreams.
Because of you, I'm moving with slowpok speed.
Because of you, I have tons of unglam photos up on facebook. Everyone must think I'm a freak or what.
Nevertheless, this one year has been really great.
You (and the other girls) impacted me, a lot.
You cannot deny you brought joy to a lot of people (by allowing them to tease you looool), you lend a listening ear when I need to talk, a comforting shoulder when I need someone to lean on.
*Disclaimer, a lot of people made an impact in my life, in one way or another. Not only her if not I sound so les*
I love how you point and laugh so hard at something but no sound comes out.
I love how we say the slowest one to finish packing is sw syndrome/sw shang sheng.
I love shooting you even when you're totally out of the picture.
I love how determined and motivated you are.
I love the times we come together, mahjong, shop, play, camwhore, sauna, talk, crap, gossip, laugh hysterically(applies for you only), etc etc.
Finally, this is how it feels like to have a homogeneous clique.
We get to do all the things together. Things I never do with my dearests.
they will never agree to mj/paint nails together lol.
Am glad I know you (all).
.....This is turning into some gratitude letter.... supposing for end of the year..... to the girls..... not to the birthday girl.... LOL.
Coming back to the main point.
18. LOL. OLD. Nvm it's not like you're young when you're 17 or what.
Here, I wish you all the best for your A levels, I hope you will remain 100% positive, cheerful, thoughtful. I hope you'll be faster and get rid of sw and yq syndrome. I hope you will ace your geog paper later. I hope you will have straighter hair and bigger eyes, I hope we remain in contact one year from now because it'd be your loss to lose me as a friend yup yup!
Happy Eighteen !
LOVE YOU! *YUCKS I'M GAY*
Random things:
1. I un-privated my twitter already.
Haizzz nvm la weird followers jiu weird lo. It is frustrating when you want to retweet something badly and it is forbidden. LOOL. Plus, it'd be beneficial for people who read my updates via my blog as they do not have a twitter account. Yea.:D
2. Thanks zz for lending me his jacket during chem if not you'll probably see a block of ice sitting at J/K4. And vinus's one during econs! :D
3. ONE MORE PAPER TO GO.
4. Had a hard time ps-ing sw aiya paiseh if you don't like. This is sw when she wears enlarging lens, rebond hair and lipstick (you know how pale her lips looks right!)
5. Finally watching my movies and vamp diaries. LOL.
have my picture taken
Yay screwed maths loll. Have to look forward! Study for econs n chem and make sure I do better in the rest. 3 more 3 more. Am crazily packed after BT.
Ps, making lots of changes after BT. Excited!
I'm amazed by what I eat. Shall change my name to jellywithabigstomach and irritate people who want to tweet me.. This only applies to people using twitter for iphone.
My stomach hurts a lot today. Definitely not because of the day of the month(or something like that).
Yawns, I shall take some medicine. Just in case.
Wait let me go back to what I ate. I had 2 bread - 1 chicken filling 1 onion filling?, rice at 12 in school. Lunch at home. Another bread(I really want to work in bakery cause you can take home the bread when the store closes #mydreamjob) and dinner. Woo 3 bowls of rice.
That's what yq eats in 3 days, I think.
Wanted to have ice-cream but I think I shall not. Don't want to further upset my stomach! Tmr is important!
Okay so long. See you guys tmr.
And one last thing, sw commented!
Lol finally someone is talking.
But idk how and what to reply...........
Should I really get a tagboard? Advise me!(:
All the best for chem n eeeeeeecons(which I haven't start.:( )
Ps, making lots of changes after BT. Excited!
I'm amazed by what I eat. Shall change my name to jellywithabigstomach and irritate people who want to tweet me.. This only applies to people using twitter for iphone.
My stomach hurts a lot today. Definitely not because of the day of the month(or something like that).
Yawns, I shall take some medicine. Just in case.
Wait let me go back to what I ate. I had 2 bread - 1 chicken filling 1 onion filling?, rice at 12 in school. Lunch at home. Another bread(I really want to work in bakery cause you can take home the bread when the store closes #mydreamjob) and dinner. Woo 3 bowls of rice.
That's what yq eats in 3 days, I think.
Wanted to have ice-cream but I think I shall not. Don't want to further upset my stomach! Tmr is important!
Okay so long. See you guys tmr.
And one last thing, sw commented!
Lol finally someone is talking.
But idk how and what to reply...........
Should I really get a tagboard? Advise me!(:
All the best for chem n eeeeeeecons(which I haven't start.:( )
All the best! Excel okay!
Meh I'm an angry girl blogging in the library. I want to stab someone with a RSB. (my new weapon). Bloody potent.
Waiting for the girls to reach lib so I can grab something to fill my deflated stomach.
I'm pissed yea pissed.
There's actually something i want to share. But I'm not sure whether you will get it or not..
Anyhow, here it is:
Love i8.
something that meant so much. You geddit?
Waiting for the girls to reach lib so I can grab something to fill my deflated stomach.
I'm pissed yea pissed.
There's actually something i want to share. But I'm not sure whether you will get it or not..
Anyhow, here it is:
Love i8.
something that meant so much. You geddit?
It's early in da morning, I never wake up at sucha timing even when I'm mugging for the O's. 7:30am wooo.
Nah I woke up because I drank too much water before bed and my bladder is so full it'd fill up a dried pond lool.
Plus I'm meeting J for breakfast so I figure it would be nice to wake up a little earlier than usual to shower and stuff(usually about 9 for me... It's a super hard thing okay!)
Let's do some serious work because block test is tomorrow
Btw above is my favorite icon. Yay who wants it as contact picture?
Will upload a picture of it for non-iPhone user.. Soon.
Nah I woke up because I drank too much water before bed and my bladder is so full it'd fill up a dried pond lool.
Plus I'm meeting J for breakfast so I figure it would be nice to wake up a little earlier than usual to shower and stuff(usually about 9 for me... It's a super hard thing okay!)
Let's do some serious work because block test is tomorrow
Btw above is my favorite icon. Yay who wants it as contact picture?
Will upload a picture of it for non-iPhone user.. Soon.
This is a super emotional post. So you should only read if you're mentally prepared for it.
Somehow, I wish the person involved will read and do some serious reflections as well.
Read more at your own risk.
Somehow, I wish the person involved will read and do some serious reflections as well.
Read more at your own risk.
HIEEEEEEE. Yes I finally solve my lag-like-shit problem.
I hope you can read my blog with ease now. :D
Woooooh I can't believe I did it~~
Anyhow, it's due to the blog counter. Damn I got another counter from another site already. Well, I don't exactly know why I want a counter.. Perhaps just to keep track?
And wait for it to reach 11111 on 11nov. Cool?
-_____-
Alright, I'm motivated to do a proper post now.
If you haven't read, I've posted some shit in the previous post.
Let me continue from there.
Met wl downstairs before heading to rp. Studied for 2 hours or so? Memorised some chem and cleared some Maths. Not a lot but ya. Good enough.
Headed to cwp for fooooooood :D
But sadly it's closed!
For about 1 month and we're not even aware of it? LOL.
So we rushed to semb. He is super suay I swear. We missed all the transport.
So yadayada we ate.
Funniest thing was clearing the food. Bleh. We were full to the maximum.
So we wrapped sushi tissue, stuff them in between plates, throw them into ice-cream containers etc. HAHAAAAA.
Cleared the table and went outside 7-11 to slack.... and for food to digest. Impossible to move/walk with that amount of food in my stomach.
Bus-ed home after that.
Bloody tired I fell asleep. (not exactly I don't really dare to sleep as I'm afraid I'd miss the stop blahblah).
The queue for both 911 and 913 were HORRENDOUS.
Walked home.
Glad I did. Exercises.
I hope you can read my blog with ease now. :D
Woooooh I can't believe I did it~~
Anyhow, it's due to the blog counter. Damn I got another counter from another site already. Well, I don't exactly know why I want a counter.. Perhaps just to keep track?
And wait for it to reach 11111 on 11nov. Cool?
-_____-
Alright, I'm motivated to do a proper post now.
If you haven't read, I've posted some shit in the previous post.
Let me continue from there.
Met wl downstairs before heading to rp. Studied for 2 hours or so? Memorised some chem and cleared some Maths. Not a lot but ya. Good enough.
Headed to cwp for fooooooood :D
But sadly it's closed!
For about 1 month and we're not even aware of it? LOL.
So we rushed to semb. He is super suay I swear. We missed all the transport.
So yadayada we ate.
Funniest thing was clearing the food. Bleh. We were full to the maximum.
So we wrapped sushi tissue, stuff them in between plates, throw them into ice-cream containers etc. HAHAAAAA.
Cleared the table and went outside 7-11 to slack.... and for food to digest. Impossible to move/walk with that amount of food in my stomach.
Bus-ed home after that.
Bloody tired I fell asleep. (not exactly I don't really dare to sleep as I'm afraid I'd miss the stop blahblah).
The queue for both 911 and 913 were HORRENDOUS.
Walked home.
Glad I did. Exercises.
Shoulder length, yes?
I like.
alamak~ dk how to solve my blog's problem. dieeeee. new site?
anyhow, I don't intend to blog until my site is up and running.. but I've to rant/compliment like nap before I forget!
woke up supa early to meet yx. her mum shifted and is starting home based salon. which IMO not a bad place to visit.
went for some seed oil treatment. not bad, smooth and shiny.
now this is the part everything is screwed up. Yan suggested to tong my hair. haaha obviously, fail. and it's damn dry naoooo :( hahaha went through the heat twice leh. the curls wouldn't stay! damn youuuuu.
I didn't put any wax and stuff but it should at least be there for a while?
nvm. at least she helped me fixed it. two ponytails.
I hate dead straight ponytails (ESP 2) so I kinda like the outcome. hehehe. I hardly feel so young.:)
wj came over with breakfast. I skipped it cause I'm going for bu fei later hahahaha!
let me continue first.
Yan is attending make up lessons so I became her experiment. it was nice but I look as though I'm going to club. hello? smoky eyes to mug lol?
removed a tad of eye shadows(not I don't like aiyoo).
however I'm indeed impressed with the eye make up. should I learn too?
parted and here I am, blogging via phone, waiting for wl to find me later. meanwhile, I shall read Mai eeeeecons.
anyhow, I don't intend to blog until my site is up and running.. but I've to rant/compliment like nap before I forget!
woke up supa early to meet yx. her mum shifted and is starting home based salon. which IMO not a bad place to visit.
went for some seed oil treatment. not bad, smooth and shiny.
now this is the part everything is screwed up. Yan suggested to tong my hair. haaha obviously, fail. and it's damn dry naoooo :( hahaha went through the heat twice leh. the curls wouldn't stay! damn youuuuu.
I didn't put any wax and stuff but it should at least be there for a while?
nvm. at least she helped me fixed it. two ponytails.
I hate dead straight ponytails (ESP 2) so I kinda like the outcome. hehehe. I hardly feel so young.:)
wj came over with breakfast. I skipped it cause I'm going for bu fei later hahahaha!
let me continue first.
Yan is attending make up lessons so I became her experiment. it was nice but I look as though I'm going to club. hello? smoky eyes to mug lol?
removed a tad of eye shadows(not I don't like aiyoo).
however I'm indeed impressed with the eye make up. should I learn too?
parted and here I am, blogging via phone, waiting for wl to find me later. meanwhile, I shall read Mai eeeeecons.
if you see this, congrats!
Memories so close to me just faded away
Thanks for making me feel that I am the one
He was
Memories so close to me just faded away
Thanks for making me feel that I am the one
He was
[Posted with iBlogger from my iPhone]
hiiiiiieeeeeeezzzzzz.
went to meet the girls in the morning for a short mugging session. at least I did something....
went to tuition after that. ugh I hate people that ain't serious. time is running out, yes?
went back but they left already. plus there isn't space so dragged my lazy ass home.
got wj's Starbucks delivery:D so no choice studied for a while.
hahah. headed down to the newly opened 7-11(as small as my ass lor).
got some chocolate drink (it sucks) and newspaper.
downloading the bunxxxxx (i forgot the name) movie.. meanwhile let's continue memorizing some idiotic proteins definitions. (y) life.
oh I didn't mention it here but I watched death bell. not bad. got cute guy. sad thing is he died.
confirm watching the second one! yq you do the asking okay.:)
what shall I do tomorrow?
1 thing for sure: exercise.
been snacking like crazy when I study. fats. :(
and library? I hope.
wait, change of plans, rp. lol just received sw text.
maybe shall run to ntuc to get snacks ans run back. hahah. a form a exercise too, no?
hahah good luck to those who are trying to memorize chem!(like me)
love you all!
went to meet the girls in the morning for a short mugging session. at least I did something....
went to tuition after that. ugh I hate people that ain't serious. time is running out, yes?
went back but they left already. plus there isn't space so dragged my lazy ass home.
got wj's Starbucks delivery:D so no choice studied for a while.
hahah. headed down to the newly opened 7-11(as small as my ass lor).
got some chocolate drink (it sucks) and newspaper.
downloading the bunxxxxx (i forgot the name) movie.. meanwhile let's continue memorizing some idiotic proteins definitions. (y) life.
oh I didn't mention it here but I watched death bell. not bad. got cute guy. sad thing is he died.
confirm watching the second one! yq you do the asking okay.:)
what shall I do tomorrow?
1 thing for sure: exercise.
been snacking like crazy when I study. fats. :(
and library? I hope.
wait, change of plans, rp. lol just received sw text.
maybe shall run to ntuc to get snacks ans run back. hahah. a form a exercise too, no?
hahah good luck to those who are trying to memorize chem!(like me)
love you all!
I don't know how things is going to end. but fts I got to continue loving my life.
Need a new skin.
If you know, or if you don't, this period has been a rough patch for JL. Almost to the point of suicidal.
But I'm fine now. Come, I'm not going to stop moving forward no matter what. Blahblah.
I did blog. I'm also not exactly sure why it didn't appear. Weird, weird.
Basically I ain't going to disclose anything here, not that it's anything glamorous.
Let's see how things go, okay.
Let me first thank people who showed concern for the past few days. I'm really grateful. I wonder how can I press on without them around.
People that tried means to cheer me up (Yes I did feel better)
People that came all the way down from faraway places (outside woodlands area) to accompany me.
People who text/twitter/fb/msn me.
Love them a lot.
A really brief update
1. SM2 peeps gathering on sat after camp.
2. movie(my ex2) and sw house on mon.
Today..... I finally said my piece. I will stop coaching one of the kids. Well.... Seriously, I don't wanna waste time on someone who is unwilling to learn. I ain't a saint or what. Furthermore I've already done my very best.
It's up to him whether he wants to learn or not.
Giving up, anything for that matter, isn't in JL's dictionary. But I realised there are things we have to put down in order to move forward.
My philosophy is if you're good to me, I'll be better to you.
If you try to stay in my life, I'll make sure you do.
Phew. Finally over.
After school on Friday, we went for briefing after lunch. First time leading/faciliating a group. It was a wonderful experience. ^^
Ice-breakers first.
Am pretty impressed by my group. They have pretty innovative ideas.
I don't like the dinner. (not only me leh I got cross-reference de).
Sat through Alumni night before horror night. Watched Ju-on. Very dark, can't really see so ya.
Followed a group or two during the night walk.
Blahblahblah if you want a detailed update go see sw's blog.
Showered real late (but really happy my hair dries totally before bed)
Did the things for war games before plunging into bed. 2 hours or so power nap. TwT
Really thankful to dandan and Aldrain for helping!
Btw, IJ is really dark at night. BOOOOOO~
12/3/2011:
HEHEEE sw and I woke up late. Nothing unusual I guess. Pigs ftw.
We rushed down to brush and clean up and went to gather. Breakfast was mac meal. Love the milk. The sausage seems thinner than normal. Maybe.
Ran around for NMA race. Almost died. Marathon. Not forgetting the muscle ache from the bad night.
Though so, I'm so happy my group came in first :D
Lunch was chicken rice. At least.... better.
Went off for preparation of war games. That includes the production of water bombs, sorting out plastic bags and carrying buckets of water here and there. Bleh.
Pretty interesting to watch them play. More interesting to play with them. Haaa.
War game cancelled because of the bad weather. T___T
Waste our efforts.
After all the sharing sessions, de-brief and yay! Over.
YAAA I'M TOO LAZY TO BLOGGGGG WILL CHUNK OUT THE REST ASAP.
ME WANNA WATCH DEATHBELL WHO WANTS TO WATCH TGT? :D
am really glad that inspired me for a change. now I need to get new stationeries. ha. idk.
Im still trying to get use to all the new things; taurus. you know, hate changes.
new pillow and new bolster. scrubbed all my floor, bed, chair, cupboard etc. kept/throw everything away. now my room is pretty much empty. yet it's clean. I like it. :D
today I went for a pretty nice talk by... Im not exactly sure who.
and went for cca meeting.
camp tmr, which means I will most probably not blog. maybe. see how.
yq and ape delivered koi and Mac!(: love them.
slacked before going home.
thanks all! love ya!<3
I dont even bother to talk about GP. can't finish. my snail-alike reading speed.
a lot of homework but I just reached home. hahahha how?
anyhow, went to cow's field for mj after block test. yea we're that fast.
biggest winner of all. tiles are good. ahh that's cause my life sucks.
nevermind.
wl left and we stayed for dinner.
it's nice. gossiped/chatted. play 1 round of guess the word thingy. sw's is damn funny. I think I'm developing abs hehhe.
slacked all the way to 10+ before heading home. all thanks to yq's dad:D no need t crawl home.
I finally got it off my chest. well, come to think about it, I just mistook it as what I thought it'd be. hope I'll get well soon. lol.
okay now's the real thing: shower and do some work or wake up slightly earlier to do? damn.
econs, physics and chem.
guess I'll start with chem (mrs yap is back) then econs (don't wna disappoint Mdm shen) and then physics. okay sounds good.
a lot of homework but I just reached home. hahahha how?
anyhow, went to cow's field for mj after block test. yea we're that fast.
biggest winner of all. tiles are good. ahh that's cause my life sucks.
nevermind.
wl left and we stayed for dinner.
it's nice. gossiped/chatted. play 1 round of guess the word thingy. sw's is damn funny. I think I'm developing abs hehhe.
slacked all the way to 10+ before heading home. all thanks to yq's dad:D no need t crawl home.
I finally got it off my chest. well, come to think about it, I just mistook it as what I thought it'd be. hope I'll get well soon. lol.
okay now's the real thing: shower and do some work or wake up slightly earlier to do? damn.
econs, physics and chem.
guess I'll start with chem (mrs yap is back) then econs (don't wna disappoint Mdm shen) and then physics. okay sounds good.
The quality is so.....
Have so much to spill but I don't know where to start. How to start.
The thing is, I will most probably regret if I ever tell anyone what is happening/has happened.
Guess I'll have to wait a while to let things cool down.
The best thing of all is, I still have time before I need to make a choice.
Well, at least that's how I feel.
I know I will definitely regret if I don't spend enough time thinking about what and how.
Many asked why I didn't tell them exactly what happened.
Well, because you're sorta involved/you know something about it/know someone involved/I don't want you to think too much as well.
Not because you ain't important or what,
*especially tyx. She can't stop whining about the fact that many of my posts have hidden meaning and I refuse to tell her*
Love you!
I know. This is the 105589443th time I repeat this:
But I hell need to get a camera. No more compact. I do have 1 lying around.
Yawns. I'm tired again. See I told ya I can't run.
School was fine.Ran 5 rounds today. Poor timing. Yeap it's okay I'll get back to running once I fully recovered. Slacked for 1 period or so because it's freaking.. uhh boring.
Btw celebrated March's babies birthday today.
Cow and deerack. ^^
Went for my first H1 econs lesson.... I dropped from H2........................... It's too tedious!
Nah I'm joking. Ms wang is on MC.
Ohhhh!~To those who are taking GP tomorrow, good luck!
I hope you'd get excellent results!
I'm so bloody lazy to cook. Someone please come home and cook dinner now~~
Hate Tuesday.
On a more serious note, I'll to start revision on GP very soon. Heard it will be mad hard so don't ignore it totally okay! At least read the notes!
I can't disappoint myself and Mdm Zalinah.
Last thing, the only thing worth looking forward to tomorrow is 1. no physics lesson and 2. movie?
Shall finish downloading my songs and look for part 1 of the movie before I start on my revision
Want to look for the show pyq talked about! Sounds interesting!
JIAYOU.
School was fine.Ran 5 rounds today. Poor timing. Yeap it's okay I'll get back to running once I fully recovered. Slacked for 1 period or so because it's freaking.. uhh boring.
Btw celebrated March's babies birthday today.
Cow and deerack. ^^
Went for my first H1 econs lesson.... I dropped from H2........................... It's too tedious!
Nah I'm joking. Ms wang is on MC.
Ohhhh!~To those who are taking GP tomorrow, good luck!
I hope you'd get excellent results!
I'm so bloody lazy to cook. Someone please come home and cook dinner now~~
Hate Tuesday.
On a more serious note, I'll to start revision on GP very soon. Heard it will be mad hard so don't ignore it totally okay! At least read the notes!
I can't disappoint myself and Mdm Zalinah.
Last thing, the only thing worth looking forward to tomorrow is 1. no physics lesson and 2. movie?
Shall finish downloading my songs and look for part 1 of the movie before I start on my revision
Want to look for the show pyq talked about! Sounds interesting!
JIAYOU.
Happy :D
Hellllo baby.
6March2011
Went to amk to visit the old haos. Memories.. memories. Took a lot of pictures.
Childhood is the best time of all.
Ate a lot a lot. Really love time there. Comfortable and good.
Visited 4th Aunt's new house. Very near to the station! Can go there regularly le!
That's pretty much it.
7March2011
2 more days to the first exams for block test.
How? I guess I'll read all the notes once and pray somehow or rather I can apply my knowledge on that day itself.
Today, I shall settle all my things.
As in, the bugging problem.
How many times did I say I want to settle it?
Okay I'm going to check cameras out. Fyeah I think I'm getting it.
If I'm not going UK. Or if I got enough cash to spare (Which is nearly impossible).
我发誓不让你等候 陪你做想做的无论什么我越来越像贝壳 怕心被人触碰
PS, I got the day wrong for the previous post.
This is the actual 5March's post.
After all the tuition, headed to Ape's den for mj session. My buddy can't make it in the end.... So 7 players.
Lost like.... 5+ or what? Nvm that wouldn't stop me from liking mj~~
Mood swing that day. Hmmmmm.
Went to have supper with a piece of wood and a piece of doremon.
LOL htht.
This is the actual 5March's post.
After all the tuition, headed to Ape's den for mj session. My buddy can't make it in the end.... So 7 players.
Lost like.... 5+ or what? Nvm that wouldn't stop me from liking mj~~
Mood swing that day. Hmmmmm.
Went to have supper with a piece of wood and a piece of doremon.
LOL htht.
Ape made this for us! :D |
Ahhhh... This post is finally up. Well well... outdated post....
5March2011:
Highlight #1: Got back A level results. Almost died, literally. Am so freaking scared I can't get what I want because there are 6 demoralising factors. BUT I GOT IT HAHAHAAAAAA. Am really happy. :D
1 A level sub down. Now I'm worried for PW. Hmmm I hope for a B. or higher. BBBBBBBBBBBB.
OR HIGHERRRRRRRRRRR.
Lol enough of this.
Highlight #2: Went for our first event coverage. HA. Joke.
Why ain't they excited or what? Didn't have a lot of awesome pictures. Well.
Highlight #3: Left early and went to Singapore Flyer!
Nah. I don't think it's awesome or what.
Maybe left it for too long? The fries are wayyyyy too soggy.
5March2011:
Highlight #1: Got back A level results. Almost died, literally. Am so freaking scared I can't get what I want because there are 6 demoralising factors. BUT I GOT IT HAHAHAAAAAA. Am really happy. :D
1 A level sub down. Now I'm worried for PW. Hmmm I hope for a B. or higher. BBBBBBBBBBBB.
OR HIGHERRRRRRRRRRR.
Lol enough of this.
Highlight #2: Went for our first event coverage. HA. Joke.
Why ain't they excited or what? Didn't have a lot of awesome pictures. Well.
Highlight #3: Left early and went to Singapore Flyer!
Super qiao cause my buddy and I, Ape's and hers as well as yq's and her buddy got the same ticket design. Heheee.
Buddy much.
This is my favourite flyer shot!
Anyhow, it's pretty boring. Don't think I'll be going there, ever again.
We were practically spamming pictures like no tomorrow. Hmmmm. How fun does that sound to you?
This is twl's favourite shot; okay maybe favourite effect.
Typical flyer shot x2
After that headed to Popeyes for dinner.
Nah. I don't think it's awesome or what.
Maybe left it for too long? The fries are wayyyyy too soggy.
After the interviews, we headed to MBS for some fountain show.
Wanted to leave for GongCha but some peeps decided they wanted to skate.
On fake ice, aka plastic lubricated with oil.
Hahhhzzzzz Stood there for an hour or so waiting for them.
Lao ren jia leh still made me stand for so long.
Dragged myself back and home!
Some pictures I got from facebook!
With SM2 buds!
Da girls!
Lol ape lol.
My buddy! :D
GROUP PICSSSS. ^^
hiiiiiiiie.
I'm super busy today and yesterday. blog once I wake up okay.:)
idk la. I must be mad to even wonder......
I know confirm cannot make it... why am I wishing for a difference when I'm just the same?:(
ciaos. shower.
I'm super busy today and yesterday. blog once I wake up okay.:)
idk la. I must be mad to even wonder......
I know confirm cannot make it... why am I wishing for a difference when I'm just the same?:(
ciaos. shower.
Hiiii C:
Random shots collected over days.
Taken by iPhone.
All are labelled. #7 is taken by LomoLomo while the rest is by camera+!
I guess I'll settle with camera+. Not the best but I'll keep trying.
#1Pilot pens. Twl's |
#2 Heart made from rocher vinus gave |
#3 Gucci |
#4 Duck on pyq's |
#5 school |
#6 Rainbow Ape's |
#7 Remote |
#8 Gift from China Buddy |
#9 Paper holder |
#10 Gift from lwj |
#11 pens; shot 2 |
#12 pens; shot 3 |
Which one is your favorite?
Ohhh well MT results tomorrow. Wish me luck.